The Injured Heart.

part 67's

"I was so disappointed that I forgot that you felt much more disappointed in me. "

Fachrul Razi el Kaady's.

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Zahira enjoyed his breakfast so greedy, it felt like he had not eaten the mother's cooking for so long, until finally the two parents came to him, and his parents, and his two younger siblings came all the way from Indonesia to visit him who is still in Malaysia.

If calculated already half a month more Zahira was in Malaysia to solve the problems in his office, and thank God the state of his office has been better even though the loss he experienced is still not resolved, he said, but at least the clients are willing to cooperate again with Zahira's office.

"I'm dreaming because mom is here, so I'm having breakfast again! " cried Zahira smilingly looking at her parents alternately after she finished her breakfast.

Zahira's mother smiled when she saw Zahira smiling, it felt like she had not seen her daughter's smile for a long time. He cleaned all the tableware, assisted by Fahira.

"You are there, what is the state of your womb?, are you still nauseous at midnight? " sanyanya.

"I'm okay mom, I still have nausea, but my appetite has improved, I don't have to worry" Zahira replied so gently.

"What is your office, Ra? " ask his father.

"The existence of the office is better, even though the loss of the natural office has not been overcome, but in God will soon improve, the father of the same mother doain aja yes"

Zahira's father gave a small nod, and just stared at the only Princess.

"Mom, please take Ali with Fatah to the room first, there's something I want to talk to Zahira about "

Zahira's mother nodded and brought her two children to the room, until in the dining room there was Zahira, Fakhira, and her father, Sarah happened to have gone to the office with Amira early in the morning, because Amira wants to ask him to discuss work in the office.

"What's up, huh? " question Zahira looked confused.

Zahira's father looked inside her daughter's face, her eye bags were so obvious that Zahira was sleep deprived, her body was also thinner than before, she was really sad to see Zahira now.

"How are you doing, son? " his question left Zahira puzzled by her father's question.

"He's good, well, you see me right now, isn't he Fah? "

Zahira answered and asked for Fakhira's opinion.

Fakhira just nodded and smiled faintly.

"Dad knows you're doing well, but what about your heart? "

Zahira looked at her father with a small smile, until finally the smile disappeared in place of a sad face.

"Dad must understand without Ira having to explain what Ira feels like Dad, Ira is fine, but Ira's heart is not, but Ira just asks Dad and Mom to always pray'in Ira, Ira, in order for Ira to be strong, and you to remain beside Ira, in shay'ah Allah Ira will be fine well" Zahira assured.

"Father and mother will always pray for you, but do you want to continue like this?, waiting for your husband to hear? "

Zahira just fell silent, she understood where her father was talking.

"Ira knows what Ira means, Ira is still thinking about it well, everything is heavy, Razi went that way when Zahira faced hard days, let alone we were having problems, Ira does not know what to do, Iro can be honest Zahira is tired, waiting for news from him, this has even been over a month and he has no news at all, his whereabouts also no one knows" he said very sad.

"I've told you that he is a cowardly man, he goes away so you don't think about your feelings, he's not sincere with you, he's not sincere with you, the proof is that he left after he found out that you are Al Mahyra!" Fakhira.

"Fah, "reprove Zahira.

Fakhira snorted as Zahira rebuked him.

"Emang really right?, he is not sincere, if he is sincere he will not leave you, in fact he wants Al Mahyra, not Zahira, if he wants Zahira, if he wants Zahira, then he wants Zahira, the truth won't make him go away Ra, because he won't care if you're Al Mahyra or not, because what he wants is Zahira, not someone else! "

  Zahira's heart ached to hear Fakhira's words, Fakhira's words were true, if Razi really wanted to marry himself as Zahira Al Mahyra, of course Razi would not have a problem with him who was actually Al Mahyra.

But the opposite happened, Razi was angry, disappointed, even considered Zahira to play tricks on him and tricked him, and it was very painful for Zahira, he said, because basically Zahira only wants someone who marries himself as Zahira Al Mahyra who has a million pasts and bad memories, not Al Mahyra a famous writer who has a lot of fans and became the idol of everyone.

Zahira rubbed her dripping tears down her cheeks.

"You're right Fah" he told Fakhira.

Zahira and Fakhira's father looked at Zahira.

"Indeed, my words are true, you just do not understand from yesterday, he is not sincere with you, coward again, he can only ignore you, he can only ignore you, he is the one who has played you and cheated you, outrageous! " Fakhira looks furious.

"I think he can do your part, take care of you, and make you smile, but if you know his mouth turns out to be sweet, you better not want him anymore, she's usually hurting you, isn't she?" ask Fakhira's father.

Zahira's father could only grimace softly at Fakhira's sarcastic-sounding words, the girl he already thought was so stubborn.

"Well, you don't talk like that, I'm pregnant with her child"

Again Fakhira snorted when Zahira rebuked him, he did not think because Zahira could be so good.

"I know you're pregnant with her child, and the baby's not wrong, the wrong one is your husband, huh! I want to catch him! " he said grumbling.

"Son, do you still want to keep your marriage? " ask Zahira's father to his daughter, and ignore Fakhira who looks very upset.

"I don't know well, if she has any news maybe all this can be discussed well, let alone I'm pregnant, this baby needs a complete family, she said, but until now mas Razi has no news, Ira can not continue to wait and continue to be in this state, Ira tired" he broke sighing heavily.

  Fakhira and Zahira's father look sad to see the look in Zahira's eyes that look so sad.

"Son, no matter what decision you make, your father will always support you, as long as you are happy and comfortable, even if you eventually part, we will all love your baby and take care of your baby, until he will not feel a lack of Love and affection, the most important thing is that you are happy son, "

"Thank you, but Ira wanted to focus on the office first, while Ira thought about what Ira should do" she said, smiling.

I don't know, at this time Zahira's feelings are mixed, it feels so crowded with complicated problems in her marriage, she is confused how, on the one hand she does not want her baby to lose the figure of her father, but on the other hand Zahira also felt sad because he only realized that Razi did not really want it.

"Now that I realized, that someone's speech sometimes does not always correspond to the actions that people do, sometimes the actions done by someone is much more painful than what the person said. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.