THE WAY YOU LOVE ME

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"Ga problem, gw to the point huh. This is your invitation... " Stacy gave me an invitation on our behalf.

Jimmy just glanced at me and went back to observing Yofie.

his eyes could not deceive him, he had jealousy.

I saw the date, apparently this weekend. I nodded and brought the invitation.

'I don't want to comment anything. It hurts a little bit in this chest... ' I speak in my heart.

It feels clumsy and strange, should I start this conversation ?

"There's nothing we need to talk about anymore. We go first, good afternoon... " Jimmy grabbed my hand and took me away.

I refuse to look back. Look at this guy who's been good all along. But....

The good is fake. He even married Stacy.

even if Yofie honestly says her feelings. He must have defended me.

I don't know where Jimmy took me, I walked in my daydream. Until I realized! We sat in a cafe that sold ice cream. Jimmy came and brought 2 pots of ice cream.

I took the vanilla with a topping of rice ball. Jimmy ate the chocomint flavor .

"You must be sad again... " Jimmy started.

"A little bit..... " I answered briefly.

"Normal though... You know first, you've lived together for a few months... It's definitely.... The point is I just want to remind you. You are mine!" Jimmy said as he pressed down - his ice cream nekan.like a child who was angry.

"But we never slept together. He never even tried to touch me. Isn't a guy like that a good guy?" My answer was simple without thinking.

My words made Jimmy flinch. Rude? A tad. My subconscious is talking....

I'm just trying to be honest with my heart...

"But, he's also a man who doesn't want to try to get what he wants. Just follow his mother's will. What he wants cannot be fought. Weak man... " Jimmy defended himself while holding back his emotions.

"..... " I kept quiet and thought about what was past between yofie and myself...

"You're dreaming.. Spend it fast, I'm hungry... " Jimmy broke my daydream.

"We bought a yuk ring... Let the rich kid date... Let it be - will you be my future husband..." I said again in empty sight.

"Don't tell me after this you're asking us for a double shirt, pants, a bag... Disgust... " Jimmy pictured with a disgusted face.

"No.... No. gabe.... Just ring, let me have what2 rings that I can sell again right..?" My answer.

Jimmy gawked at my words. "Repeat again...please honey..?"

"Yeah, if someday doesn't know when... I'm not with you. I'm hard to make money.. I can sell it, right? Than I am adding to the debt. Anyway, I don't think so simple.it makes sense, right..? " I explained.

Jimmy nodded while scratching his brows. He never thought I was that realistic as a woman.

"Isn't it Jimmy?" I asked back...

"Yes.. Yep... Yaaa... Ok... Come on, I'm hungry... " Jimmy stood up and I caught up with him.

He grabbed me by the shoulder to get me closer to him. I tangent, is this what it's like to date?

Like the man next to us. He even treated and touched me gently. It takes me to the reality of life.

"Honey's... Once upon a time you found a better man than me... You can go...." Jimmy said softly.

"Hm.... " I just nodded.

"Uhm.. Why are you not coming? I heard from Louise it can provoke a reaction for women... " Jimmy looked down at my head.

(Because I'm shorter than him)

"It's because we're not dating with hearts or people who love each other, right?" I glanced at his face.

"even if we are dating who love each other. I just believe that if the right man loves me, he will never let go of me with others. means that the sentence was, that is, I don't really have it in his heart.it's just his entertainment and playground.

Jimmy was silent for a moment, like I was talking wrong again. Or am I saying too frontal?

"Jimmy, hurt my shoulder. " I pointed to his hand that squeezed my arm.

"I'm angry because I want to be honest with you.... " Jimmy was staring at me.

*******

He dropped me off at the apartment lobby. Jimmy left without saying goodbye to me.

I sighed as I looked at his car which slowly drifted away and disappeared at the end turn of our tower.

'i am sad to see him leave me without a word.' I speak to my heart.

"In this drop, definitely in stay nemuin girlfriend... " A voice I used to hear.

the voice of someone who always provokes my emotions.

