THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

37

I am still lazy to open my eyes.My body feels tired, especially my two eyes, very heavy.

But the noise near me woke me up, not an earthquake but, like a madman.

I opened my eyes, removing the blanket that warmed me.

I cleaned up the shit in my eyes, damn last night I cried. All my tears are dry.

apparently it's Jessy, what's going on?

"Jesss.... Just home?" I said hello to Jessy, I saw her packing a bag and sitting at the dresser.

"Yes, sorry to wake you up. I just want to come back here.again I still have the right to live here.. " Answer Jessy

"Why are you talking about Jes? This room we share.. I haven't paid in months. But I've been saving. In exchange for paying... " I answered.

I was sad to hear Jessy say that. I really don't have any money. But not he can be alone in saying - words.

"Save? Lo it's naive! Just say you tried to seduce Yofie to stay free. You're just a waitress! How much Lo!" Jessy's tone is up.

"how much is your payment? make going to the salon just do not have money.sok wants to pay the cost, lo yes, pretty aja bengga... "

I just looked down and heard all of his words. It's true what he said. But...

Does it have to be this rough?

"Lo denger Cath! I'm the same kel! Inget yes, how Jimmy does not want to exist. It's because - because of who? Tau lo!? heartache gw! never been ignored by a guy! how dare a model lo nyingkirin gw!" Jessy spoke while holding back from crying.

I can only shake my head. I actually know why I'm sad....

obviously he insulted me, it was a fact he said, but as a friend, it is not unnecessary to say that?

At first glance I thought, what if Jessy found out about my situation with Jimmy. If he finds out, it could be more crazy Jessy.

relax Jess, one day you too I'm sure will find out, but I hope you can take it.

"why do you see me! what do you think lo? I'm less whataa to you, Cath? You get involved with filming, I ngajak... You can't stay with Aunt Rose.. I'm ngajak lo here.... Wh why?? Why did Jimmy get to see me for a second..... " Jessy is crying.

"....... " I still don't dare to answer. Moreover, it is still morning, I can not think clearly.

I mispronounced it could get weird.

"Jawab Catho! Don't get rich in lo statues!" Jessy raised her voice.

"Ehm... I don't know how to answer. All I know is that Jimmy is a good guy.. And if it's a good man.. We reply well should also. about not responding or look to lo..gw do not understand and I do not feel what - what.." My voice is raucous.

"What..? Ok? Yes he is good, but only to lo doang!shadowin, I'm maxed out to perform in front of him.."

"Engga... Jimny's the same everyone he's good, not the same.. Moreover, we ate yesterday he was free to do anything.. It was Jess... Don't forget the feeling until gini.... I don't know if we have to fight about something important... "

Jessy wiped away her tears, she tried to wipe away all the tears that came out.

"Really.... Lo's right.. Why do we debate, let us compete for Jimmy's dapeti. That's fair!" Jessy started saying.

I shut up and shut my mouth. Like his thoughts there is something not right.

"Create? competing?" I asked

"Yes we're competing over who can be with Jimmy to sleep with him... Then he wins and we can't take Jimmy anymore.

if I win, you have to get out of here!"

I stood up and put an annoyed face on Jessy.

"Have you? Do you realize anyway? It's still morning. I understand your body smells like alcohol*l! But scrambling Jimmy? Please! I still have something else to take care of! Not about the big boy! If you think yes....

Make scrambling! Take it there, I'm tired and males competing..

I woke up in the morning just to talk about ginaan. silly!!"

I left Jessy.

I came out of the room and sat in the living room. There was silence past my auntie kost sister watching tv in front of my room.

I'm upset, what the hell is he? It's still a stormy morning. About mulu guys.. Is there anything else?

I'm still sleepy anyway, competing? Gini day!

Almost all men like Jessy. Less what?

I'm what is this? Just ordinary people. My hair that ends start curling I haven't straightened. My face has acne scars.

My feet are a lot of scars when I fall on a bike. My hand? Not smooth, there are thin hand feathers.

Rarely would a man see me. Silly Jessy!

"in the morning it was too late for Cath.morning that it feels so much today." om Rudi greeted me.

I straighten my hair and sitting position.His sentence, he insinuated what happened just now.

"For Om... Sorry we were noisy... Disturbing me from watching. "I answered.

Om Rudi smiled, his wrinkled face could not cover his handsome face.

Maybe when young, he became the struggle of women. At first glance his face is indeed similar to Aunt Kost.

"It's natural, if women are noisy. Especially if you are in love with the same person... Ah... More popular, love triangle.. " Om Rudi said.

"Yes om.. Ordinary yes... " I answered.

"But from the beginning I knew. You guys aren't really good friends. Maybe you and your friend are not friends as friends... "

"I mean Om?" I scrunched my forehead.

"Yes.... You better not stay in the room. Because it's... Your friend can be your barrier... One day you will understand..

Order om, do it according to your heart. If you love the same man. Let the man choose.

All the good and bad things of your behavior.. The universe will determine the outcome..

You are clearly a patient woman.... "

"Yes om.. Thank you om.... "

Brak! Brak!!

Jessy came out of the room. Then he just passed in front of me and Rudi.

He just glanced at me cynically. He did not say where or when he came back.

********

Jessy's going somewhere. It's more like the building where Jimmy used to work.

building with dozens of floors, with a beautiful modern design.

what does he want to do?

From far away Adam came alone. He doesn't like Jessy.

However, Adam slowly approached Jessy.

Jessy realizes Adam's coming. He waved his hand and gave a big smile.

