The Injured Heart.
part 48's
..."To this day I never intend to force you to do what I want, I just want to follow all you want even though sometimes I disagree, but I always know that you want is my happiness."...
...Fachrul Razi el kaady....
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For five days Razi did not meet with Zahira, even though he called repeatedly Zahira did not receive it, he had sent messages every day but again to reply to Fakhira and sometimes even Nadia. Razi is almost frustrated because of the tradition in pingit that does not allow him and Zahira to meet before the wedding.
Fortunately tonight is the night of study that will be held by their families, and tonight he can see Zahira. tomorrow everyone will be busy because tomorrow he will marry Zahira. Even Razi was impatient to meet Zahira to make Radit shake his head to see his best friend always glance at the clock.
Radit seems to think that when he was married he was not like Razi who was upset because he could not even hear Zahira's voice.
It just so happens that today is Sunday and Radit chose to go to Razi's house because his wife Nadia is taking care of the event for tonight with Fakhira, Muhammad and Amira Zahira's assistant in Malaysia, he just arrived with Zahira's family.
Radit clucked slowly to see Razi's behavior pacing incoherently and always glancing at the clock, Radit until dizzy to see it because Razi was pacing back and forth, Though this is still ten, Radit is still, but for Razi he hopes the night will come because he can't wait to meet Zahira.
"Hufts.... Until when do you want to keep pacing Raz? I'm dizzy to see it! " Radit looked at his best friend.
Razi finally sat down near Radit and let out a heavy sigh.
"I didn't expect I'd be married to Zahira any minute, it's totally beyond my expectations!" he shouted while smiling.
Radit shuddered in horror at Razi's behavior, for him Razi was too excessive.
On one side of Nadia, Fakhira and Amira are preparing for a study for tonight. There were some people who were putting up decorations for tonight, while Zahira he just stared lazily at the three while eating ice cream.
After thinking about the three are indeed almost similar in many, even in fashion, hijab models, even their way of speaking is almost the same, the difference is Amira is more professional when working or even though not working, and not as great as Nadia and Fakhira. while Nadia? it makes no difference whether you work or not.
The Zahira family itself is preparing many things, whether what they discuss, even though all the wedding preparations have been arranged, even ranging from decorations, wedding organizers, makeup artists, catering, and wedding preparations, wedding souvenirs, invited guests and so on are all arranged.
Zahira looked around and saw that everything was neat, even Amira, Fakhira and Nadia were already sitting in front of him sipping orange juice at the table, he daydreams too much until he is unaware that their work is done.
"Hufts... Finally everyone is out!" nadia then smiled.
"Yes, I'm really excited about Zahira's marriage, it feels like it's been a long time in our family no one got married" Fakhira agreed.
"When do you continue your S2 study? I heard from Zahira that your mom has allowed you to go to college in America? " ask Amira.
Fakhira was actually still worried between wanting to go to college again or work following his mother's wishes, but his mother herself had given permission.
"Are you sure you want to go to college? Don't you follow your advice? " asked Zahira staring flatly at Fakhira's face.
"What do you mean, Ra? You're the one who talked to me so well that ngizininin I went to college in America, so you support me so that I go to college, right?" Fakhira looks confused by Zahira's attitude.
"Listen Fah, I don't support you, I'm just saying that something forced is not good, I said like that to make aunty realize not to force everything on her son, he said, I know you want to go to college but aunt forbids you from going to college because you're her son, aunt is worried because the association is so free even if there's your uncle's family, but as a mother, as a mother, aunt of course just wants you to be okay, let alone you are a girl" he explained to Fakhira.
"But my mother gave me permission" he tweeted.
"Listen Fah!, Mamahmu gave permission because my aunt felt my speech had a point, something forced was not good, indeed, and aunt does it because you are happy with your wishes even though the aunt does not like, for your aunt happiness is important, all parents always want to see their children happy Fah" zahira said so flat yet coldly impressed.
Nadia and Amira just quietly do not want to interfere with what the cousin is talking about, Amira so feel guilty because her questions Fakhira and Zahira argue. Fakhira himself seemed nervous because of Zahira's words.
"Listen Fah, every parent only wants the best for his son, once aunty was also like you had the desire to become a painter, but grandma wanted aunty to go to business so that aunt can take care of the company, so that auntie can take care of the company, aunty follows the wishes of the grandmother, although the aunt also dreams and desires but the aunt gave it up for the happiness of the grandmother"
Fakhira was silent as if Zahira's words awakened her from selfishness.
"When you want to study at the medical school aunt does not forbid you even though your aunt wants you to study at the business faculty but because at that time you are very happy aunt did not say anything, he said nothing, I didn't mean to offend you Fah, but it's all true" he said, sounding reminiscent.
"I'm just surprised to you Fah, if you can be happy by making your parents happy, why do you choose to be happy yourself? The happiness you choose is not necessarily the choice of your parents too, not necessarily the happiness of your parents too, does not the happiness of your parents have an important meaning for you? Doesn't aunt's happiness have any significance to you? " ask Zahira slightly raising her voice.
"Muhammad was the same, he had a dream and a wish, Muhammad wanted to be a lawyer, but aunty asked him to go to business school, and he gave up his dreams and his desires because to Muhammad his desires and dreams were no more important than the wishes and dreams of his parents, I instead wanted to compare you with Muhammad, since you are indeed two different people, I do not forbid your wishes or forbid you to dream, but if the people around you are happy with you fulfilling their desires why should you hurt them by choosing your own desires? " and then throw away your face.
Zahira's words are like thousands of needles that pierced the heart of Fakhira, Zahira has just awakened him from his previous mistakes that his parents' wishes he always refused. Unknowingly Fakhira's tears flowed in her eyes, to be honest her heart felt very sick because of Zahira's words.but what Zahira said was true, she herself always chose another path.
Zahira looked at his cousin's pity, honestly he also felt guilty, but he just wanted to make her aware of the mistakes that Fakhira had always considered right. During this time Fakhira chose to argue in many ways with her parents who were always contrary to her wishes.
"I don't mean to make you sad Fah, I just want you to realize that your actions you've been doing all this time are wrong, I know you have your own dreams and desires, but doesn't the happiness of your parents also matter?, sorry if my words are wrong and make you sad" he said looking sorry.
Fakhira looked up at Zahira with teary eyes, it was fitting that her mother sometimes compared herself and Zahira. now she realized because Zahira always prioritized to her two parents and her family, he always did what made his parents happy even though he was unhappy, even when his family kicked him out, Zahira actually left and never met his family except Ali and Fatah. Zahira is indeed a very good woman, she does not have a bad gap in her.
Fakhira immediately hugged Zahira so tightly, feeling proud because Zahira was his cousin, this is the reason why Razi really likes Zahira. in addition to being patient, kind, beautiful, smart and very affectionate with his family, he said, Zahira has a very wise attitude, especially when facing problems, Zahira can always act as if all problems can be overcome.
In the hearts of Nadia and Amira, both are equally amazed by the way Zahira reminds Fakhira, sounding cold, flat and quite sarcastic, but what Zahira says is true.
..."Because every parent wants the best for their child, some children don't necessarily want what makes their parents happy, and that's the reason why some people ignore being happy together. "...
...Zahira Al - Mahyra...
