THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

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I put all my groceries on our dining table. I started peeling onions, chopping them up and preparing mushrooms and meat.

Tonight I want to make Spaghetti special for Jimmy. I learned it in my cooking class the other day.

It's also Friday, so Jimmy shouldn't be coming home tonight. I took my phone and tried to reach him first.

Me: you go home ordinary, right? I made spaghetti paste, try it.

Jimmy : sure! Wait there yeah.

I smiled, then I saw the wall clock. Apparently it was only 5 p.m. In about 1 to 1.5 hours, Jimmy's just arrived.

I cook and clean the house. At least even if there is Sumi, I also have to learn some.

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"Sometimes she's sweet too... " Jimmy said it himself.

"Why lo?" Ask Louise.

"Engga... The Cathrine... She's sweet, sometimes like a little kid." Answer Jimmy.

"Yes I think my friend has been hit by a cupid's arrow of romance... " Louise seduces.

"Hey..... Not wrong, is it? Moreover, if everything can go according to my plan.... Lo know, right? I'm the one who counts everything in detail.... " Jimmy was proud.

"Yes.. Ja.... Believed in... Do you know where Gibran is? Keep the kid... Did you tell Cathrine?" Louise asked.

Jimmy was silent, his face thought. He even forgot the whereabouts of Alm's son. Miras.

"i remember I've brought it.... I have been going there for a long time.. Maybe tomorrow I'll take Cathrine there again... "

"Keep about baby? Lo uda really - really think mateng? Cathrine is young and you make her do it KB.. Gonna impact her body?" Louise's worried.

"Why think about it there?" Jimmy asked back.

"Yes because today people get sick more easily. Hormonal is also getting here rich more easily develop.... It's not really my business. Just Yana said yesterday.. When you meet your wife in Obgyn... " Obviously Louise.

"Oh yeah? When?" Jimmy then looked at his desk calendar.

"Uhm.... About 2 weeks ago it wasn't wrong. Yana did not have time to ask because Cathrine had just come out and she left quickly... "

Jimmy was silent again, his eyes moving here and there. It was like thinking of something.

"That's Cathrine's schedule for injections. And also.... I have chosen the type of KB that is safe through injections for him.... " Answer Jimmy.

Louise is silent now. He just sighed and looked at his watch.

"Well, it's time to go home. I'll pull it out first.. Yea... Ohiya.... Sometimes you see the effect of the injection... Kebadan lo's wife... You see Yana so easily acne and spots on the face... " Louise left Jimmy.

Jimmy laughed at Louise. He thought, what is dangerous? The expert doctor has guaranteed this is all safe. There's no need for fear.

Suddenly, the call came in Jimmy's room.

"Why Jean?"

"Sorry, Jessica's mom said there's an appointment with you."

"Jessica who is it? I have no promises."

"Surge, jimmy, this is Cathrine's friend. I'm gonna talk to you for a second." Jessy's voice sounded.

The voice of the woman Jimmy refused to hear. Especially the voice of a woman who always oppresses her wife.

He stood up from his seat, then walked towards the exit. He opened the door and saw the woman's face there.

"Please talk here... " Said Jimmy.

Jessy who was fighting with Secretary Jimmy was silent. He smiled at Jimmy.

"This is why I want to give you cake. I now have a bakery. So share - share that sample... "

In the woman's hand was a red cardboard cake with the Peacock logo.

"Jean, take that. And put it in the pantry" Jimmy ordered.

Jean takes and delivers to the office pantry. Now they both face each other.

"So... Gw... I'm not allowed into Dalem?" Jessy tried to flirt.

"Make what? It's not his business that's done." Jimmy simple said.

"Things can chit chat first while waiting for home time.. Keep going back.. " Jessy's still trying.

"Excuse me I have a lot of work to do.. " Jimmy just left Jessy.

Jessy's face was red, she felt ashamed. Why do you always get rejection from this guy.

