THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

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I am still lazy to wake up. A blanket covered my body, a comfortable bed and the person who equipped Jimmy.

He hugged my waist, but he watched a television show. News shows in languages I don't understand.

I looked at the window, it was raining. It just feels cooler.

I shifted a little from my position. Jimmy also loosened his embrace.

"What are you looking for?" Jimmy asked.

"No, I just want to see rain.. "

I then took the nightgown and put it on.

I sat on the sofa next to the window. I groped towards the glass, gurgling at the reflection of the rain.

This brings me to my childhood memories. I always play with water when it rains. With Ghea, while waiting for our parents to come back from work.

Jimmy caught up with me and sat behind me. He leaned his body towards me.

"Do you like the rain? What's wrong with her?" Ask Jimmy while hugging me.

"Either... I feel bad about my sister. We were always together even then, raining heavily from the morning. We were just the two of us but our house was flooded.we were so scared, but I tried to calm Ghea down..

I held her until she fell asleep..

We waited long enough for our parents to arrive....

Without food or drink..

Only water surrounded our bed.... " I'm telling you a story.

"How is it possible? It doesn't make sense. You two are just waiting for the old man to come to help." Jimmy doesn't believe Cathrine's story.

"I'm not asking you to believe or listen. I only have good memories with my sister. One of them was during the flood...

I remember my mom and dad panicking because the flood never happened...

Since then Ghea has always been afraid of rain. He even hates rain..

That's what makes me love the rain..

For treating my kangen taste to my sister...."

Jimmy was silent and his breathing was heavy. Like there was something he kept.

"...... "

Kruuyukk.

"Are You Hungry?" Jimmy's tone changed half-holding laughter.

I shut my stomach. Shame it feels, how could it be so hard..

"Wait a minute, I ordered a burger and potatoes.. " Jimmy stood up and took his phone.

He went away from me, I heard faintly. He ordered a package for both of us.

I saw her from far away. How can I control my heart. So that I don't laugh at how I feel about her.

He was so good to me. His face was not boring, I looked at him.

"Already, 30 minutes to estimate. Can you still hold back?" Jimmy looked at.

I shut up and looked at Jimmy's face without blinking a blink. Actually what happened to me.

"Hey?? " Jimmy said again.

This time I woke up and blinked my eyes. I was hypnotized by her.

********

"okay... Cut!" The director finished filming that day.

Jessy's busy looking for her folding fan. He found it in a pile of stuff in the locker room.

"Sorry, brother, I just got a call from my parents... " Young woman holding Jessy's fan.

He is seen running as Jessy searches for a fan. Sweat dripped from her forehead, not realizing that anything hit Jessy's handbag.

"What's this?! Disgust! You know what this is?!!" Jessy was angry, both her eyes were glaring.

"Sorry.. Sorry, I did not intentionally.. Sorry..." He took a tissue and removed the sweat marks that stuck on the front of Jessy's bag.

"Sorry! Pardon me! You think you're sorry that you could change my dirty bag? Lo self-conscious! If yes, then...

It's your body you're ashamed of shame! Think about how I'm not going to keep going. Disgust Gw!" Jessy was still glaring at the girl.

"Okay, I'm sorry again. I don't have any intention. Honestly sorry... " The girl even tried to sit down in front of Jessy.

"Lo thought with nyembah gw gini, can I turn back the same disgust I lo! I want to change my bag! It's good to say sorry to doang."

The door is unlocked, someone comes in. Jessy saw who was coming. Jessy's face changed.

He dragged the girl to stand up. Jessy tidied her hair and coded it to the girl.

"Adam... Mas Adam's.. Long time no see... I know I'm here... " Jessy greeted the man.

Adam looked at the young girl next to Jessy. He looked crying and his face was pale.

"Mas... What's the need?" Jessy said again.

"He who?" Ask Adam.

