THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

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Jimmy's gaze was sharp and deep at me. He was silent for a moment, for a long time he looked at me questioningly.

"..... " I held back my anger a few times with a quick breath.

"You..... " Said Jimmy.

"..... " I silently looked at him and raised one side of my eyebrow.

"You.... " Say her softly

".... Hmm. " I sighed. I'm lazy to hear it.

"Where are you going.....?" Jimmy's voice is getting smoother.

'Crazy this guy.. Absurd. ' My voice is in my heart.

"I... Want... Course of study... Same... Buy.. Eating.... " I answered one by one.

Jimmy shut the door and pulled me inside. He's holding me back from leaving.

"Actually.. What did I do last night? Am I crazy?" Jimmy asked innocently to me.

"You ask your heart. Why am I silent and that shirt could be torn badly... " I chose to be quiet and not explain.

Prestigious to me and heartache for what he did last night.

"Please... Overnight.. I went to the invitation of one of my partners... Then... "

"Then you mabok, come back here.say me cheap lady*n... Call me j**ang.. Nih.... The upshot... I'm going first... " I answered by emphasizing each word and showing a red mark on my cheek.

I left Jimmy. I just want to calm down. I just want everything to go well and well.

Even if I knew, life wouldn't be good forever.

I stopped by Sammy's shop and he was seen welcoming me. Then he gave the code to sit in the outside chair.

I sat down and stared at the streets. It feels right, if we're not feeling well. It is better to be alone and see the scenery outside.

Sammy came to bring him a warm tea and a bowl of porridge. He took a bench and sat down on my right.

"I haven't ordered a bang... " I said.

"Have eaten, I know what message you want.... " Answer Sammy with a friendly smile.

"Thank you Bang... " I then opened the mask that covered part of my face.

Sammy gasped at me, like he saw a red mark on my cheek.

"Why you?" Sammy asked as he pointed at the sign.

"Ah.. I fell down and got into the closet like this... Hehe.. " I answered while laughing.

"No.. Jimmy must have done something.I know it hurts from a hard slap.. " Sammy's cynical.

I just stirred my porridge and bowed my head. I'm ashamed to tell you the truth.

"You should've fought back if Jimmy was violent. Especially you girls... Whatever your fault, Jimmy can't slap you.. Until it's red like that.... " Sammy's getting angry seeing me.

my appetite began to wear off hearing Sammy comment. I just occasionally breathe.

"Yes...! I live yes, there is a buyer... My cashier hasn't arrived... " Sammy says goodbye.

I just nodded and let him go. I started eating the porridge in front of me.

I tried to spend it, but I was lazy to spend it. Either because of the pain or I lost the mood to eat.

I put on the mask again, I stood up and headed for the cashier. Sammy is serving others.

"Have you?" Sammy greets after customer leaves.

"Yes, how many Bang... I paid her.. " I said.

"It is, there is no need.. That's for you.... Where are you going this morning... "

"Don't so Bang. Anyway, I didn't buy it here for free..." My answer.

"Don't... It's tomorrow already. I asked Jimmy for his pay... It's been... " Sammy's still pissing I don't want to pay.

"Alright Bang... Oh yes, I am now a course in the shop next door.so I used to leave in the morning...Thanks for the breakfast... Yea..." I left Sammy.

"Heart - heart.... " Sammy waved to me.

I stopped at my desk earlier. Then I tucked the money under my plate. I left after that too.

Let me how I buy, I didn't ask for it. I'm a prestige, maybe this is the result of papa's upbringing.

I took a breath and walked in leisurely. It was too early to get into class.

I sat on a park bench in one of the towers. I just keep quiet and daydream.

"That's a big uda out... " The voice I've heard.

"Nicky?" I'm making a raucous sound.

"Huft how yes, it turns out we met again... Want cigarettes?" He gave me 1 box of cigarettes that had been opened.

I just shook my head, and then he lit a cigarette with an automatic bat. He sat down next to me and exhaled into the air his cigarette smoke.

