The Injured Heart.

part 68's

"Now that I realized, that someone's speech sometimes does not always correspond to the actions that people do, sometimes the actions done by someone is much more painful than what the person said. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

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In life we must be so patient, we must always be ready with many things, because we do not know when things slam us in an instant, and make us crumble and cry.

Zahira the beautiful girl who repeatedly swallowed disappointment, either from others or from those closest to her. Zahira was so strong to undergo the problems and trials that befell her, but behind it all was tucked sadness and pain in her heart, but she also had to be strong for the sake of her family and the people who were worried about her.

Zahira has returned to Surabaya, two days ago picked up by Nadia and Radit, the problem that befell his office has been quite stable, although not all of them, inevitably he had to give Dana injections to help the loss in his office.

Zahira is currently in his office with Radit, Nadia, Sarah, and Fakhira. Zahira was examining important files, and also discussed presentations Radit would present with other companies.

The condition is good enough, the nausea has begun to decrease during the day, only at night he remains nauseous, but at the age of pregnancy that has entered the age of five months, Zahira actually can not eat fish because of nausea if eating fish, Zahira to feel pale if it is faced with fish.

"Okay, this is all Good Dit, you only have the right budget for this plan" said Zahira while tapping his chin.

"That means the presentation problem is over? " ask Radit.

"Yes, you can sort all this out" Zahira said and took over the file Sarah handed over.

Zahira re-examined the files that still needed to be revised by Sarah.

"Okay, everyone is right, I just signed "break up and signed it.

After all, Sarah returned to her room because she had to work on some plans for the construction. There are Fakhira, Zahira, Nadia and Radit in Zahira's room.

"How are you doing Ra?, since you came home we haven't had a chance to talk at length" asked Nadia glanced at Zahira who was enjoying a fruit salad.

"I'm fine, slowly in shay'ah everything will improve" replied Zahira so briefly.

"Then your relationship with Razi? " tanya Fakhira is so flat.

Suddenly Zahira immediately stopped eating salad, she became not tasteful when she remembered her husband who was out of nowhere.

"Don't talk about him anymore" Zahira said and then re-opened his laptop intending to resume work.

Fakhira snorted at Zahira's attitude.

Zahira was thinking so hard lately, and he was trying to make a decision that would not make him regret, let alone make the people closest to him feel sad and burdened, but he believes his decision will hurt Razi's parents, but he can do nothing to prevent the decision he took.

"Radith... "

"Yes, why Ra? " sahut Radit's.

"Please take care of my divorce papers with Mas Razi, after giving birth I want a divorce"

Degs...

Both Fakhira, Nadia, and Radit were shocked to hear Zahira's words.

Zahira let out a heavy sigh, she closed her laptop again and looked at the three in turn.

"You know, for two months he had no news, he didn't tell me, he didn't ask me, and he didn't think about my feelings, what am I supposed to keep from all this? " ask Zahira at the three.

"I was thinking about maintaining my marriage because I was pregnant, but I realized that all I wanted was a man who loved me as Zahira Al Mahyra, not as Al Mahyra"

"And I had mistaken Razi for the right man for me, in fact he was like a man who loved Al Mahyra, wanted Al Mahyra, even though Al Mahyra was me, myself, but I feel like she doesn't want me to be Zahira who has a lot of painful stories in my life, here I'm actually disappointed and feeling played with, it's really painful"

Zahira's tears just dripped.

"I knew I was wrong, but both Nadia and Fakhira were right, and Razi should have accepted everything about me, but he didn't, and I felt like I was being played with, I really feel disappointed and hurt, it feels like I've been toyed with so many times "

"Bec... " Nadia was unable to say anything when she saw Zahira's tears flowing.

"I knew I was pregnant, but I would try to give all my love to my son so that he would not feel any lack of affection, I would not forbid him from meeting his son, but what he's doing right now isn't right at all, what he's doing is hurting me a lot, and I can't keep going like this, I'm tired of having to fight alone in so many things"

Zahira cried as much as she could because her heart felt very sick considering all the things she had to face.

"I'm just an ordinary woman, a weak woman, I can't keep going like this, my heart isn't that strong, I feel tired, my heart is tight, it's so sore and tight" Zahira pointed at his heart.

Fakhira felt guilty to see Zahira crying like this, it felt like she did not have the heart.

"I also object to this separation, let alone I already love her, but what can I do?, my heart hurts so much, she said, and I don't want to make my baby goofy just because I feel depressed and her thoughts go on"

"I always try to be strong, and try hard to face everything, but I am still a weak man, and I cannot continue like this, my heart aches, I am tired of having to face everything alone, she said, I have a husband, but where is my husband?? " ask Zahira so softly.

"I struggled on my own during my pregnancy, when I grieved she was not there to strengthen me, when I faced problems, she was not there, she did not even think about the feelings of my family, nor me, she said, does he think I can hurt others or play tricks on others' feelings, even though I myself have felt the pain of being played, does he think I can hurt him?? "

Radit felt very sick to see Zahira who he had thought was like his own sister, crying as much as he could.

"What do you think I should survive this marriage?, now I realize that marriage is not just a matter of Love, things are ready, or things want to marry, should be when we want to get married, our intention should be really because of God, not because of anything else" he said seriously.

Zahira rubbed her tears on her cheeks.

"I know my decision will hurt a lot of people, but I don't want to keep feeling hurt, please keep supporting me, stay by my side and strengthen me, remind me that I'm strong for the baby I'm carrying" she just broke up.

Fakhira and Nadia hug Zahira while crying, they try to strengthen Zahira so that Zahira is not sad.

"Please take care of my divorce papers Dit, no matter what happens I am in shay God is ready with all the consequences, later tonight I will go to the house of mamah and papah mas Razi to talk about this"

Radit could not look at Zahira because he could not see Zahira was sad, but he tried to be calm because Zahira needed his support.

"Well Ra, if this is your decision, whatever happens I will still support you and beside you, I am sure of all your decisions Ra" Radit assured.

"Thank You" said Zahira smiling bitterly.

"Sometimes even if we don't want to, we have to do something that we don't want to do, not because we want to, but because of circumstances that force us to do it. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.