"What's up here?" Ask Adam in a flat tone.

"YES... AdamAbdulc... You know, I want to play here. Said you were working with Jimmy now. May dong play here ..oh yes we long time you do not meet..." Jessy answered with a centile.

"Lo's looking for Jimmy? He's not here! He's off to work next month.... " Answer Adam.

"don't That's AA...eh but how long? Yaudah.. We have lunch yuk.. Can you?" Jessy offered.

"Thank you, I live first... " Adam leaves Jessy.

He pushed access to the elevator. He did not look at Jessy. Obviously sick and ashamed of what Jessy did.

On set, Adam is considered a stepping stone. Once he was close to Lutfi and the directors. He just threw Adam away.

Adam's out on the 10th floor. He walked towards the room with arrows in the direction of the Directors.

He entered the meeting room right next to Jimmy's room. There's no one there just Adam alone. It's like waiting for someone, but his upset face can't be covered.

Jimmy went into the same room. He saw Adam who was agitated.

"Why does your face look upset?" Jimmy greets.

Jimmy sat down next to Adam. Followed by Jean who was among them.

"Good day sir, I'm sorry I didn't see you coming.. " Absaid Abdul.

"Look off... I don't like to bother you if you have business... " Answer Jimmy

"No Sir... So what about the new TV station project? Is it ok with the design and the content, sir..?"

"Of course, I'm glad this is a tv station with news and fashion. Nothing yet and we educate about art and culture as well.....

Uhm... Obviously what I like, you don't spice up scandals or movies don't weigh in on this station... "

"Ah yes sir... I just try as much as I can.. It was also the first time I had gained trust... "

Jimmy nodded, looking happy to talk to Adam. Unlike Lutfi when it came yesterday.

"Indeed why, sir, you chose me who got this project... " Adam asked himself.

"I'm tired of scandals, adult movies and photos of beautiful women. I want something different and different. With a fresh and clever mind... "

"Sorry sir.. It's not like Mr. Lutfi I've heard for a long time that I'm going to get this job.... Why is it me?"

"Are you not grateful?" Jimmy turned back to Adam.

"Not sir... I mean, I'm still assistant to Mr. Lutfi. I just feel good, especially when he brags with people, that he will hold this project... " Answer Adam.

"All decisions are on me. When I want you, what do you want? She wanna get mad? Just relax, I've kept him busy with that bean artist.... "

"I mean Father?" Adam curious.

"You must know, Jessica. Jessy Noorman. How scandalous he is you must have known. Last time I asked this artist not to get a role or host... Doesn't it? Ratting... "

Adam glared, like he knew what Jimmy was saying.

"Oh yeah, you know Cathrine Jons?" Jimmy asked

"Yes sir, I know.. She's a good woman... I often met at the location... " Answer Adam.

"It's good that you know. If you find out something is harming or knocking him down. Tell me..."

"Good sir... I'll give you info if I find out... "

"But remember no one knows. Just me, you and Miss Jean. I'm trying to help her... So just give me whatever information you have... "

Jimmy accidentally chooses Adam for his new TV station chief. With a modern and different concept, explained Adam far from Lutfi.

It's not about scandal and sex in every show. But education about art and foreign culture.

Moreover, Adam also knows the woman who was with Jimmy. It's a plus and more that Jimmy chose.

after the meeting, Miss Jean left Jimmy and Adam.

"actually, I was trying to persuade the woman that she wanted to stay with me." Jimmy started the conversation.

"What do you mean by Mr Cathrine?" Adam asked.

"Yes, the innocent woman who made me seem bewitched.... " Jimmy smiled remembering Cathrine's face.

"Haha... Yes sir, she is the woman who is... He's kind-hearted, hard-working, too... " Answer Adam.

He remembered how to eat Chicken Noodles together on site. When Jessy started to make her a maid.

"Ah yes, you are.. The woman who is. But I can't stop thinking about him. Isn't this crazy? What say?" Jimmy raved.

He likes to talk to people who know about Cathrine. Not just to match them.

"Yes, it's obviously different, sir.. Jessy is the opposite... "

"Yes... You're correct.... " Jimmy nodded.

Like a magic, or an arrow of love? Because almost every day Jimmy always crossed Cathrine's face.

Jimmy tried to forget. But instead this made him want to send a message continuously for her.

Jimmy didn't realize how he really felt. He was very careful with the wounds of his past.

Jimmy also can not give marriage to Cathrine, even though Jimmy's residence permit will run out.

"ah, do you understand how WNA would be like me if I were to get married?" Jimmy asked.

"i don't understand sir.The procedure is a bit complicated, sir... "

"it's true, too, if it ever separated, I will lose a lot of money..huft... I gotta get out of here... " Jimmy told me with a sad face.

"sir..did you like this city so much? sorry this country I mean.. " Any asked - asked.

"yes. the culture, nuances and friendliness of the people here are different. clearly they do not know who I am. it is what makes me feel at home here.if there is no urgent business, it is not, I don't want to go home to my country..... "

"sorry before, have you thought? if married to whom and the consequences later?" Adam curious.

"i honestly think of someone. I can help him organize his future, and I can get permission here indefinitely.but, you know, women will overdo it when they hear the word marriage.... "

"....... " Adam thinks there's a point.women will usually turn terrible if they get married.

possessive, jealous and childlike.This is a complex problem Jimmy actually avoids.

"i want to be with that woman, but I don't want her to know if we're in a marriage bond so I don't hurt her... this is what I don't want.I want that person to be able to achieve his dream.... " Jimmy said with all his heart.