THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

12

I'm pensively pensive on the dresser. Look at the tea Yofie gave you. Why is he so good to me today?

I remember that I was nothing. I don't even have a job yet.

I tried to get rid of my heart.

'That's just a mood. He can be good to everyone. Don't baper Cathrine!'

I opened my phone again. I saw a message coming in.

Ghea : brother.. Papa has no chest pain. But, from yesterday mama was busy going with Om Yuan. Says there's a business but cook until malem gini kak? I want to sleep until I'm calm.

Oh my god, how bad I am. I'm having fun while my sister just wants to sleep just can't calm down.

I also pressed a call to my sister.

"Hallo... Grandpa.... "

"Sister.... I said it slowly... Mama just got home... And they're fighting.. But I'm not horrified anymore, brother..."

"Sir.. Sorry brother yes.... Older brother... "

"With papa sis... Brother call me gini already seneng sak... "

"Sir, you know that mama goes as Yuan does what?"

"I don't understand, brother... What I heard mama nyambi became a realtor of the same land Om Yuan.. But you know, she almost did that to you..."

"Decay already... Brother wants to suck again... It's the deck, you sleep... Don't forget to pray for your brother Dek.. I want to go home for a while Dek .... "

I held back my tears. I don't want to

Ghea knew it.

"Yes brother... Brother spirit continues yes... Adek dear sister.... "

"Yes deck, thank you Dek.... "

The call ended.

I shed tears for a moment.

Should I bear it?

Why does the first child have to be this kind of filial?

Must ya??

I took a long breath. Then I brought Yofie's glass. I'm out of my room.

I was flinched, there was a sister Auntie Kost who had sat down and watched TV.

I walked past behind him to get to the dining room.

"Malem... How did you look?" I tried to be friendly to the middle-aged man.

"Yes Cathrine... Om ran an oil refinery at the end of Java. Just come on and sleep... " It turns out you can say this guy too.

"Oh that, Iha brati om just woke up? I can sleep in the morning... Hehee"

"Yes.. But I was ordinary. Counting keeping the house also. Host of all women. You also come home at 3 am until 7 am... If only waiting for the complex security will not be able to... "

"Owh... It turns out that om also thought that his side was the same as ours. Thanks to om... " I said while returning to my front room.

"Yes right.. Om think more about your future. If the job is empty, how do you eat? Buy the needs of women many times... "

"Hehe.... Yes, also om.... " I want to go back in. But this Om guy just asked me to talk.

"You how? Still want to be an artist?"

"Engga.. I thought I should be an artist.. Now I work in the field shop. Yeah, I know what... It's important to make money for college... "

"That's good... Goody... You can think of going to college. You guys work so the morning figures meet in the morning how much can you get. Better as you are, education is valuable... Inga yes... Must continue to learn.. "

"yes Om.. It's definitely.... Pray for me yes. . Let me be rich... "

"Amen! Surely can.... You believe in this.... (He pointed at his chest) Your heart.... Just trust the key... "

"Yes Om..... " I can't answer another word but yes.. And yes...

"It's night, you go to sleep.. Save your youthful energy for something else... "

"Uhm.... Om okai.. I live first yes.... Good night om.... " I went into my room too.

I cleaned my legs, then I got on the bed. I lay down and pulled the blanket.

My eyes closed and I tried to fall asleep. The rain continued to fall that night. This cold air brought me to sleep soundly.

*********

Jimmy was sitting in a bar in one corner of the city. The barista mixes drinks and serves Jimmy.

From behind someone slapped Jimmy's shoulder. He looked, "who do you think... "

"How Jim, long time no see us.. " Say a young man with a white-tinted junkie hair.

"Seinget gw, you're married and can not get out of the mallem... "

"Who said, I need Jim's metime sometimes... It's not just the bini I keep... " The man gave the bartender the code.

Before long a glass of drinks like Jimmy served. The man tried it, "aah .. Favors, I haven't had the pleasure of drinks for a long time.. . "

"Should it be Thom? Lo so much and over about drinking... " Jimmy is cynical.

"Lo don't know what it's like to be married... . "

"Look! Ribet and terrible." Jimmy answered briefly.

"But without marriage, you could lose another girl.."

Jimmy turned his head and glared at Thomson.

"Sorry bro.. Not what I mean.. . So gini deh, I heard you call yesterday right.. . .. . " Tommy's trying to assuage Jimmy's anger.

"... . .. " Jimmy just shut up and look at Tommy.

"So I have a solution... You must marry at least yes doang letter... I am rich with Nina.... "

"What??" Jimmy shook his head.

"Hey! Lo denger was sobh... I live with Kinan together. We got married because I wanted to be deported. Yes if I continue to enjoy marriage is not it wrong? What we do is also halal... See..... "

Jimmy just squinted his eyes. For him, it was good to get married. Especially with the girl he doesn't love.

It is better to lose money than to change his status. Once they get married, it is hard to separate. Especially if both parents know.

"Oh, Tom, have you ever been? Feel like you first met a girl, but you're like you're attracted to her. Kaya wants to call when he really is difficult... Or so rich want to know that, kepo if said people. . "

Tommy laughed and patted Jimmy on the shoulder.

"Bro.... It's called you're interested in that girl.... "

"Girl your hand! Shit I asked you!"

Jimmy was upset and stood up from his chair. He took out a red note and put it on the table..

"Bro make lo!" Jimmy said to the bartender.

"Thanks Bosses.... " Reply to the bartender.

"Hey... Went where? I'm staying at this?" Tommy spoke to Jimmy.

Jimmy just waved and left from there. He chose to search for air outside.

