The Injured Heart.

part 40's

"Everyone will feel pain, whether it is pain in his body or it is pain in his heart, but try when you feel both, you remember that both of them you feel, both of them, so never hurt someone physically or someone's heart, if you've ever felt it."

Zahira Al Mahyra's

                         ***

  Razi looked closely at the woman lying down, her face was pale, her lips white and her skin warm. Razi immediately went to the hospital when Nadia told him that Zahira had fainted and was rushed to the hospital.

  Razi was very worried because lately they rarely met, and only reported through messages, because lately Zahira is always busy. Razi sometimes wondered what jobs made him so busy, often even he heard that his future wife worked late at night.

"Eungh....."

  Razi was immediately torn from his daydream when he heard the moans from Zahira.

"You're sober? " ask Razi worried.

  Zahira blinked her eyes and looked at her surroundings and it seemed that this was not her room.

"Where am I? "

"You were in the hospital, you passed out and were rushed to the hospital, said your doctor was too exhausted and late to eat, as a result of which you had an ulcer"

  Zahira grimaced softly when she heard that she had fallen unconscious.

"I must have made everyone worried, huh? " sorry.

"Not only worried, but sad, let alone me"

"Why? "

"Fear of our marriage being postponed because you're sick"

  Zahira grunted softly at Razi's words.

Razi looked at Zahira in the face.

"Other times you don't push yourself too much to work, I'm worried about your health, especially lately you've been traveling out of town" Razi warned.

  Zahira became dizzy hearing Razi's chattering.

"Can you be atem Raz?  My head is dizzy when you talk" her murmur.

"Huf....  I'm like this because I'm worried about you, after marriage you don't have to work anymore huh" break up.

  Zahira nodded slowly.

"Can't dong Raz, my office wants me to come?  You yourself work in your papa's office, Radit's office is taken care of, but the authority in the office is still all in my hands.

After all, I told you that I will still work after marriage because I also have an office in Malaysia "he explained and then threw away my face because I was getting upset.

"You don't like it when you cancel our marriage, because we talked about it "

  Razi growled furiously because he could so lightly ask Zahira to cancel their marriage which is only one month away.

"Great son you talk like it's so easy you cancel our marriage! " Razi began to get emotional.

"Raz, before we have talked about this, I will continue to work but only in a certain time, at that time you also do not mind, it is my turn to hurt because you are tired of changing your decision. I'm tired of work because my work piles up, I'm at this point not easy, not easy, I told you that I was still working but just staying but occasionally I would go back and forth abroad, if you mind just saying it, right?" hisses.

  The atmosphere became unreasonable because both of them were arguing and were both emotionally ignited.

"I'm worried about you, you can't really understand my worries, you're too busy with your work until you don't care about your health,"

"I just do my job, if you don't like my job we cancel our marriage, I don't want after we get married we make a fuss just because of my job"

"We don't want to get married!" razi said full of anger and left Zahira.

it turns out that again he failed to marry, again in residence is destiny always toying with him?

  Zahira sobbed, it felt so heavy because her heart was torn back, whether her marriage was completely void or maybe what happened was just a temptation, however Zahira is completely haunted by the shadow in the time he was again blamed by his family.

  Zahira was very sad and hurt, she felt she had always swallowed the bitterness of failure in marriage. she had failed to get married, and now it seemed the same, Zahira hoped this was just a dream.

                           ***

  At night Zahira could not sleep, he really thought about what happened last day, inexplicably he was so ignited emotions and said to just cancel his marriage.

  Zahira's eyes were swollen from crying, her head was getting dizzy from thinking too much about things, she was so afraid that her family would leave her again and blame her again.

Zahira has to go to Razi and talk about everything in a good way, Zahira is already comfortable with Razi she does not want her marriage to be annulled just because of work problems.

  Zahira immediately pulled out the infusion tube from his hand and limped out of his inpatient room, but only a few steps suddenly his head felt very sick and his vision seemed to be twitching, his head was throbbing even more, and at last everything felt dark.

"Zahiraaa....... "

                        ***

  Razi went into his house angry, upset and sad, could-be Zahira so easy to say to cancel his marriage, was it that easy he destroyed his dream to be married to him.

"Damn! " says because of annoyance.

"Why doesn't he understand that I'm worried because he's always busy with his job, just because my dream job is ruined! "

  Razi lowered his head to hold back his tears from dripping, Razi was really hit and hurt by Zahira's words, and unfortunately he and Zahira were just as emotionally stirred up and ended up with the cancellation of their marriage.

   Was Razi so worthless that Zahira said all that easily? and stupidly again he did, and now look at him really sorry if his and Zahira's marriage is completely void.

  Razi felt his heart was so sick, without feeling his tears dripping, but he never cried especially just because of women, he really had started to love Zahira, he said, he can't just let go of her.

  Razi sighs heavily, he should not have to argue with Zahira, let alone his state of being sick and weak. Razi should better understand that Zahira is very busy because he takes care of two offices at once.

  Razi cursed himself for arguing with Zahira, especially Zahira looks really very emotional earlier. he should understand that his work is very much especially Radit and Nadia almost Twenty days on vacation and his work is very much, in addition to work from his office in Malaysia.

  Razi again sighed heavily, he really thought about what had happened between him and Zahira, they were noisy because of the work and ended with the cancellation of their marriage.

Razi was silent thinking about many things, his mind glaring far away. But the voice of his phone broke his daydream.

  Razi frowned confused because Radit called.

"Hello.. "

"What's Dit? "

"Where are you, Raz? "

"Home at home, why? "

"What the hell are you? in living Nadia bentar you have disappeared. Your future wife drop know not?  Nadia found him unconscious in front of her room"

  Razi was silent because he was surprised to hear Zahira drop, Zahira must have dropped because of her quarrel.

"I'm going there now"

  Razi immediately rushed to the hospital, in his heart he regretted having argued with Zahira in the hospital, he was really worried to hear Zahira drop.

"They never know what it's like to be in the shadows by the fear and trauma that someone is feeling, and they never know how much it's like to look normal and look okay. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.