THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

65

"Once the cake is over we go home... " I whispered to Jimmy.

It is just a nod that means agree.

dessert is actually delicious. There is a cake moistur with cream similar to ice cream but, there is a smell of pistachio nuts inside.

I faintly heard Jessy's name called. His name I always remember, an artist who used to be my best friend in this city.

I glanced up on stage. The woman is always shining, even everything looks expensive if she wears it.

Apparently he's with the old man I used to see. They look more like father and son.

"He's your friend, right?" Jimmy quipped.

"Indeed that woman still thinks I'm a friend?" I retaliated.

"Don't you ever see each other again.. I think I made up for each other.. " Jimmy smiled cynically.

"well, not forgiving, right? indeed she is beautiful, all men just look at her. let alone you. "I reply Jimmy ketus.

I could see Jessy wasn't blinking looking at Jimmy. Really, it's greedy.

"Let's go home, I'm disgusted to see her chasing you and spoiled or spreading charm.. " I stood up and pulled Jimmy.

"well baby... " Jimmy teases.

We went out and left the show. Jimmy took my hand, a couple of women's eyes looking at Jimmy.

We stopped and waited for the elevator to return to the lobby.

I glanced from the reflection of Jessy's glass leaving her lover. It was like he was chasing something.

It looks like he's after us. Or go after Jimmy.?

Fortunately, the elevator door closed immediately, just after we entered. The elevator was filled by me and Jimmy.

Either windfall or it's suratannya.

Our car also came faster than the hotel's valet service.

"so, how do you feel.?" ask Jimmy while driving.

"either, it feels mixed.so how the man once gave me breakfast and dinner... one day we'll get married too, right?" my answer.

"yes. maybe. "Jimmy answered briefly.

*********

"Gw please lo happy Stac... But you have to inget. I'm not going to touch you. I admit you are great acting. And the innocence of my family, believe you're pregnant with my son." Yofie gritted Stacy.

Stacy pulled downwards from inside her evening dress shirt. Plup... A pillow came out of his stomach. It is small in size but can add a few inches to its stomach.

The perfect stacy's body was clearly displayed in front of Yofie. Stacy unravels long black hair.

"It's up to you to touch me now. Which I'm sure, you will definitely touch my body... Evidently.. I will be carrying your child. Whatever way.. " Stacy is challenging Yofie.

"Hm... You have everything... Do you still need an unemployed man? Lo that's crazy. Tonight I'm leaving, whatever you want to do!" Yofie walked past her.

"Ehem.. Lo don't forget... My beloved mother has heart disease..... Could be anyhow.. When time stops that... Kian.... Then... Hm. You also have to suck, the situation has changed. Your family has lived off of my family money... Know yourself my dear husband... " Stacy spoke arrogantly.

Yofie only glanced at him, his eyes full of anger. He recalled how his father spent all the money on his partner's bodong investment.

It hit his wife and made her have a heartache. Several times Aunty Noni entered the Hospital, Yofie also had to work here and there to pay all his father's debts.

Even he was married to Stacy, but the heart could not be owned by the woman.

Stacy approached Yofie. She hugged the man who was now her husband. A satisfied and happy smile always shows. And for Yofie this was the beginning of a big plan for him.

"Before I do rude." Yofie's voice is shrill.

"Gw will wait for you to be rude, baby.. And I'm going to hepi.. Hehe... " Stacy still hugged Yofie tightly.

Yofie finally breaks Stacy's hand. He chose to go out.

********

"The new bride is here... " Jessy's Voice.

Apparently Jessy was left there by Budiawan. He suddenly met a client in another room of the hotel.

"Why yourself? Shall?" Yofie cynical to Jessy.

"Hmmm.. Sometimes saturation in a relationship is real... Gw seneng lo finally dapet women who deserve.not the same village women, ga level lah.. "

"Whatever? Yes, because you are matre kalik.lo aja from the village sok kampungan.." Yofie then drank the glass in front of him.

"Don't be hypocritical... We all need money. Your wife is also beautiful, her body is also good.... Not as a normal guy you can admit it.... Enjoy it..gw emang from the village, but gw pinter..beautiful..perfect." Jessy poured another drink into Yofie's glass.

"Lo don't be sooty (so you know) about Stacy. Do not understand him, nor do I love him. Okay you're perfect...More attractive that innocent woman... The Cathrine... Katerina..." Yofie re-drinks the water.

"Why yes, the man prefers the holy-spirited woman as well as the rich good-ass she is. He obviously took Jimmy from me... I was the first to know Jimmy. I can lose it with him... " Jessy was suddenly upset.

"Because what? Lo that's ngebosenin... " Answer Yofie.

"what did you say?!" Jessy was emotional and clenched her hands.

"iya, bosen. ngerayu this man as good as heart.lo emang can be transformed into saucy. but try if you are interested in modain it is old man...Temen lo is what it is, so he can get Jimmy.and I hate it." Yofie spoke honestly.

