THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

39

We stopped at the basement parking area. I'm still quiet because I'm angry with Jimmy.

I am ashamed of what he did. Is this a public place?! How could he do this.

I was born and grew up from a family with eastern customs.My manners and actions should see the place.

"Let's get off.. " Jimmy said as he removed his seatbelt.

I didn't answer, my mouth was locked.

"Come on... Why did you become like this. What the hell am I doing.... " Said Jimmy.

"What country are we in? I can't do anything like that in a public place. Embarrassed... It's a taboo and unnatural thing we do outside.... " I answered ketus.

"Come on's... Hm.... It's hard to talk... What if I admit wrong... But I don't need to apologize.I just miss and want to do it. The reflex just happens.. "

"What??" I looked up at Jimmy.

I looked at the man who last week made me the happiest woman.

But why is this time different? very lightly he answered.

"Because I don't have to apologize. I've confessed wrongly, after all, you're my woman. What wrong? I don't..." Jimmy answered with a spell.

I turned my eyes, I shook my head. I didn't think he said that.

"Have it, I hate the drama of the opposite sex.... Can we get down? I'm hungry, I want satay and steamboat... " Jimmy turned off the car engine.

I opened the door myself and went down. I followed the road behind Jimmy.

"Dries..... " Jimmy's hand pulled me.

"......." I kept moving my mouth. Duckface! Yeah that's what I do.

"I don't like you sitting behind me. I'd rather you walk next to me... " Say Jimmy hugging my waist.

God, why does it feel like I'm trying to lean my head.?

His embrace was warm, his body was warmer than mine.

Is every man warmer than us women?

actually, I also miss his warm embrace and the smell of Jimmy's body makes me imagine every day.

We stopped at the grocery store. The shop the other day we went too. I chose to sit in the outside area. The air is quite bright and hot.

As the wind accompanied me, I looked from afar. Jimmy was carrying a tray of drinks.

He walked towards me, I should still be angry. But my mouth opened and smiled automatically.

What magnet did Jimmy bring.

He walked slowly towards me. Handsome, handsome and sweet face. A face that is not bored to look at.

"It's a drink first, soon to eat it in between.. " Jimmy gave me cold orange water and mineral water.

It seems he already knows. I am tired of traveling long distances.

"So... We're gonna stay a little long?" Jimmy said while looking at me.

"Ahm.... Yeah, maybe so.... So then... The place I work is closed temporarily... They returned to the village.... Will marry his son, so... " I answered stammeringly - brick.

I even played chopsticks that were near me. But Jimmy's eyes didn't turn away from me.

"....... " Jimmy didn't answer anything.

he looked at me with a mischievous look, a look that made me misbehave.

"Can't you just look at me like that? I'm ma... Embarrassed.... " I then lowered my face.

"Haha... You are very funny, especially when you are misbehaving this way... I don't get tired of looking, I want to see again... You're like a sulking little boy..." Jimmy teased me.

I glanced at Jimmy. Like I said, 'hey! I'm not a kid... '

"This is the food, sorry for the long wait." Young man Jimmy's age presents our menu.

"Thank You Sam's... Please Join.sit for a while, your employees can briefly take care of it. We long do not eat together.. " Jimmy answered.

"Can? Do you mind?" The man asked me.

"Oh please... " I invite.

I'm looking for Jimmy's steamboat order. There is usually a pot with a small fire underneath. This is why plain all, just some grilled satay and dimsum in front of me.

"What are you looking for?" Ask Jimmy.

"She said steamboat.. There is a grill like this... " I answered plainly.

"Buahahha's.... You are plain yes.ah I forgot until here I want to change the menu.. " Jimmy laughed out loud.

"Hey, Dimgrill and steamboat are the names of these stores... You're mistaken... " Sammy answered.

"Aah.... I got it again.but obviously you said you ate satay with steamboat..."

"this is satay, isn't it? use the prick and cook it on the Grill.ah Introduce it first, Sammy... Owner and Jimmy's best friend." Sammy introduced himself.

I also replied by shaking hands with him. Local men with fair skin and a slightly Chuby face.

"Cathrine... Greetings.... But a struggle how? you guys know each other? why is the world so narrow gini ya.." I tangent to see them.

"yes, Jimmy helped me a lot. he got me off the streets.he was a good guy indeed." Sammy praised Jimmy.

"...... " I'm listening to how Sammy's story is going.

"It started a long time ago... At that time I was still selling mobile baso..

In the rich man's compound there...

Keep fitting that Jimmy's my loyal customer. He says my baso is delicious and cheap.almost every day, yes he always buys without absend.." Sammy narrating.

His face glared far away, given the circumstances of that time.it seems Jimmy has an unforgettable memory with Sammy.

"Enough Sam.. That's the past... Lupungan... " Jimmy cut Sammy.

"Noo... Big No's... Let me continue...

So then... He's my customer every day, until one day arrives... He got me the key to this shophouse...

He said, pay by moving there and start a better business....

though that day, I want to be kicked out of the contract of a plot that I rented. try? how do I feel he's a rich god of saviors.."

"... Waw.... " I'm stunned.

"I opened this shop at night.exactly bring my stuff from the contract, it turns out.. He's got the cart, the fridge and the table ready.. He said do you know?

