THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

30

We laughed together, yes for the first time I saw him laugh. Honestly how handsome the man beside me is.

I can't believe the people I know are always quiet and flat in response to anything.

"So you regret buying it?" Jimmy's tone turned serious.

"Of course, for me it can be used for my sister's treatment and school.... But why didn't you show up to help me? Though there was a gil* woman who was humbling me...

Isn't every melo drama movie there's always a guy coming to help? I'm not defending me in the store, I'm coming when I'm with him.."

"Hmmm.... " Jimmy sighed.

I still looked at him without blinking. He said I was with him, but he didn't show up when I was with Aunt Rose.

not the man who protects the woman like the one in fairy tales.

"It's your family business, not mine to go with. This is Cath's real world anyway.. Pleases. Rational.. If I come, doesn't it make things worse?

from the beginning I've seen it. You also tried eavesdropping right? what did your aunt do...

but are you happy enough? I didn't think you'd dare slap him. Isn't that eastern custom of respecting the older ones?" Jimmy answered diplomatically.

I was shocked to hear his words. Truthfully true what he said. If he came, it would only cloud the atmosphere.

What hurts me even more, why is it behind papa's destruction. I just found out when it all happened a long time ago.

to hell with any custom, I can't keep quiet with what he's done. What's my fault? suppose I was a brash nephew, but I did it to vent my anger and for papa's sake.

How he destroyed everything that papa stubis started from 0. Worth it, papa has no more spirit to rise.

his own family has kept him down to this day.

I swear by the sky, I will never forgive that woman. I should be happier than him.

anyway, I'm sure the universe isn't always on his side!

"Honey's.... Are you ok?" Ask Jimmy.

his voice was soft and so warm.

"Huh? Whahuh? You how? I'm gapapa... " I woke up from my daydream.

"....... " Jimmy was silent but his face turned red.

"You call me hani? I don't focus... Excuse me... " I tried to calm things down.

"No.... I call you Cath... You may have misheard.. " Said Jimmy.

Like I heard honey? Hani's? Joney's?

Akh's.. Right I heard wrong, it deserves the listening value when I was in High School just C....

but, I'm sure he called me honey. Why doesn't this guy want to repeat.

ah right. I am too confident!

"where are we going? " i asked, I forgot about the call.

"eat... It's already 12 o'clock right. oh yeah does your stomach still hurt.?"

"it's better... later I will take the medicine again.... What is the actual drug?" I took a white pill out of my pocket.

"actually it's just a painkiller.the morning you drink there is a blood enhancer as well... " Jimmy sped up our car.

******

We chose an Asian restaurant. We sat on the left wing of the restaurant.

That afternoon Jimmy ordered us some food. Actually, I don't understand the name of the menu there. That's why it's better that Jimmy chooses for me.

"So, can you stay with me? For a few days maybe.."

"I really want to, because the same way you eat me awake. Warung was still closed, Uni and Uda had not recovered from his illness..... But did I get paid again? And should it serve like yesterday?? "

I'm serious about it. It's common for me and I've never been with a man at the same time. Especially living together without ties.

"No.... I'm not obligating... I just need a friend to ...... "

Jimmy was silent and thought of something....

I looked at her, like something heavy that she thought.

"That's it. I'm not forcing you to stay with me. But when you need money. Just come to me, please,... "

"Hey!" I pat Jimmy's arm.

Jimmy was shocked to see my reaction.

"What's wrong? Why hit me?" Jimmy was surprised to see me.

"Kezel.. Waiting to say what.. Or is it just that, nyari you if you need money? And what do you keep giving? The money? Yes, it's been so good my life....

it was in the car, now it's here. You're mysterious and ..ah." I said with spirit.

Even in my heart, I am aware. I kept serving him like yesterday.I'm sure, I'm starting to get a little carried away.

"excuse me. nasi Campur Bali. " ucal waiter who approached us.

"here." said Jimmy.

then the waiter put down my lunch. There was rice with grilled chicken in red and cold brown.

I felt my saliva wanting to drip looking at the food in front of me. It just smelled so fragrant, I could already imagine the smell.

"eat.... " Jimmy started our lunch.

I immediately changed the sumringah and picked up the plate and spoon. Then I started my first feed..

"so crazy, there is a taste of ginger in the rice. This clear sauce is also delicious. "I pointed to a small white bowl in front of me.

"of course. spend... "

**********

"mas.... When was I brought to eat again with the Boss? I'd like to have more contact with Boss Jimmy" Jessy said.

"honey... no, mas only contact.you do not be tired it is the same mas." said Budiawan. The middle aged man who is now his girlfriend.

"mas.... I need more income, I want to go to Germany. want to go abroad, not just here.. he said to help me, you are a senior artist mas!" Jessy gets upset and releases her lover's embrace.

"ha hhaa... You were sulking just because of the kid yesterday afternoon?" Budiawan stood up and headed for his kitchen cabinet.

he opened the top kitchen cupboard and took out a box and opened it.

Jessy peeked from afar, what did the old man take.

Budiawan returns the box back into place.he walks towards Jessy.

"this, your pocket money.don't be a manyun, mas ga like.... "

Jessy took the paper in front of her.

A check with the number 10 million. smile is immediately visible from Jessy's face.

"thank you, I love you, " said Jessy spoiled.

"same - equally.as long as you are happy, say aja. mas can give it all, the child yesterday that afternoon.not my match." said Budiawan brags.

Jessy then hugged her lover.he leaned her body and acted spoiled like a child.

"mas... mas do you know Boss Jimmy. if mas say no match. means understand what he looks like?" said Jessy.