He sits on his hood in his car. He looked at the sky that was beginning to cloud.

Jimmy just glanced and sighed. He stood up and headed to his car door.

"Wait first..... " The woman was after Jimmy.

Then the woman pulled Jimmy's hand.

But Jimmy let go of his hand.

"What the hell is this!? " Jimmy's angry.

"I'm sorry, I just wanted to meet up.... We've met.. You want ga?" Women dressed scantily with pretty faces.

"New artist, right?" Jimmy replied in a trenchant tone.

"Well really... We've met a few times.. But you go instead. My name is Jessy... You come here often... Same dong... But I never met.... " Jessy's trying to keep Jimmy in custody.

"Grottling!" Jimmy got in the car..

He starts the engine and leaves Jessy alone.

"Tunjuu... Heii.... " Jessy pats Jimmy's car door and tries to hold him back.

But Jimmy chose to leave. He was disgusted to see Jessy's behavior.

Jessy folded her own hands. From behind the tree, someone came. Then he approached Jessy and gave her a camera.

"Pictured packet?" Ask Jessy.

"Now, look at it... It could be the material if it's Up."

"Good... With this rumor, I can go up again and get an offer. And I don't need to nemeni it old director bangka.. " Jessy said to the man.

Jimmy continued to drive at moderate speed. He stopped for a moment at the red light.

He looked at the speedometer, for a moment he remembered Cathrine's smile. During the meal, even though the girl did not understand what was said.

Just his smile made Jimmy lose his focus.

Jimmy continued his journey. He chose to return to his apartment.

He chose to stay in the 'Flat' model studio. With a good level of privacy and good air.

Jimmy opened both his shoes and put them on the veranda outside. He then went back in, and picked up a can of drink from the refrigerator.

He opened and immediately drank. The taste of the carbonated drink slightly quenched Jimmy's thirst.

He chose to lie down on the sofa beside his bed. A nice room with no female touch.

There has never been a woman who just stopped there. For him this is himself. Not just anyone can come in and touch it.

*********

Cathrine woke up from her sleep. He looked at Jessy's bed.

The result is that his friend has not returned. Where's he been all night?

Cathrine's looking for her phone, she put it on the floor last night. Because of the heavy drowsiness. He forgot to play music from his phone.

He pressed the call to Jessy. Then the incline sounded.

"Cathrine.. ... Morning... How's it?"

"Hey... Where are Jes? What's wrong - what's wrong? I'm worried about you.. Semalem lo engga has news... "

"Oh I don't know papa Cath... I'm staying at home temen gw. Tomorrow what will malem gw storyain yaa.... "

"Oh that... Yaudah de Jess... Take your time.. Bye.. "

I also stopped my calling. Curiosity actually appeared. Who was Jessy staying with? And it seems that now between us it is not as close as before.

I don't want to get dizzy. I choose to get up and take a shower. Today I have to work again in the shop.

Target me, next month I can go home. I miss my family, even though I have to work without a break for the money.

I washed my whole body too. I feel strange, since when there's warm water here. Throughout my stay, the hot water never worked.

I was indifferent and just took a shower. It feels fresh, actually yesterday I haven't had a shower since morning.

I'm afraid of night showers, there are a lot of myths about night showers. If for me more I fear my body is fresh and not sleepy.

I wrapped the towel around my body and came out of the bathroom. I then choose the clothes I will wear.

I picked a shirt with a cream-colored rabbit pattern. Then I took the black leggings from my laundry pile.

I changed clothes quickly. Then I dry my hair. I don't know, I wanted to straighten my hair that day.

Then I took Jessy's hair vise. I turned it on and waited for it to heat up.

Then I cut my hair and tied the top one. I put vitamins in my hair.

Then I took a hair straightener and started straightening. It didn't take long.

My hair is now tidy and not fluffy. I cleaned my hair straightener and comb. I don't want to upset Jessy, with the stuff I borrowed.

Then I took my make up box. I chose the powder with the yellow container. I opened and started to polish my face.

Don't forget I combed my eyebrows and polished my lips. I looked at the glass, actually I was quite interesting as well.

I smiled ashamed to see myself. "Am I really beautiful?" I talked to myself and looked in the mirror.

I immediately broke my daydream. I saw the clock dindin at 10 a.m.

It's time for me to go to work. I took my brown sling bag. Then I put on my flat shoes.

I opened the door and locked it back. I look around very quiet.

Only faintly heard the sound of Esyeh and her boyfriend in the room. I don't know what they did.

I didn't care and headed straight for the exit. I open the door and get out.

Yofie who also just entered the terrace of the house. We looked at each other, and smiles came from us.

"You leaving?" Ask Yofie.

"Yes, it's noon.. Better than bad luck and getting hotter... " I answered while walking away.

"Cath, will I take you?"

I stopped, then turned my body.

"Keep out, deket.. Let me walk all sports... "

Yofie even approached me, my heart now it feels like it stopped beating.

"With papa, all I want to buy gasoline... " Say Yofie.

He stood right in front of me. I can smell her parfume. Hugoboss!

"Huh? Engga papa sis... Next is yes.." I still insist on going alone.

"Yes to Cath... What time did you come back? Let brother pick you up... " Yofie keeps approaching me.

Now my position is cornered and leaning against the fence.

"No, I'll text you later.... Bye sis..." I ran away by shifting to the right.

Then I spread the open fence. I walked half-run.

Not that I don't like it, but it's uncomfortable that close. I feel like the world is narrowing.

I'm also still reluctant to have a sense in men. I'm not a disorder or why, but, my job alone is not clear.

I don't want to rely all on the man I'm with later.I can be independent with myself which is my goal.