"Oh him... Let's just say, he's just my assistant. Substitute Cathrine, that ungrateful woman. He deserves to throw it away... " Jessy covered up the facts before Adam.

But Adam Abdul knows the truth. He also knows that Cathrine is now Jimmy's woman.

"Then.. How about the friend you made Assistant? Is he working?" Ask Adam.

"Oh.. I don't care. He I heard being a waiter with the dishwasher at the stall. A shame... Better to be my assistant than a waitress.. " Jessy bragged.

"Can you leave us? there's something important we need to discuss." Adam said to Jessy's assistant.

He understood and nodded his head. He leaves Jessy and Adam together.

he closed the door and walked towards the other team.

Adam sits in the chair in front of Jessy. He smiled at Jessy.

"You changed a lot Jess.. Or are you like that.?" Adam opened his voice.

"I? I've always been like this, shining and beautiful... " Answer Jessy.

"No. But arrogant and haughty."

Jessy glared at Adam.

"I still remember how you first came. When you force me to teach you about acting and the entertainment world. I think I was wrong..."

"Don't waste time! What are you doing here?" Jessy said with a witty.

"I understand too. You are the girlfriend of one of the most influential actors in the industry. The road you are passing by is easy.... " Adam said.

"Hush still! What do you want... " Jessy was upset to hear Adam speaking.

"I? I just wanted to say hello to my friend. But I don't think he's here... " Answer Adam.

"Who? The cathrine! He's dead... "

"Why do you always hate him? If I'm not wrong, you never once answered well about the woman... " Any tried fishing.

"I? Make what? He's no match for me. I am a star that whistles itself. It's not meteors that just plague the beautiful solar system... " Answer Jessy replied.

"Don't be so proud of Jes... You don't know why Jimmy sees him more than you..."

Adam saw what Jessy was doing. He also smiled wryly.

"Hm... Let's change the topic. I'm just here looking for talent. There's a new show that I'm going to ..... "

"You're still the assistant director. Looking for talent here. When did you go up? You should be deket same my girlfriend. Let what? Let you get another job.....

Engga ngurusin talent continue.... " Say Jessy on high.

"Yes, I have been a talent from the past. That's why the event I want to start joining is... I don't want anything less... " Adam covered that he was not an assistant director anymore.

Jimmy raised her instantly to be the new event director. Jumped away from his prior position.

"Oh so... What show? When it comes to gossip and drama, I can think...

Uh before, you should understand. The price is dozens of times greater than in the past...

But yeah his name is temen, um... I help you to... "

Adam sees Jessy hasn't changed at all. He got used to flattery, and he forgot too. This is a bomb for himself.

"Oh yeah you're right, I forgot to count my budget. This is also a semi talk show. I don't think you're interested, do you?"

Jessy was silent, she thought briefly. As long as it's under Jimmy's management. Could be one of the opportunities for him to get close to Jimmy.

"Which group made this?" Jessy asked.

"J&J corp's. New and this is also a NGrup fraction. Which your girlfriend and Jimmy once managed together.. " Small Adam gave a little heat to Jessy.

" Jimmy? Is this Jimmy's?" Jessy frowned.

"Yes, he's one of the owners. If you are interested, you can come the day after tomorrow to the cafe in the south. Where we used to eat... " Answer Adam.

"Well, what time is it?" Jessy was excited to hear it.

"At 2pm until it's over. Just come, ohiya, don't forget. Bring your file... " Anyman smiled.

"Why do I need to bring a file? I know you and Jimmy. Make what?"

"I apologize 'great artist' we are obligatory and orderly in the matter of blessing. Please follow our rules.....

Then I'll see you...

Sorry to interrupt your time.. "

Adam stood up and walked away from Jessy. He then stopped at the exit.

"I forgot to say... Please treat your assistant well. Whoever he is, you have to respect him too... "

Jessy just kept quiet and stared at Adam. He hates to correct himself, what else for what he considers trivial.