*****

I came out of the bathroom, using a towel wrapped around my body.

Apparently Jimmy just walked into our apartment. We met in front of the entrance and the bathroom door.

"You've returned? I think it's still later, haven't platted me..." I greet.

"Already dong, there is a main dish so I turned back quickly.. Uhm... Are you deliberately flirting with this outfit? It takes energy to help dry" Jimmy teases.

"Damn... Bawdy. there shower... I'll go get dinner first.. " I'm upset.

I put the plate on the dining table. Setting our dinner, I barely noticed where Jimmy was.

"Pst... I like the smell of soap on your shoulders... " Jimmy said and called me from behind.

"Geli Sweetheart... Pleasee... Let's eat first, I want you to try and comment to me... "

I tried to take off his embrace, but his hand became even more.

Jimmy apparently preferred us to be together for a moment just starting dinner together.

I honestly miss his touch. The look of his sharp eyes and the warm embrace of his hands.

It led me to float into a happy woman in a moment.

Giving me a favor that makes me opiate.

A moment that led me to drift and look at Jimmy with sadness. Her red lips made me float.

A moment ago, we woke up and used a kimono towel. He was ready to wait for my cooking.

"The smell is good.. " Jimmy said as I placed the plate in front of him.

"Try it... I learned this in a cooking class... "

He tried several times, no comment came out. He simply finished the pasta and the toast bread in front of him.

"Is there any more? I'm so hungry... " Task Jimmy.

"There's... Wait yeah... "

I took Jimmy's plate. Then take the rest of the pasta near the stove I left behind.

Then I went back to him, presenting again. Jimmy took the cheese and mixed it.

"What's delicious?" I asked.

"Spend first... " Answer Jimmy.

I ate my meal and Jimmy was the same. Until he cleaned our dirty dishes.

He washes his dishes, I clean the dinner table with a rag. Then I took the initiative to apologize to him.

I hugged Jimmy from behind. His shoulders are wide and warm. I put my head there.

"Do you want any more?" Jimmy teases.

"You're afraid I'm leaving you?"

"Yes...." I'm nodding.

Jimmy smiled, he felt victorious.

"I'm afraid of being betrayed and abandoned like I used to.. I never even felt meaningful or valuable after it happened. I feel the world is evil to me...... " Cathrine spoke to herself in Jimmy's arms

"Mama went that way, even I told you about it, right? I met her with another man. In fact, he forced me to go to the city to make money.. Of money.. Of money... Does it have to be this heavy to be the first child? " I'm raving again.

Jimmy turned his body, he lifted up the cathrine face and smiled.

"It's not about the weight of the load. But you have to be strong. If you know it's heavy, it's me.. You must be spirit, dear... I'm sure you can... " And Jimmy hugged me.

He let go of his embrace, now he's grabbing my lips. He kissed me affectionately, we repeated that.

There's a sense of not caring about our status, but sometimes when it's all over. I feel as though this sinful relationship is happening. At least.. I want to have a definite bond with him.

I was afraid to say that. I hear people from other countries don't like commitment.

I can only pray and hope that everything will be okay.

Morning came......

We took a shower together and enjoyed our time together.

I prepared breakfast at our dinner table. Baked fresh bread and jam next to it.

Jimmy caught up with me and sat down next to me. He took a few loaves of bread and smeared strawberry jam.

"It's.... " He gave to me.

"Thank you Love..... " I'm spoiled.

"Oh yeah, do you want me to take you to a parlor?" Jimmy asked.

"Oh yes, Haji sir? That's in the west, right?" I answered sumringah.

"Yes... There's a thing from my past that seems to me I have to be honest.... " Jimmy turned serious.

"..... " I looked at him seriously while eating that jam bread.

"So, in the past.. I started a relationship with Mira. Just like you. She is also an artist, just managed by Budiawan.. My pesa... Our meeting was unintentionally.

At the awards show we met. At that time, I was also interested in him...