I looked back, didn't I!

"Why does your mouth never feel good when you talk about my relationship? or about my life." I'm replying to Nicky.

"Engga... I'm just being honest, Kasian. Good women - both rich you will not be considered his existence." Nicky then turned off the skirt*k.

He approached me, the smell of tobacco that made my breathless crackling.I coughed up the scent that came out of Nicky's mouth.

"Lo don't deket - deket, heavy breathing nyium the smell of cigarettes." I said ketus while my hands were fanning a bit the aroma was a little lost.

"Hm.... I was just saying.. " Nicky looked cynically.

"Lo wants to say dozens of times the same. Don't care! You understand my situation and you don't know who I am and who that man is. Stop speculating on your own....

If you want to talk to me or give advance to me! Please invite me to speak well - good with good language made in Denger. Understand!"

then I turned around, sighed and prepared to go up to the 10th floor.

"gw just want to say, I know who he is. I also often met Jimmy Yo at the Club with other women. jimmy's family won't let Jimmy get a regular girl... " Nicky spoke and I turned her back.

"you want to know about him, how he is. I know he can make me comfortable and appreciate gw. Even he knows how to talk to the woman like what.... " I answered shortly before the elevator opened.

Then I left her. I'm tired of dealing with weird guys.

Yep.. Today was full of strange men.

I put my handbag. Slammed my body into the couch in front of the tv.

I also held my head back, what a strange day!

That guy is all the same ? or by any chance I meet those who are just weird.

I looked at the outside window.The atmosphere was sparkling lights, but it was lonely like this.

every once in a while I see a cell phone, there's not a single message from him.

I started thinking about whether Jimmy was really in the pub, and then a lot of women in sexy clothes approached him.

then they go together..

I immediately threw away my wild fantasies.

"Jimmy ain't gonna be Cathrine!" I talked to myself to calm myself.

**********

Jimmy chose to sit by the Bar table, he was alone so that his mind was somewhat calm.

afraid of losing Cathrine, also fearing her honesty instead made her remember with those bad memories.

"Mira... What should I do?" Jimmy whispers.

he sat down next to Jimmy. The bartender put a glass in front of him.

"ruwet my head.." Jimmy reflex says.

"because of that girl? apparently, it's starting to hit his own words. "louise started to take a glass and drink it.

"gw afraid, if it turns out I began not to be able to control my feelings to him. I'm afraid." Jimmy's view is empty.

"Lo said to enjoy.. Yaudah favors him accordingly.. Aunty and om never gonna ask about you guys?"

They are silent and try to enjoy the atmosphere of the pub that tends to be quiet.

"why I even make it complicated all of them. I lie about our status and the desire of height about Cathrine.... "

"no.. engga..lo just prepare a powerful weapon for the Lo family complicated at the beginning. but, I believe you can pass. the family will also receive Cathrine.... just enjoy it first, while you are with rich people dating... " Louise lightly answered Jimmy.

It clearly looked from far away a girl. It tastes like Cathrine.

the reflection of the glass before them recorded clearly the woman approaching them.

The closer, the clearer it is Jessy.

menor makeup with clothes that are very less material.sexy? not according to the two men.

"Hallo sister... Can join dong... " Jessy stands between Jimmy and Louise.

Apparently they're tired of Jessy's pettiness. I was bored with the view that night.

They stood up and left, leaving Jessy.

The woman did not seem to lose her mind. He then pulled Jimmy's hand and pretended to fall.

He hoped Jimmy would hold back and not let him fall to the floor.

Well.. That's what's in his imagination.

But, uh,

"Bronts... Ohhhh!!!" Jessy screaming.

He fell behind Jimmy. Exactly a few inches from Jimmy standing up.

Louise who first glanced at just smiled. Jimmy saw from the reflection of the glass in front of him.

Reluctant to help cheap women like Jessy. Even he still clearly remembers the treatment of Jessy to his wife.

They chose to go home, there were already many men who helped Jessy stand up.