Adam sat on his bike, he parked away from Jessy. He's watching Jessy progress. Or just because Budiawan he can be famous.

Adam still loves Jessy. But he chose to let Jessy achieve what she was after.

Whatever Jessy's happy.

Adam is aware of who he is, what family he belongs to and how his vehicle is. If it stays with Jessy will definitely leave too.

Better to love and watch from afar. Seeing Jessy and praying for her made Adam's life happy.

He smiled at Jessy from a distance. Adam also remembers how Jessy met him.

An innocent face and skin that wasn't as bright as it was today. But that was the most beautiful part of Adam's life.

Meet the woman he loved and now loves her from afar.

*******

I'm sitting in Jimmy's pantry chair. Then Jimmy came with a special pack of burgers.

He put and opened the cable. When Jimmy opened the plastic, the smell of meat and bread smelled.

Jimmy took out the plastic. There's burgers, potatoes and floats!

"Why did you buy float? " Ask Cathrine.

"I want to, I think you want to... "

Cathrine was biting the lower lip of her mouth. It is so eager to eat float but what if it gets fatter.

"You can't bite that.. " Jimmy pointed at cathrine's lips.

"Aih sorry... I reflexively did... "

"If you do it again, I might be able to eat it.... " Jimmy said as he poked the straw towards their float.

"Thank you... " I answered Jimmy as he gave me the float and our food.

"You're not curious? Why would I want to eat your lips?" Jimmy teased me.

"No... I don't think you're a cannibal... " I answered casually eating French fries.

Jimmy pulled the remaining potatoes in my mouth. Then he ate it.

"For me, it's normal to see another woman do that in front of me. But either way every time you do it, it's as if you're going to awaken my gaira* that I've never felt... " Say Jimmy with a sweet look.

I took the potatoes and ate them again. I'm hungry, and I can't think I'm hungry.

"Hey... Do you understand what I'm saying..?" Jimmy's getting pissed.

"No... I don't understand what you mean... I'm hungry too, I can't think... " My face is clear.

"God.... How could I be interested in this woman... " Jimmy grumbled while scratching his head.

"What's? What did you say?" I don't focus on what Jimmy says.

"No! Look, you don't carelessly bite my lips on me. If I lose control, I can ask you to serve me right then and there... Point is. Okey... You got it, right?" Jimmy explained the core of the problem.

"Ah.... Yes, but how can it be? Like this?" I cut my lips again.

Jimmy was upset he drank the float and held it in his mouth. Then Jimmy pulled my head.

He was pointing to my lips, he was closing. I immediately closed my eyes, either since I was with him I always closed both eyes when our lips met.

He moved the float out of his mouth. The sensation of coldness and his breath was softly blowing. He left a few moments in this position.

"Understood yes.... Don't wake me up anywhere.." Jimmy.

I nodded and my face turned red. Jimmy hugged and stroked my hair.

"but please, I'm still sometimes ashamed of you. Don't tease me with words that I find difficult to understand." I replied Jimmy.

"embarrassed? no need, we're together, we're used to sleep. Only we haven't lived together.I'm not going to force you Cathrine either. "Jimmy's voice whispered subtly.

It felt comfortable and Jimmy's body warm. I became addicted to Jimmy's warm embrace.

don't want me to share or leave Jimmy. Was I wrong? hope in his arms forever....

'Shameless' I cursed myself.

Dare to wish Jimmy a hug forever. This only applies to a certain time limit!

I let go of Jimmy's arms, and he looked at me with his sad face.

"let's eat again, I'm hungry." I said. Then I took my burger, I opened it and started eating it.

"alright, let not your stomach sound again.I am ashamed if it happens in front of many people..." Jimmy said as he grabbed my right hand.

we also looked like lovers. yes, just for a moment.

we continued the dinner that had stopped. I occasionally stole a glance at Jimmy.

I also caught her looking at me. We smiled together.the first thing I experienced in my life.