The Injured Heart.

part 30's

Zahira again grunted angrily and told Razi to come in and sit in the living room of his house.

Zahira leaves Razi in the kitchen to make him a drink. Before long Zahira had appeared carrying two glasses of orange juice.

Zahira sat down in front of Razi and told him to drink.

"Actually some people are just too afraid of the shadow of the past, so every time they meet people in the past, fear is always felt. "

Fachrul Razi Al Kaady's.

***

Finally arrived when Zahira and his two younger siblings and both parents left to go to Nadia's house. He asked his assistant to look after his house.

Around nine o'clock Zahira had already stuffed her luggage and her family.

"You sure you want to drive yourself, baby? " ask Zahira's mother because the distance between Surabaya is quite far, she is worried that Zahira will be exhausted.

Zahira just smiled at her mother and led her father into the car.

"Who says Ira is driving, we are with Razi ma'am, he has been willing to go with a bitch" he replied casually.

"His parents? "

"They leave tomorrow ma'am, anyways we will while refreshing there mumpung Nadia's house in the stone area"

Both of Zahira's parents just nodded. Zahira tells her sister to come in and she just waits for Razi.

A while later Razi had already appeared by dragging his suitcase. Zahira gave a small smile and got into her car.

Razi stuffed his suitcase into the trunk and entered the car, a few moments later the car they were riding in had already walked through the highway.

After traveling for about two hours, they finally arrived at Amartahills hotel and resort.

Zahira, Razi and his family were warmly welcomed by Nadia's family. Zahira immediately led his father in, he checked in the hotel last night through the application because he wanted both his parents and his two younger siblings to immediately rest.

About twelve o'clock Zahira was cleaning up because she wanted to make a wish, and she had to meet Nadia, help her prepare for the recitation.

After the dzuhur Zahira prayer was ready to help Nadia, she seemed excited to welcome the happy day of her best friend.

***

In the evening Nadia was ready for her lecture. He has used a beautiful gray decorated bead that is so beautiful.

...

...

Zahira appeared and looked at Nadia who looked so beautiful. Zahira smiled and walked over to Nadia.

"You're so pretty Nad" he praised and hugged Nadia.

Zahira still did not expect that Nadia would get married so soon. It has been two years since Zahira lived with Nadia, she is very happy to see Nadia happy.

Nadia returned Zahira's embrace, without her noticing Zahira even to shed tears because she was moved. Zahira let go of his embrace and looked at Nadia.

"You're also very pretty today Zah"

Zahira just stared cynically at Nadia. Indeed Zahira also uses gray Gamis. It seems more simple and elegant

"Let's go, soon the show will definitely start" he asked Nadia.

Both of them also walked to the place of study before the wedding.

The study was held in wisdom, Zahira was also filled to witness when Nadia asked for blessing from her parents.

Without Zahira noticing her tears flowing. He imagined if he married it would be nice if his mother could watch him marry later.

Zahira remembered her late mother who had left her. Although his mother was very kind and loving to him, still he felt a longing for his mother.

His mother, who was sitting near Zahira, hugged his stepdaughter affectionately, and understood her feelings.

Zahira's mother stroked Zahira's head trying to calm her down.

"You're patient, baby, I know you must feel sad because later when you can get married, you can't watch your marriage or give you your blessing directly, but I'm sure your mama will always bless you and pray for you" said Zahira's mother so slowly but still heard by Zahira.

"Don't be sad, there's still a mom and dad who will always be with you"

Without them realizing it, Nadia noticed Zahira hugging her mother. He became remembered that Zahira must be sad because if he married his mother could not give his blessing directly Nadia seemed to feel guilty.

Razi who sat opposite Zahira only looked confused to see Zahira hugging his mother, let alone accidentally he saw Zahira crying. He became anxious for Zahira.

Nadia approached Zahira and her mother.

"Ra.." she said so slowly.

Zahira let go of her mother's embrace and looked at Nadia.

Nadia was sad to see Zahira crying, Nadia immediately hugged Zahira tightly.

"Sorry I made you cry" he said so softly.

"No Nad it's not your fault.I just feel like I miss my mom not because of you" said Zahira so as not to make his best friend feel guilty.

Now all the gazes of people were looking at Nadia and Zahira. Everyone only knows that Zahira is Nadia's friend. Everyone asks each other why they cry because of what?

***

After the recitation, Zahira looked up at the sky near the hotel pool.

Zahira sat down and sometimes he sighed softly.

Razi, who was still not asleep, squinted as his eyes saw Zahira still sitting near the hotel pool. Without a second thought Razi rushed down from his room on the third floor.

Razi hurried over to Zahira as the elevator doors opened. He looked at Zahira with a dislike gaze because his face looked gloomy.

"Not slept?" Ask and sit next to Zahira's chair.

Zahira just smiled flatly and threw away her face.

"It's still not sleepy, usually me and Nadia sleep at half eleven and it's still half ten"

Razi looked around them, only to realize that there were still many people in Sani.

"Why were you? I saw you crying and hugging your mother when Nadia asked for her mother's blessing"

Zahira momentarily fell silent and thought that she had accepted Razi's invitation to ta'aruf, and Razi should know that his mother was dead.

"I miss my mama" he said so slowly but still heard by Razi.

Razi is a little surprised to hear Zahira misses her mother, who he knows is a woman named Renata who Zahira always calls her mother is Zahira's real mother.

"What do you mean? Isn't your mother here?" asked Razi in wonder.

"Mother Renata is not my biological mother, she is my stepmother.my mother has been dead since I was three years old, after one year my mother died father married to mother"

Razi looked at Zahira's eyes which had started to tear.

"Mother was kind to me, thought of me like her own child, loved me, even cared for me. She was a very good stepmother, I even felt like my mother. but even so I still miss my mama" said Zahira who immediately her tears dripped.

"I've never felt this way, I've missed my mom a lot, but I've never missed my mom so much, but just now when I saw how Nadia asked for her mother's blessing, that's where I felt that if I got married I couldn't ask my own mother for her blessing, and that's where I felt really missed"

Razi listened to Zahira who was already sobbing.

"I don't lack the affection of either my father or my mother, but I still miss my mother, I still dream if only later when I get married I can ask for my mother's blessing directly, Mama, and you can see the most important moment of my life"

"Ra, I'm sure wherever your mama is, your do'a and and your mama's blessing will always be with you. You don't be sad like this, it's not good if Nadia knows" Razi tried to dispel Zahira's grief.

Zahira looked at Razi with a Fragile face, Zahira immediately wiped her tears and stared towards the swimming pool.

"Right you said, I shouldn't be like this, it's Nadia's happy day I can't make her sad" she murmured softly but Razi could still hear her.

...The longing is limitless, the longing will always be there and will stop when we can meet the person we are missing....

...Zahira Al - Mahyra....