The Injured Heart.
part 62's
"We can't just judge the mistakes of others, because we don't know what really happened. "
Zahira Al Mahyra's.
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It has been half a month since the departure of Zahira's grandmother, but until now Razi still has no news, Zahira is very worried because her husband still has not renewed it until now, but he tried to think positively and always prayed for Razi, even though Zahira was very sad.
But Zahira tried to be strong for the baby in her birth. His mother and Nadia always noticed him, everyone even always comforted him so that Zahira was not sad. Several times Razi's younger brother and both of his parents, came to see him, as today.
"How are you doing, dear? " ask mama Razi.
"Alhamdulillah good mah" replied Zahira trying to be friendly.
"Your baby's condition? "
"Alhamdulillah is also good mah, only sometimes Zahira wants a strange if the middle of the malem"
"Yes, maamah ngerti, in the past when your husband was pregnant, when the middle of the mamah mall even cravings to see Razi papah climbing a tree"
"really? " Zahira looks enthusiastic listening to the story of Mamah Razi.
"Yes, he even got angry because it was surrounded by ants"
Zahira gave a small laugh hearing the story of her mother-in-law.
"Do you want something now?"
"No, Zahira doesn't want anything"
Zahira's mother nodded slowly while watching the beautiful face of her daughter-in-law, Zahira looked thinner.
"Jeek.. Hukkk.... " Zahira ran towards the kitchen sink.
Mamah Razi panicked to see the nauseous Zahira.
"Darling you again? " ask her mother who is in the kitchen.
Zahira vomited all her stomach contents, but only water came out, because lately her appetite is hampered because this pregnancy sometimes makes her appetiteless, even the days that Zahira lived felt heavy because it often felt nauseous especially at midnight, no wonder if Zahira was getting thinner, because the pregnancy was so heavy.
Zahira washes her hands after feeling better, her face looks pale, and Razi looks worried.
"Are you okay, baby? " sanyanya.
Zahira looked at her mother-in-law so gently.
"Ira is okay mah, just nausea kok mamah do not need to worry" he said.
"Ra, mother saranin you to the doctor yes, pity if you nausea-nausea continues. let alone in the middle of the malem, pity you so lack of sleep" his mother suggested.
"You often nauseous in the middle of the malem? " ask Mamah Razi worried.
"Yes ma'am, Zahira often nausea, especially if the middle of the mall, sometimes I am not hearty because Ira back and forth to the bathroom, plus her appetite decreased" said Ms. Zahira.
Mamah Razi felt sorry for Zahira, should be at this time Razi was next to him, and accompanied Zahira, but unfortunately, the son left without even knowing that his wife was pregnant, and until now Razi has no news.
Mamah Razi looked with pity at Zahira, feeling guilty for not being able to prevent Razi's departure.
"It should be at a time like this, Razi should be by your side, and accompany you Ra, but the auntie's son is so bad that he leaves you pregnant"
Hearing the words of Mama Razi made Zahira's tears flow from her cheeks, she was so sensitive when it came to her husband, there was an overflow of pain and also disappointment in her heart.
"Your apologies well, because aunt can not prevent the departure of your husband, should mamah same papah prevent him at that time" he regretted.
Zahira wiped her tears, and clasped Razi's hand.
"You don't need to apologize, all this is not a aunt's fault, Zahira is also wrong in this matter, and mas Razi left on his own wishes, he himself did not want to listen to Zahira's explanation, Zahira said, it is not a mistake or papah "
Mamah Razi was moved by Zahira's words, how good her daughter-in-law was, and her son made her sad, and went somewhere.
"You live in a house, yeah?, let mamah can take care of you" he bargained.
Zahira nodded slowly.
"No wonder, Zahira does not want to take care of mom, Zahira is comfortable staying here, here everything always comforts Ira, and Ira is also not lonely here" Zahira refused so subtly.
"You sure you want to stay here?, mamah will be very happy if you live in a mama house, there is Sarah, and mamah does not feel bothered at all, he said, mamah even seneng if you live in a mamah house"
"Ira knows she lives in a mama house, but Ira is more comfortable here "
Mamah Razi nodded in understanding, Mamah Razi helped Zahira walk into the living room.
"Of course you have difficulties with your pregnancy, especially if you are alone, you are so thin" said Mamah Razi.
Zahira was again seated with Mamah Razi, while her mother was still in the kitchen.
"Sarah where is mah? " ask Zahira trying to shift her mind.
"There was at home, the intention was to come here, but he just woke up, so yes stay"
"Sarah wants to work or what? mas Razi said he had graduated from architecture school?"
"Yes, he said he wanted to work, but still confused, papah asked him to work in the company with your husband, but he did not want to, because our company is a property company, papah has asked him to work in the company, she doesn't want to"
Zahira nodded in understanding and tried to think of something, so he remembered that Radit was looking for an architect in his office.
"You want sarah, she can work in my office mah, it happens that Radit is looking for architects, because our old architect just stopped" he said.
"Later Mom said yes, maybe she wanted to"
Zahira nodded slowly, as the two were talking, Fakhira came in a hurry.
"Hoshis... Hoshs.. Hosh. "fakhira's breathing rang irregularly as he ran from upstairs.
"What's the matter Fah?, why run? " ask Zahira.
Fakhira did not answer and still set his breath that ngosan.
"It's quiet? " ask Zahira to make sure.
Fakhira nodded.
"Now say, what's up? "
"Amira was on the phone"
"Then? "
"She said you have to go to Malaysia"
Zahira looked surprised.
"Why? " he looked worried.
"The project in Singapore collapsed, and someone died, the client wanted to talk to you directly Ra"
Zahira was immediately shocked to hear what Fakhira said, even so shocked Zahira's face immediately pale.
"Innalillahi wainna illaihi raji'un" he said so slowly.
"Please call Nadia Fah, I'll call Amira first to discuss this matter"
Fakhira nodded slowly, and immediately called Nadia and asked her to come, while Zahira herself immediately called Amira, occasionally she endured her nausea, making Mamah Razi worried because of the problems Zahira was facing.
"Oke Mir, I'll find the fastest flight, hopefully tomorrow I'll be there" he said, then hung up.
Zahira immediately ran towards the sink because she felt nauseous earlier.
"Jeek... Yuck.. "
Zahira to sweat because of his nausea, plus in his office there is a big problem, most likely he will experience a very large loss, he said, not to mention that he had to take responsibility and provide benefits to the families of the workers who died.
Thinking about all that made Zahira dizzy, so many trials were going on, and to be able to solve this problem might take quite a long time, he said, because there will probably be a lot of clients who will lose confidence in this incident, and Zahira has to work hard for all this.
"Ra you okay? " question mamah Razi looked worried.
"Zahira is fine mah, Zahira went upstairs first, Zahira had to pack my stuff mah" he said then walked slowly up the stairs to his room.
Mamah Razi stared sadly at Zahira, how difficult the circumstances that Zahira had to live with, just had her grandmother died, and now her office has a problem. Mamah Razi did not know how heavy all the trials that befell Zahira, let alone Zahira facing everything alone, and now she is pregnant.
"Maybe through this ordeal God wants to lift my degrees, and make me more patient in facing His trials. "
Zahira Al Mahyra's.
