The Injured Heart.

part 41's

 "They never know what it's like to be in the shadows by the fear and trauma that someone is feeling, and they never know how hard it can be to look normal and look okay. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

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  Nadia glanced at the clock on her wrist which showed nine o'clock at night, Fakhira, Radit and herself were going to stay at the hospital, Muhammad had just come home because tomorrow Muhammad had to take care of something.

  Actually Fakhira had sent Nadia and Radit home because Radit had to work tomorrow but Radit refused, and now Fakhira is still persuading the newlyweds.

"Sister Radit and sister Nadia go home just let Zahira I take care, besides brother Radit tomorrow work too right?"

"It's okay Fah, we want to take care of Zahira is afraid he drops again, besides pity you alone here" he refused.

"But tomorrow Radit's brother has to work, Radit's brother Nadia's coming home, tomorrow morning Nadia's brother can come here again replace me tomorrow I'm home, I'm home, so I mean we replace the guard so it's equally delicious" he explained.

  Nadia nodded in agreement, although she was very reluctant to leave Fakhira and Zahira, but Fakhira's words had a point.

"Yes, you think so, but let us know if there's anything"

  Fakhira nodded, then Radit and Nadia said goodbye to Fakhira, and at a glance Nadia took the time to see the state of Zahira who was still unconscious.

  Fakhira sees the state of Zahira at a glance who is still unconscious. To drive out his boredom he will buy coffee and snacks first to the canteen.

  Razi hurriedly walked through the hospital corridor, he was very worried and immediately wanted to see Zahira, but the road was so jammed.

Chequek...

  Razi walked closer to where Zahira was lying weakly, and his face looked very pale, Razi sat silently staring fixedly at Zahira's face, there was guilt because he had argued with Zahira just because of work.

"Huf.... I hurt you so much, didn't I until you dropped ?" razi asked as if Zahira could hear him.

"I don't mean to argue with you let alone cancel our marriage, you know I'm ready to wait for you, I'm just worried because you're too busy working and you forget to take care of your health"

"I'm so worried about your situation, I don't like to see you lying weak like this, it's so sad for me. I'd rather you be flat, tight, straight, cold and less talkative than having to see you sick like this"

"Do you know when I heard you were in the hospital, I felt like I was going to have a heart attack because I was worried that we wouldn't get married" Razi smiled slightly but his face turned sad.

"Now that we're like this, our marriage seems to be void, you don't want to marry me, and it hurts me so much, you know I admire you as much as I admire Al Mahyra the difference here I've started loving you, but finally our marriage seems to find no bright spot"

"I just want to see you happy, even if I'm not with me I still want you to be happy, I just want to see you smile, healthy and happy, I don't want anything else but that"

"If you're happy without me, it's okay if we don't get married. I don't forbid you from working but I just want you to be able to take care of your health, look because you're too tired to work, now you end up in the hospital, "

  Razi stared at Zahira's beautiful face, Razi gave a heavy sigh and he looked bitter.

"You get well soon, I'm gone" Razi rubbed Zahira's hijab-clad head and finally came home.

   Without Razi realizing Zahira heard all what Razi said, to be honest it was very painful because all this had to happen, again he swallowed the bitterness of life.

  Zahira cried bitterly because again he stayed, or actually he left.

  Fakhira came in and was surprised to see Zahira crying, she was so worried to see her cousin crying so much.

"You why Ra? " he asked panicked.

  Zahira did not answer and just hugged Fakhira because at this time he was very sad.

                            ***

  Since the incident Razi was never seen, only his parents were two days ago to visit Zahira. Zahira has been treated for three days in the hospital, because his condition has not recovered he is not allowed to go home.

  Zahira was more often silent and daydreaming, no one knew what happened to him until he was more often silent and did not talk much.

  Several times Nadia asked, but Zahira always said he was fine, but that looks far from the word okay.

  As today Zahira was invited to the hospital park by Nadia so that she could entertain Zahira. Nadia took Zahira to the park using a wheelchair considering Zahira's condition is still recovering and still weak.

"No, "the answer is so short.

  Nadia became very worried to see Zahira who was more often silent and daydreaming, especially when Fakhira told him during the night he was taken to the hospital Zahira crying and they did not know the cause.

  Nadia sat down and looked at her best friend meaningfully.

"Ra, you want your wedding concept to use what theme? " ask Nadia trying to get Zahira to talk.

  But all he got was a sad look Zahira, his eyes looked glazed far away and his eyes began to glaze over with the cry of his nose was already reddened because he was just silent.

  For a while the two just fell silent, but eventually Zahira's defense was lost and finally he cried which made Nadia very worried and hugged him.

"You why Ra?  Why are you crying? "

  Zahira was still crying in Nadia's arms, but afterwards she looked at Nadia's pusar.

"A..Ku aaa's.. I didn't marry Nad, "he said it sounded raucous.

  Nadia was surprised but she tried to stay calm, so that Zahira did not feel depressed. now she understood why Zahira even a lot of silence and daydreaming, but she was still very quiet, and for three days he had not seen Razi go to the hospital just when Zahira went into the hospital.

"What's going on?  Why did you guys cancel marriage? " ask Nadia.

  Zahira told me everything that happened between her and Razi.

Nadia heard carefully Zahira's story, Nadia felt a little guilty because of him and too long Zahira's holiday so too busy working and eventually sick.

"Sorry Ra, because I took Radit too long to take a vacation, you became sick because you were too busy working" said Nadia felt guilty.

"No Nad, it's not your fault, is it, ?maybe it is our destiny to be like this, it is also my fault because I cannot hold my emotions and end up like this"

"But you can still talk about all this well, cook because your work problem is not getting married? "

"Let's see, I don't think he wants to be with me anymorehe can get a better girl, and that night he also said he's leaving"

Zahira rubbed her tears back.

"You love her? " ask Nadia.

"Of course, maybe love is not just in the stage of falling in love"

  Nadia chuckles amusedly at Zahira's words, sounding funny according to her because not loving is only in the stage of falling in love, Nadia chuckles at the thought of her.

"I'm sad you're laughing Nad, you're upset!" he said he sounded dirty and dirty.

"Hehe...  Sorry well, I find it funny to hear your words, but relax I'm sure everything is still fixed"

"Stop that. "he said so quietly it was barely audible.

"Nad.. "

"Hmmm.. "

"Don't tell this story to anyone, yes, after recovery I will talk to my father and mother myself so that the events like before don't happen again" Zahira looks moody.

"Yes, I'm sure all this can be fixed" Nadia tried to understand.

"You wait here I want to go there first buy ice cream so your mood is better, I hear ice cream can improve a bad mood"

  Zahira just nodded and let Nadia go buy ice cream.

"My happiness is to see you happy, if you can be happy without me I will also be happy for you, even though your happiness is not with me."

Fachrul Razi el Kaady