"ha haha.konyol lo it's just a weak man! you can't do it, right? fight for the person you say you love..lo love! don't don't you get as male as a man.ups. "jessy said harshly.

Jessy glared at Yofie, Her face also turned red. He recalled the first time he saw Jimmy, when it was a scene of Cathrine getting hit by a car.

Jimmy just glanced at Jessy. That's what other means. Jessy thinks Jimmy is interested in her.

'I should be the same Jimmy.not the one's badass.' Jessy spoke inwardly

"Honey.. Let's go home.. " Budiawan peeped at jessy's shoulder.

He disappeared slowly from Yofie's sight. Does not change his habits, spoiled and likes to seduce other men.

"Subject... " Yofie's Umbat.

that night he chose to sleep in another room.for him not to touch Stacy, whether it was very hard he tried to resist.

********

"So you're jealous?" Jimmy teases.

"Engga.. Whynot.. Bosen aja, wedding event kok rich drama show... " I answered while cleaning the make up on my face.

"Jealous is also a problem.. The sign is that you feel that I belong to you... " Jimmy is back to flirting.

"That's it..... Jimmy... I'd like to ask.. " I turned around and looked at her.

"What's? Let me answer... " Jimmy looked at me inside.

"Will our relationship be like this forever? Without a clear bond.... " I asked shrewdly.

"Why are you asking... ?" Jimmy scrunched his forehead.

"Yes because you said yesterday. If I get a better one please... That meant.. Ye... Do you want our relationship to end?" I tried to hold back the tears.

"No.. That's not.." Jimmy answered subtly..

"Then? I've heard, that sentence must have been said if one was tired of their relationship and wanted a breakup.... Just waiting for time to separate or through a fight is not important.... L'm.... L'm.. Do I have to get through that?" My tears are dripping.

Jimmy stood up from the sofa, he grabbed my hand and took me in his warm embrace.

"I... Jimmy's not ready if it comes. I'm even too dependent on you... But I also do not want to worship or beg you to stay with me... " I'm still crying in his arms.

"I'm sorry.. Sorry if my words hurt you... " Jimmy stroked my head and kissed me.

"Is it possible that we can be together to get to the wedding?" My toot.

"Wait.... " Jimmy tried to catch his breath. He let go of his embrace to me.

"So during our relationship what?" Chatrine looked at Jimmy sharply.

"Yes we live together, I.. I can't and I'm not ready for the wedding... " Jimmy answered in a loud voice.

"Greats..... Ok... " I nodded and took a step back.

"no.. no. please Cathrine... "

Jimmy tried to grab me, but his phone rang. We glanced at the sight of that call from her mama.

Jimmy grabbed a cell phone and went out of the apartment. He did not say goodbye to me. I was riveted by Jimmy's answer. Especially with his behavior just now.

Both my hands held my face.

I sat on the couch...

I wept... This time I was crying.

"Lo is a moron... He has no desire for the same relationship... Yes, I want her to be Cathrine!! Take advantage of him!!! Justjust please.. No cry.. "

I speak to myself to get up. I am always carried away by our daily lives. This is wrong and has made me lose my self-esteem.

I spent the night crying. I don't know what pillow I'm wearing.

I felt alone, in the wrong situation.

Or, actually I was sad to see Yofie who finally really married Stacy?

My chest felt tight when Yofie kissed Stacy on stage. But I tried to restrain myself, Jimmy was beside me.

"Gw is evil, I wish Jimmy could be my escape. But now I'm trapped.... I'm sad about this situation. I sincerely Yof.gw sincerely really... "

I closed my eyes, remembering all my memories with Yofie. Starting our first introduction, our first breakfast, until the first time Yofie invited me to watch.

I was drowning in my tears and sadness. My head feels so heavy. It felt like everything was dark but the sense of sound I felt was obvious.

I opened my eyes, it was morning. I looked to the side, Jimmy was accompanying me.

"Away awake?" Jimmy seems to have woken up too.

".... " I just nodded.

"On last night, please forget. Sorry if I hurt and was too busy with my world. I promise, there'll be a vacation for us... " Jimmy caressed my face.

"...... " I just looked at it with a glare.

"You cried last night? Both of your eyes are still a bit swollen... " Jimmy caressed my cheek.

"Little bit... Sometimes I just need to cry to get up... " I answered ketus.

"Is it because of me? Or yofie?" Jimmy's turned serious.

"Engga.. I just feel like it's still a long way from my journey.Where are we going today?"

Jimmy then approached me and hugged me. Her body warmly touched me, a comfort that I should not be allowed to feel with a man who was not my husband.

"How about we go find a ring?" Jimmy whispers.

"..... " My face turned red, but I held back my smile.

"Your face is red... You are seneng yes.hayo... " Jimmy teases.

"What the hell... Udah... " I'm ashamed to admit, but I'm glad I got the ring.

"Let's get ready.. It looks like the sky is overcast, not as usual... " Jimmy got up and started getting ready to take a shower.