"Lo Seneng sitting here?" Nicky said hello again, he opened the conversation first.

"That's all, just really today just want to come here. .. "

"Caths... Why do you want to stay with a man who is light-handed... "

I was shocked by Nicky's words. Where does he know?

"Lo ain't no hypocrite, I saw you at breakfast... The mask you use just make the evil cover up tu cow... " Nicky spoke with a petty.

I just sighed and looked at the grass in front of me.

"Better Lo begins to think about your physical and psychic lo. Do not spend your time, make a man gentle rich so..... "

"Lo can be diem?!" I said rudely.

"...... " Nicky was shocked and silent for a moment. Then he looked at me.

"Kalo lo, don't know anything about me. Better lo it's diem.... You know what happens in my life. What I've been through, and what just happened.... " I said with restraint my emotions.

"Yes... Yes, I don't know... I was just trying to tell you about... "

"On what? About living? What do you know about me?" I was upset to answer Nicky.

"Bw.... Gw only ... Just try to be friendly and care about you.... " Nicky said in a soft tone.

"Lo don't have to be... Because I don't like to care about people and I.... I love guys who are friendly and pretentious....... " My tone was slow but pressing on the word friendly and close.

We fell silent, I hated men who talk too much. Especially if I just met him.

It was not the realm of his area to comment or interfere. Besides, he's not necessarily better than Jimmy.

'Don't big head, he must be just pretending to care.' I said in my heart.

I just need to be alone and calm my mind. Not a model like this.

"sorry..... I just don't like girls on the piercing. While playing, you might not know about me either. I think I'm one of the victims.. And he kept the marriage just because I... Silly thing.... Sorry to make your day bad... " Nicky left me.

I watched her leave me. I still can't believe what he's saying.

Usually such child victims can appreciate women more. It seems interesting to Nicky too, there is nothing wrong with where I tell stories.

'Don't Cathrine... You could be done with Jimmy. The man you are with is possessive!' My heart speaks.

*********

Jimmy tried to remember how he could do something crazy to Cathrine.

Jimmy doesn't remember what happened. He only remembered the young woman who seduced him. Then he forgot what happened.

Jimmy tried to close his eyes and press his forehead. He has to remember what it was and how it was last night.

Jimmy then remembered, he pushed the woman.. Then..... He went back to the apartment.... Then....

"Damn!! What a shame I did to Cathrine. Cook it I slap him.. Crazy ones!! " Jimmy hit him on the head.

Idiot... Moron... And hina... He slapped and said Cathrine rudely.

Jimmy then remembered he had to come to the meeting at 8 a.m. Jimmy rushes to clean up, then gets ready to leave.

Jimmy is famous for distinguishing business and personal matters. He remained on the premise that he must succeed so that he is free to marry anyone.

Geck... Geck... (Jimmy's door)

"Excuse me sir.. I want to face.. " The Voice of Adam.

"Look in.... " Jimmy answered.

"Good morning sir, I'd like to give you a new TV program report.... " Adam came in and gave Jimmy a file.

"ok, man,.. Sit down first.... " Jimmy.

Jimmy saw the ratting and feedback from the audience. Jimmy wants to retire from television.

But, he sees Adam's potential and his grudge to Budiawan. He must be able to avenge Mira's death.

As well as opening what is true spreader is Budiawan.

"Hm... I think I'm selling less.. But this nuts show even high rattingnya.. Haha... Forget it, your work is good.. Although I still want 1 educational program and will later come out on tv cable only...."

"What program do you want...? " Jan asked.

"Sort of educational, biographical, foodies.. Yeah like that... Are you willing?" Jimmy challenged.

"Maybe I can make a proposal first.. I will give it to my father.. How will father comment.. "

"Can... May... Your ideas are usually good and different from others... " Said Jimmy.

Jimmy nodded and closed the file. He returned it to Adam.

"Oh yeah, how is Jessy's program hosted. What good? I didn't see it on your list.. " Jimmy asked.