"he ran away from his country.here it was a homeless man, working in a cafe so a waiter.but suddenly he became a boss. after meeting with the top officials of this country... "

"gob not looking for info? why did he succeed.?" Jessy curious.

"christ! make what..? mas already have a lot of money.especially now mas have you. beautiful and young women..... " Budiawan prides himself.

"gold you scared? I arrived - arrived with Jimmy... " Jessy teases her boyfriend with a coquettish face.

"Jimmy won't like women. Don't you understand....?" budiawan's hands are guerrilla in Jessy's body.

Jessy was a little surprised by Budiawan's words, but, obviously, did not see Jimmy's fellow enthusiasts.

"mas don't ngaco.he's even I see the same deket temen se kost I. but.... "

"who? I only remember your maid... "Budiawan tried to remember Cathrine's face.

"yes who else, mas.he was eating very attention to Cathrine. insane, I was in cuekin.... " Jessy's upset.

he felt his pride was destroyed at dinner.how could Jessy who used to be the main guest be knocked out just like that.

"hahahhaaa..had let it be, you are still the most beautiful darling." said Budiawan.

********

I went back to the apartment with Jimmy. He put his cell phone and car keys near a small table.

I put the bag on the small sofa next to the bed.

I feel like a hand has slipped into my waist. The deg!!

"Shut up a minute... And sit.." Jimmy whispered in my ear.

I just according to what Jimmy said. I sat in the corner of the sofa, Jimmy holding me.

He hugged me, his face on my shoulder. He took a few breaths and took a few breaths.

I don't understand what to do, but from a movie I've seen. I should've clapped Jimmy's hand.

Then I pat Jimmy's hand. Patting her slowly, trying to permeate like I was with my sister.

my heart feels like it's beating fast. is this what's going on. am I laughing at the feeling huh?

"I honestly want to do more of this. But I know, the wounds on your body haven't healed yet. I can't possibly do that.... " Said Jimmy.

"Huh? Hm... Ja.... Thanksmeme it... " Answer.

Then Jimmy loosened his embrace. I turned my body, we looked at each other.

"Hm... I can finally see you up close.... " Said Jimmy.

The words - they say shame me. My face must be red. The first time a man said that.

"Your face is red... But these cheeks are funny.... " Jimmy said and rubbed both of my cheeks.

"I... I'm shy..... " I said.

My heart is beating fast. Especially when he held my face.

'Cumps'. (A momentary meeting of both lips)

"Your face is red, don't be ashamed Cath.. Right now there is only us... I won't be willing to let you off to another man. I don't want to lose anymore....

Just stay with me, you're in the right college... So that later you can get a better job... " Said Jimmy.

But, how should I answer? I'm just an 18-year-old. My mind has not reached this position.

What has happened I'm sure wasn't intentional. I need everything, but not this crazy thing.

"are you still afraid of me? no matter Cathrine, we still know her, but let me take care of you. "jimmy and hold my hand.

"what do I answer.? I've even forgotten my desire to go to college again. let alone with everything that's going on in my life.I'm like enjoying the time I got money from my lowly job.

"yes I understand.but with education, you can get a little chance in my office.you can be part of finance, marketing or anything. with a slightly more correct path... "

for a moment I thought, there is a point in Jimmy's words by being a waiter until when.

if I want to go to college again, at least I can work in the office and get a definite salary.can also boast mama - papa.

"hmm... Permission to go home and think first. if I want to accept your offer. what should I do?" I stared hard at Jimmy.

"stay here with me, we live together.You can go anywhere with me as long as I can. we can do everything.you can think of as a brother.... "

"what? without bonding? without taste?" I let go of Jimmy's hand.

"yes.. Is there a problem?" jimmy doesn't understand what Cathrine wants.

"........ i..... "

he tried to set the heart and word. lest there be a wrong word or wrong arrest to Jimmy.

"i've never lived with a sex opponent.I've never felt noticed either.I'm afraid, if I stay together what I can refrain from having the slightest feeling..... "

"ah.. it's easy. You just need to focus on your goals. I'm not your goal. I'm not a lover or husband. so just focus on yourself... " jimmy answered, folding his hand.

"have you ever lived with another woman?" I was actually wondering how Jimmy answered.

"yes.. clearly you are not the first.if you don't remember wrong... hmm. You the 3rd stay with me."

"...... " I'm silent, yes stupid I ask. he must be a man who is expert in getting other girls.

"ah... don't tell me you're kissing for the first time too?" jimmy asked again.

"uh... that's delicious! I've been dating. "I answered Jimmy.

"i'm not asking you out. I'm asking if you've ever been treated like this... " Jimmy put his hand around my waist.

then his face approached me, it was hot and my breath became heavy.he tried to tease me, insolent.

but I pushed Jimmy and backed out of my sitting position, so my breath went a little faster.

Jimmy laughed at me.

"yes! I never did. I never kissed, joined and did things like yesterday.

"thats why. I don't want you to fall into another man. let alone I can know, where he is serious and play - play to women..... I gave you time... "

Jimmy stood up from the sofa, he walked up to his wallet and opened and took the card key.

Jimmy put his wallet down again and he walked up to me and sat down next to me.

"take it. Whenever you feel you have to go. come here." he put the key to me.

I took it and looked at the card.

"calm down, you're the only one who's ever slept and lived here.This is my private flat (apartement), I've never brought another woman inside here.

hearing it made my heart feel happy.I feel treated by Jimmy.

I smiled and glanced at him.

he smiled at me too.

"thank you Jimmy. I feel good." I replied.