The Injured Heart.

part 82's

..."Some people often think and feel doubt, even though it is their doubts that make them always think and hurt themselves. "...

...Fachrul Razi El Kaady. ...

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   A week passed, and Fakhira's parents actually came to Indonesia after Zahira contacted Fakhira's parents, even Fakhira's parents were very happy to know Fakhira was getting married, the reason she got married was because of an incident.

Both Zain's parents also came all the way from Palembang when Zain called them and told his parents that Zain was getting married.

Although surprised, but Zain's parents agreed and three days ago Zain proposed to Fakhira in front of both Fakhira's parents and his extended family.

Frankly, the marriage of Fahira and Zain surprised people, especially Zahira's parents, who were not at home because Zahira's parents were going to his mother's sister's house, and only leaving Ali and Fatah to Zahira.

Zahira did not even think that Fakhira would get married so soon, let alone that Zain and Fakhira did not know each other, and all that was enough to make Fakhira mind, he said, because after all he had considered Fakhira like his own sister, and Zahira was really anxious.

Zahira was afraid that Fakhira's decision was too soon, so that later Fakhira would regret and instead something happened that he did not want, Zahira did not want if all that happened.

  The wedding of Fakhira and Zain is in sight, even all wedding preparations have been done such as wedding organizer, catering, invitations, buildings, clothing fittings, and others are partly ready, he said, even the big family of Fakhira's parents began to arrive.

  Zahira is increasingly anxious when considering that Zain is new to work for Razi, Zahira is worried if Zain is short of costs for his marriage, considering that the Fakhira family is a rich family, Zahira does not know exactly the Zain family, Zahira does not know exactly, and Zahira is worried that Zain is struggling because the lifestyle of his family and the family of Fakhira is not the same.

  Since then Zahira kept pacing back and forth thinking about many things, even Razi and Muhammad until the head was turned to look at Zahira who kept pacing in front of them.

Muhammad clucked softly at Zahira who continued to pander before him.

"Ra, I'm dizzy to see you keep pacing back and forth from earlier!" he said it looks bad.

Zahira glanced at Muhammad and sat down near Razi.

"Do you think this marriage is really Mad? " ask Zahira to Muhammad who was astonished to hear Zahira's question.

"You have been pacing before us just thinking about the marriage of Fakhira and the future husband of Fahira? " Muhammad asked back.

Zahira gave a small nod and confirmed Muhammad's question.

Muhammad rolled his eyeballs lazily and instead left Zahira and Razi in the living room.

"Kok he's gone anyway? Has he not answered my question? " Zahira looks confused.

  Razi shook his head slowly at the behavior of his wife who kept thinking about Fakhira's marriage.

"Honey......., "

"Yes, "

"Why do you keep thinking about Fakhira's marriage? Is something bothering you? " tanya Razi looked at Zahira so fixedly.

Zahira sighed softly and hugged Razi.

"Ira is worried that Zain is having trouble with his wedding expenses, you know the lifestyle of my tantric family, and Fakhira, Ira is afraid that Zain is burdened and even makes his family uncomfortable" he lamented.

"Certainly? "

"Yes Ira just didn't want to get married Fakhira couldn't adapt to Zain, because what Ira saw Zain was a simple man, and you know yourself how Fakhira, he used to live comfortably, to have enough, to have enough, and what he wants is always fulfilled, fear after marriage Fakhira can not adjust mas"

  Razi nodded in understanding with Zahira's concern, because Fakhira was his cousin after all.

"Honey, Zain is a good man, simple, independent, polite, mature, and wise, he has always been simple from the past, but he is a responsible man, about the cost of marriage, he said, you don't worry, I've asked Zain about it because I'm afraid he's having trouble paying for his wedding, but he reminds me that he's an only child, his family is quite well-known in Palembang, he said, but he is simple in many ways" Razi explained.

"He's my friend Ra, I know his family, his family is good, Zain's family has a pretty big business, but Zain does want to be independent, you don't worry about that, Zain was a wise man Ra"

Zahira was relieved to hear Razi's explanation.

"Thankfully, Ira was relieved that Ira wished them a match in the afterlife, may this marriage be God's best path for both of them"

"Don't always think a lot of Ra's mind, remember you're pregnant, don't think of heavy, '" Razi reminded Zahira as he looked at his wife's belly.

"Now Ira was relieved to know how Zain was with his family"

Razi nodded and gently rubbed Zahira's head.

"Brazil....., "

"Why, honey? "

"After Fakhira's marriage, Ira asked Nadia to make a press conference, to straighten out our relationship to the media, Ira wanted me to also get over Ira, while explaining that we will not be apart, and we can also live quietly, you want mas? "

"So you want to straighten things out? "

"Yes, and maybe this is the first time I've shown myself to the public and the media, because Ira has never shown myself to the media "

"Yes already klo you want that, mas later temenin, you say only the time when, so later mas can empty free time mas"

Zahira smiled sweetly and tightened her embrace on Razi.

"Ira kangen really puk mas kayak gini, it feels like Ira has long not stoned mas"

"Beyond? "

"Yes, Ira is very old, there is no news, Ira is very much the same mas" said Zahira looks annoyed considering when Razi left.

"I'm sorry baby, mas wrong, at that time mas can not think clearly and even go that way, when it should be at that time mas nemenin you are the same as our child candidate" Razi seems to feel very guilty considering that he left Zahira who was pregnant.

"Yes, but I promise you don't go to leave Ira again, Ira can't get away from you, it's hard!"

Zahira's voice sounded sad because she was afraid that Razi would leave her.

"No longer will Ra, mas dear and Love be with you, so it is impossible mas go ninggalin you, especially now you are pregnant with her child mas, mas, anyway mas when it went did not mean to ninggalin you, but because there is work, and there is difficult signal" he said.

"Setep aja Ira afraid mas, klo mas really go and do not go back again how?  Klo mas even married again there and did not want to be the same Ira how?  Ira's heart must be broken, Ira must raise our son alone"

Zahira's tears trickle down saying her fear as Razi leaves her.

"No Ra, I didn't go to leave you, anyways I was just shocked and disappointed, how could I have left you let alone marry someone else, when I saw your divorce papers I didn't want to live with you anymore"

"really? " asked Zahira then looked at Razi with teary eyes.

"You know?, your husband loved you before your husband married you, when he first saw you, did you admire me? "

Zahira nodded and hugged Razi again, and Razi returned, wiping Zahira's tears.

"Don't be sad anymore, now you can only be happy Ra" Razi said by gently tucking Zahira's forehead.

..."Sometimes our greatest fear is when our loved ones leave us. "...

...Zahira Al Mahyra's. ...