However, at that time I did not understand suddenly he moved to my management. At that time, I was still doing everything..... " Jimmy sighed.

Like her she remembered deep into past memories. Memories he wants to forget.

"Short story we're close. And dating. Even though I know. Mira already had a child. He married a middleman in his village. The marriage under the hand I know. So Gibran is not at all taken care of by his biological father....

Mira occasionally brought her along when we were together. I don't have a problem with that either... "

I was shocked to hear it. Is he a sincere man in a relationship? There really is such a man in the real world.

"Everything is good. Until, when we go to serious level.. I brought it to my family. And you can guess. My family doesn't like it.

Even drove Mira away...

After that we kind of stretched. Until there is a case of semi-past photos*ng Mira spread.." Jimmy told me again.

"Wait.. I was rich once.. Is that the case?" I cut.

Yeah, I remember there was a case of a new artist who died shortly after his semi-picture was spread.

"Yes... Because I paid all the media to erase that news.. I continued yes. Until that incident I just tried to close.. I found out Mira died over the dosage of the drug t*** in her home....

Since then, my world has been destroyed.

My career and business world of intertainment thanks to Mira can grow. His ideas and his passion are what keeps me going...

It's hard for me to forget... " Jimmy told me a story with sumringah.

My heart ached a little to hear Jimmy's story. But, I also wonder how he thinks about me.

"I miss her smile and laughter sometimes. It is similar to Gibran.

I was drowning in my guilt. I feel responsible for Gibran's future..

Sometimes I go to the cottage looking at her. Although I heard her biological father was planning to take her away... "

I smiled at Jimmy, I couldn't possibly show any feeling in my heart.

"Sad and it feels like my life is ruined. Until the end I thought. Why open your heart again. I thought I wanted to be alone until. Not know when... "

"Then? Relationship with me?" I asked.

"Everything changes when you meet. But, sorry about that incident. I have not dared to give you status and hope into our future. That's why....

I want you to go to a real college. Want any course, I pay Cathrine. But, please...

Seriously, so that someday if I take you home. My family will no longer look down on my chosen woman..

Smart, beauty and behavior.. Thats the point... " Obviously Jimmy.

"But am I capable?" I immediately limp to hear it.

"Sure! I'm sure you're capable. You're a smart woman.. " Jimmy then stroked my hair.

"So, from your story... In conclusion, did you return my feelings in the message yesterday? You love me too?" I'm looking for answers to my heart.

"Hm.. What was my explanation lacking earlier? " Jimmy is ashamed to admit.

"Come on, I'm stupid. I can't read minds and interpret men's language. Especially if he's a crocodile... " I answered insistent.

Jimmy pulled my hand into his lap. He kissed my lips softly.

"Yes. I think I'm starting to find love... " Whispers.

Deg deg.... My heart is beating fast.

I remember Michael once said Love. Buty? He went with fira.

Choose a popular woman over me sicupu. Leaving me in ruin, the cupu who has never had a boyfriend.

Having a boyfriend as cool as Michael. And the old sicupu. Now in the arms of a wounded adult man.

I touched Jimmy's chest, I could feel his heart rate rise.

"you're nervouse?" i asked.

"very.... " Jimmy looked at me like a hungry wolf.

"promotional? don't stay with me? sicupu who used to be betrayed by a cool guy in High School?" I still doubt Jimmy.

"you want to leave me? if the man comes again?" Jimmy asked while hugging my waist.

"uhm... What do you think?" I'm fishing Jimmy.

"do you want to wake the wolf? I'm showing you that I don't like to be made into a toy... " Jimmy took me and threw me on the bed.

he does often talk, that he does not like to share anything, especially women and hearts.

that morning he taught me a lesson, made us do it again.

honestly my body is very tired, sick and tired, but this man does not take me off just like that.My own fault also provoked him with silly questions.

but, I'm relieved...

that I don't clap one hand...