The Injured Heart.

part 53's

"Every longing always gives sorrow to those who feel it."

Fachrul Razi el kaady

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Time goes by so fast that Zahira has not felt five months married to Razi, now he lives in their own house, after coming home honeymoon, they live in the house of Razi's parents, Razi's parents, but only two months they lived there, his sister had returned from boarding school and they both decided to buy their own house.

  Usually Razi works from eight to five in the afternoon, while Zahira himself has his own busy life, which is to be a writer, occasionally he will go to his cake shop or cafe, several times he would go to the office to attend important meetings in his office, and once a month he would go to Malaysia to visit his grandmother, as well as to make pilgrimages to his mama's tomb.

But often Zahira to Malaysia to take care of his office, sometimes Razi accompanied him, sometimes he accompanied Nadia. on Sundays he would take turns going to his parents' house or to Razi's parents' house, they were fair enough to divide the time.

Usually at lunchtime Zahira would go to Razi's company to accompany her to lunch, sometimes Zahira chose to be in her new home and enjoy her activities of being a housewife.

Over the past month, Zahira has spent time outside to launch her latest novel, several times when the media has made news of her getting married.

Nadia often laughs at Zahira who is said to be secretly married, because several times the camera captures a photo of him wearing his wedding ring, to make Zahira caught off guard because of his news.

  Even some media contacted Nadia and invited Zahira for an interview because many fans were curious about her status which is still a question mark.

Razi even several times commented on his news and said that the ring that Zahira wears is similar to the ring Al Mahyra.

Actually Zahira often tried to tell Razi about himself, but several times there was always an obstacle.be it a phone, whether there was someone else, or even Razi himself who did not want to hear it, he said, though Zahira only wants to tell Razi, because there does not want any misunderstanding between him and Razi.

Until finally Zahira gave up and let the news leaning against him circulated.he once uploaded a photo of himself who was on his honeymoon with Razi, Razi, and a little explanation that he was married to make the media stop reporting him.

Zahira even blatantly complained because of his news, because according to him, he is not an artist or public figure that must be the material of the news.he is just a lucky writer because he is famous through his works, his works, but the media exaggerates it and makes himself as a celebrity until his life must be highlighted.

  Remembering all the news about him on television, Zahira complained and felt disturbed. Often Zahira feels that the media is too meddling about her, until several times trying to find out her origin.

Zahira is currently at his cafe with Nadia.

"So the media still likes to call you and let me interview on TV? " ask Zahira in disbelief.

Nadia nodded in confirming.

"Yes, really, cook me a lie, I even got angry with Radit because of a lot of phone people,"

Zahira clucked slowly and drank avocado juice in front of him.

"I think they're exaggerating Nad, can the media still tell me about me, they think I'm an artist and public figure?, until they keep telling me about me? "

"I don't know Ra either, but maybe they think you're a public figure, so the media is telling you about you, even though you are only a writer who for a few years because you are so popular even among artists blatantly praise your work and idolize you"

"But that's not it, I feel disturbed, actually I feel disturbed by my news, especially on Instagram even more dm" Zahira seemed to complain.

"It's not good, Ra, it means a lot of people like you, and it makes your fans grow!"  Nadia looked happy.

"No Nad, I appreciate those who like my work, but I don't really like the response people have to me, because there will certainly be people who don't like me, too,"

"When you don't meet and greet, all make clarifications, let your news disappear, and people don't misjudge you"

"Yes, but before that I wanted him to tell Razi, I was afraid that he would know from others and not from myself"

"Actually you don't have to worry about that Ra, if he really loves and loves you, he won't bother about it, anyway if he accepts you for who you are he doesn't have to be angry if he knows you're Al Mahyra"

"Why? "

"Because Razi gave you what you are, Razi will not mind if one day he knows you are Al Mahyra, marriage is not built just because of Love alone, but also must accept, he said, whatever you are, or you are, he has to accept you for who you are"

Zahira looked very anxious, while Nadia just stared at Zahira lazily.

"Your worries are not clear" he said and returned to drinking his drink.

"It's not clear what you mean? " question Zahira looked confused.

"Look, when Razi wants to marry you he accepts your past well, he knows your circumstances, he also knows how you work hard for your family, if he can accept your past, why is he angry with you just because he knows that you are Al Mahyra?, " asked Nadia staring flatly at Zahira. "You've never harmed him, have you?, then why should he object, get angry, let alone argue that you're not honest?,"

Zahira tried to digest Nadia's words.

"You love her? " ask Nadia later.

Zahira was silent for a while, but in the next second Zahira nodded steadily.

"He also said Love is the same to you, right? " ask Nadia again.

"Yes, he said so too"

"Where is the problem?, if he loves you because of God, he will not be able to question about you who incidentally is Al Mahyra, after all you have not harmed Razi, Love must accept, if he is angry just because of it, really I will be very disappointed" said Nadia.

"Willful why? " Zahira looks astonished.

"Because I think Razi is the one who will accept you, your circumstances, or whatever you are, he will not question anything about you as long as you don't make mistakes that will make your household destroyed, or harm him" Nadia explained at length.

"Love is simple Ra, just accept the bad good of our partner, even I think if someone really loves us very much, he will not immediately judge us even if we are wrong, even if we are wrong, Love does not look at who we are, or who we are" he added.

"Yes, but I don't know I'm a little worried" Zahira said.

"Klo Razi is really sincere love and love for you, he will not be concerned about you who is actually Al Mahyra Ra,"

"he should be able to accept it well, klo he finally knew Al Mahyra was you, and Klo he was having issues about it just because you hid it from him, he said, you just ask Razi, he actually accepts everything about you or not! " said Nadia and patted Zahira on the shoulder.

Zahira just kept quiet and thought about what Nadia said, it seems like what Nadia said was true.

"But by the way you've added yes?" Chirps Nadia slowly while looking at the change of Zahira.

Zahira notices her body, she does not feel that she is contained, according to her body remains as it was before she married.

"No feeling" he answered.

"You are aware of Ra, but if I notice, yes, your stomach is distended" said Nadia looking at Zahira's stomach.

"What cooking?" Zahira asked in disbelief.

"You're like a pregnant person" Nadia said at last.

Zahira just kept quiet because she didn't seem to feel any symptoms like morning sickness.

"They can't be, I don't feel like I'm pregnant, I just sometimes like to feel nauseous when I see fish" she explained.

"Well it's up to you, but I think you're pregnant" Nadia pressed her shoulders indifferently.

Zahira was thinking hard because he thought about many things.

"If someone loves us for who we are, it should be all about usand that person should be able to accept it."

Nadia Safira's.