"Hmmmm(sighs), the show had aired 2 weeks. Then the ratting went down because Jess was too stiff as a Host. I've been trying to give the other Co-Host his fishing... Yet... You can also ratting up... " James explained.

"Actually I'm not surprised.. He was lucky because of the man beside him.. I thought he could change and my guess was wrong... But... Hath it..oh yea still go with that woman..? " Jimmy said.

There was just a smile, looking at his face less like the question.

"I already know the answer..... "

"Sir... I really love Jessy... I am more in love with myself and my parents.. So he better go and do what he wants... Sir, congratulations on your marriage.. Good luck.. " Adam smiled at Jimmy.

"The wall can speak... Almost everyone knows the news... Though... My wife doesn't realize she's married... " Jimmy smiled, he held a laugh on his face.

Frankly, Jimmy was happy to get a congratulatory message that was a prayer. He only keeps the image in his subordinates.

"Mr fits.. I think Cathrine will find out on her own.. Plain and sweet girl.... " Adam shakes his head.

"Yes, I think so too.. Want me... When he found out.. Things were different, he could already stand on his own feet... So that my family can accept it... "

"Good... Alright... " Adam answered.

"Dw... Do you know how to apologize that you'll forgive?"

Adam shut up and looked at Jimmy questioningly....

*********

At 6 p.m., I just walked into Jimmy's apartment tower. All day I just turned around in this area.

my course feels faster than usual, feeling or indeed going fast everything today...

Sometimes I sit, eat - drink and daydream. Time-hunting and wasting pain.

I was lazy to go back, but my body started to itch. The rain is starting to fall. Want not... I have to go back...

I'm standing at the door of H108. I hesitated to enter, usually I was most excited to go home.

If I don't come back here, where am I going. The boarding? I haven't seen him in a long time. The hotel? atm I was left in the room... Want to not, I have to go back.

I pressed the doorknob, and pressed the card. I opened the door, it was all dark. Looks like Jimmy hasn't come back yet.

I went inside, on top of the bed were lilies and roses. A card is there.

'Sorry, for last night.im stupid at all.. '

Then the room lights are turned on. Jimmy came out of the bathroom. Then he stood behind me.

He touched my ears, then removed the blue mask. He then stroked my flushed left cheek.

He smelled the slap. Then whisper.. "Forgive me's.... "

My heart was pounding and both my hands were goosebumps. I have to answer what.

Jimmy turned my body around to face us. Then Jimmy took me to sit in the corner of our bed.

I looked at his face, my anger was gone. It seemed like I was stupid and bewitched with Jimmy. The atmosphere was just the two of us staring at each other.

"Your face is all red... " Jimmy ruined the mood.

I was immediately annoyed and threw away my face. Then I covered my face with my hands.

"Shhh... Don't do that, I want to look at your cheeks.... " Jimmy pulled my hand and my face.

He stroked my cheeks and head again. It feels comfortable to be treated like this.

"Fold Adam's advice... Your cheeks are already rich red again... "

"What??" I'm shocked.

"Yes, I asked for advice on how to apologize to you..." Jimmy answered innocently.

I can't believe this is Adam's advice. Don't want him?

I put Jimmy's hand away.

"Here you go, baby, don't be angry.. I was given a drink last night with the hired lady at the party. I don't remember when I came home.Some I slapped and said rude.. I'm stupid.... "

I have to answer what... I just stared at Jimmy.

"I don't even know how to fix it. I was just asking how to apologize for doing the stupidest thing in my life.. Honestly it hurt when I realized I'd done that to you... "

I kept staring at Jimmy.....

"Please, answer me.. Don't shut up like this, I'm getting stupid.... " Jimmy tangent.

I reflexively pulled Jimmy's face. I closed my eyes, and then I kissed Jimmy's lips.

He also seemed surprised by what I was doing. Then he hugged me, we enjoyed the moment in a few minutes.

I let go of Jimmy's embrace, I leaned my head against his chest. He stroked my hair and kissed my head.

No words said, just enjoying the moment. Trying to treat hearts that hurt each other.