He said make a good food stall and make bosen... I like your baso... But I'm the same bosen stuff....

he also said kasian if sales enter the village. Surely the complex mother bargained for the price of a cheap bowl.try so good Jimmy..."

"Ah. apparently so, you guys deserve to be close. I understand now so dimsum, steamboat and grill that there is a menu here from the broth that you make right...? "

Jimmy was silent and occasionally glanced at me. He doesn't seem to be upset I'm talking intents with Sammy.

"Yes... Is correct... That's why he eats here so often.. Ah yes, you should try everything here... The seriusss... Delicious all..

ask Jimmy if you don't believe him.."

"All right, I'd like to try.. " I'm just gonna grab some seafood skewers.

"Have eaten this... " Jimmy gave it all in front of me.

"Err.... I stayed yes.... Rame kasian over there.... " Sammy stood up and left us.

I just patted and waved my hand.

"So... How yes? You're a good guy, Jimmy.... " I talked while eating a satay with fish baso.

"No... I only rely on my conscience.... " Answer Jimmy relaxed.

"That's proof..... Then I. you always help me... " I answered by moving my mouth forward.

"You're such a valiant... There's take and give.. You got what.. I got what... "

I'm a little offended to hear Jimmy say. Even if it's true, why should he be honest.

"So, I'm just like a reciprocal relationship... " I'm talking flat.

"I think yes... How's your..." Jimmy asked back.

"Gw... I also feel no hard feelings for our relationship... " I'm relaxed.

Jimmy hush...

Silence makes me think, you know what it's like when I say it?

That's how I feel..

"You don't want us to do more than that?" I tried my luck asking.

"Gw is not sure, many things will make us difficult.... Families.... Our environment and our customs are difficult."

"Isn't it that intention has a way?" I said while continuing my meal.

"Street is there, I'm sure... But I don't want to risk your future... "

I was so scared to hear Jimmy say.

"That's why, I'm asking you to take a dial. Simplest. I'm not the one who's gonna lose our relationship. That you?

Ever thought? Pregnant and married.. Then your future?

If I leave this country one day. How's dengue? Your baby?"

"You think that far?" I asked.

"Clear.... For me if I bring a woman into a private apartment. Our relationship is not an ordinary friend.. I also do not want to be blamed as the cause of your future destroyed.. . Whatever happens, I as a man still profit... "

Jimmy's words have a point. I have to follow the rules. Moreover, I do not have a permanent job.

I never dreamed of having a partner like Jimmy. I'm enough with the average guy already.

"Is there anything wrong with me?" Jimmy broke my daydream.

"No... You just say what it is. That's a fact... Either way, you have nothing to lose."

"I'm glad you understand me. I just want to help you, without seizing your future. What I mean, I also want to help your life to be better.. But... "

"Already, I understand... We have more relationships than friends, but not lovers. We are in the middle of both... Relationships without status, without limits of a friend. Without having a purpose to marry...

Live together, live together and part ways someday...

Where we can't love each other..." I clarify.

Jimmy's face changed. He was surprised by what I said.

"Caths.... " Jimmy called me softly.

"I'm done.. Let's go back, I'll take a shower... My body was dirty with the dust of the road... " I stood up and took my bag.

I walked first, Jimmy then rubbed me. We waited for the elevator to go to the ground floor.

When it was empty, we entered.

I pressed the number 10, then I sighed.

Our journey was just two. But we are just as silent. Like a couple fighting.

The elevator opens, I walk out first. Jimmy looked at me, his gaze was like regret but he didn't want to say anything.

Clik.... The door opened after I put the card.

I went in and put my stuff in the cupboard in the shape of a table under the hanging TV.

I opened the bag and took some toiletries. I went in and put it in the bathroom.

indeed, the toiletries that I brought too. jimmy who gave. I saw our toothbrush, it seems that there is no one else but us.

Jimmy just stood by and looked at me. Then he pulled my hand.

He threw me into his arms.

He hugged me from behind. Jimmy kissed the nape of my body. She kissed my hair, then whispered.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you... Did you stay here long?"

"I might stay a little long. Boss will be home maybe for a month. Can I be here?" I asked while holding Jimmy.

"..... " Jimmy just kept quiet and kept teasing me.

"Could... Can you not be like this? L'm... Scratchy and uncomfortable.... " I said.

"Hmmm... That's so... But I want you to get used to me who likes to do this.... Get used to your body, Cath.... " Jimmy said as he stroked my arm.

"Jimmy... Don't make me high... " I tried to restrain myself.

But it looks like Jimmy is a tough guy. He kept flirting with me, and I followed him.

We do it again, with an emotional state and this is different. I felt Jimmy's touch on me so softly.

Can I be honest..? I don't feel like separating from him.

Is this natural? Or just a momentary lust because we were together and engaged in a relationship that shouldn't have happened....

I don't want to be separated from him. Jimmy's driving me crazy..

"Please promise, only with me do this... I'll do the same... " Jimmy said, then he kissed my lips.

His eyes made me float. I feel hypnotized but it's beautiful.

I have to start limiting myself.I can't let my heart fall in love with her.

obviously, stay together without ties.