'fuckin' shit! they fell down and they left again!' Jessy swore in my heart.

he still gives a sweet smile to the man around who helped her earlier.he always keeps the image as a friendly and beautiful woman.

Budiawan looked from one of the corners.watching the show that made him laugh.

he realized Jessy would not be satisfied with just a man. More precisely, the Old Man who helped her so far as an artist.

Budiawan also understands, Jessy is after Jimmy. Dear Jimmy prefers plain women Cathrine tiger village.

"how sir? we there? a safeguard?" said the strapping man beside Budiawan.

"necessary, it's her fault.foolish woman."

The strapping man simply nodded and returned in his Ready position.

"you think the woman was with Jimmy's wife.which one did you choose?" Budiawan.

"my kalo. ya.. hehe. clearly mbak Jessy. it's beautiful, the body is good and hgga village..."

budiawan smiled and exhaled smoke from his cigar.

"your taste is low.if I choose that innocent woman, the more innocent it makes me stop playing women....understand why Jimmy chose that woman over the doll in front of me.. . " Budiawan.

Jessy is beautiful, but her beauty is pseudo.

*****

The sun had already started to appear, the reflection from the window slit made me slowly open my two eyes.

I woke up and found Jimmy beside me. I wanted to laugh but I was embarrassed so I tried to hold my lips back from smiling.

I tilted my body so I could see Jimmy's face up close and more clearly.

His face is what it is. Thick eyebrows, a firm jaw with natural red lips.His skin is not very pale.

I still can't believe I'm with a guy like Jimmy. Even my family didn't forbid me from living with Jimmy.

I slowly approached his face. I want to see this guy more clearly. My whole life just this time I had a relationship with a guy Jimmy's classmate.

sometimes I think I'm just a dream....

Clearly classified as handsome compared to my sepantaran friend. He was mature and well-established, certainly many women who are after him. examples Jessy and women with a middle eastern face that.

I even forgot his name....

"If you want to kiss me, go ahead... " Jimmy opened his voice. But both eyes are still closed.

I'm kind of backwards keeping my distance from him. I'm ashamed and reluctant to make Jimmy a big head...

Jimmy's hand held me. He hugged me, my face was still close to my starting position.

"I prefer the curly hair that welcomes me.... " Jimmy opened his eyes, then stroked my front hair which closed my forehead slightly.

"So I'm not good? Or am I prettier with fluffy curls?" I even replied with a spoiled look.

"Anything ..I feel comfortable for me to see. What is clear is that I like to open my mornings by looking at your innocent face... " Jimmy stroked both of my cheeks.

"so am I actually pretty or not with this straight hair??" i asked.

"if you're beautiful, all women have their pretty side.just, seeing your face is always giving me a different feeling... " Jimmy tried to seduce.

"Jimmys.. Not gini.. I can laugh... " I haven't finished my sentence.

Jimmy kissed my lips first. The first time in the morning we kissed. More precisely when you wake up, without brushing your teeth first.

I was embarrassed and disturbed because I felt our bad breath was bad. But it feels different, right?

uhm...The warmth and the caress of his hand on my shoulder brought a sense of heat. My breath was also somewhat quick to balance Jimmy's rhythm.

We did it (again).. The Taboo thing that always leads me to guilt and the valley of sin. We are not husband and wife, but this relationship....

it leads me to a complicated situation..

when it was all over, he hugged me and kissed me on my forehead. My chest is mixed.

my mind is no less complicated. If I see Jimmy more relaxed with this situation.What is the age factor that makes him calm?

be honest... I want to ask you what exactly Nicky said last night?

I'm afraid if I'm gonna lose Jimmy.

I'm starting to feel curious deep into Jimmy's world.I'm not willing to see him with another woman either.

imagining me makes me angry...

'Eh, don't. no. Can't be Cathrine ! Jimmy always talks about boundaries.' My mind is trying to set my heart at ease.

L'm... I don't want Jimmy to leave me..

Am I falling in love with Jimmy?