The Injured Heart.

part 69's

"Sometimes even if we don't want to, we have to do something that we don't want to do, not because we want to, but because of circumstances that force us to do it. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

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  Zahira stared at the pus around the room he had once occupied with Razi, everything still vividly remembered in his mind, all of which left memories for Zahira, he said, even Zahira still remembers when they first moved into this house, the two fought each other over Zahira wanting to stay in the upper room, and Razi wanting to stay in the lower room, he said, until finally inevitably Razi relented and obeyed Zahira's request.

But Zahira also did not forget when Razi said that he had deceived Razi and also played with his feelings, even the snapping of Razi still vividly remembered in Zahira's eyes, it feels so painful to be snapped by someone we care about.

Zahira let out a heavy sigh and closed her suitcase and carried her forward, as Nadia had been waiting for her since then.

"Udah all Ra? " asked Nadia when she saw Zahira carrying a suitcase.

"Udah Nad, let's go back" he said, sounding soft.

Nadia nodded and brought Zahira's suitcase, Zahira again locked the house where she lived with Razi, it was hard to leave her house, she was quite comfortable living in this house, she was very comfortable, but what power if indeed his destiny is this way.

Zahira sighed and then went to follow Nadia into the car, Zahira turned to look at her house, slowly but surely, tears dripping down her cheeks.

Throughout the journey Zahira was silent, and Nadia did not want to disturb him, because Nadia believes all this must be very difficult for Zahira.

"We want to go straight home to Ra? " ask Nadia while driving.

"No Nad, we go to papah and mama's house first, I want to talk well with them, however much they love me, I don't want my decision to divorce makes our family relationship even tenuous, I don't want to be like that Nad, because I'm pregnant with her child"

Nadia nodded in understanding then turned her car towards Razi's house. Actually Nadia was very sad because Zahira had to experience all this, especially her condition is currently pregnant.

Nadia glanced at Zahira for a moment, Zahira was silent and just stroked her stomach.

The two reached the house of Razi almost maghrib, both of whom eventually decided to pray Maghrib.

The arrival of the two is enough to make both parents Razi surprised, the article is not usually Zahira come in the afternoon, only Sarah who understands the purpose of Zahira's arrival.

  Nadia, and Zahira are invited to dinner by Razi's parents, there is a feeling of guilt in Zahira's heart because her arrival was welcomed so warmly by Razi's parents, who are also in the family, while his intention came to inform his decision regarding his relationship with Razi.

  After finishing dinner, Razi's parents invite Zahira to speak in the living room, but Nadia chooses to be with Sarah in her room, because she does not want to interfere.

Mamah Razi looks happy to see the arrival of Zahira, how not, he really loves Zahira like his own daughter, let alone Zahira a very good woman.

"Oh yes Ra, did you come here?? " ask Mamah Razi.

Zahira breathed a heavy sigh at Mamah Razi's question, he was afraid that his decision would hurt both of Razi's parents, indeed Zahira did not want all that, but inevitably Zahira had to say the intention of his arrival.

Again Zahira let out a heavy sigh, making the two Rapi parents look astonished.

"Before Zahira apologized as mamah and papah, maybe what Ira will say is something that makes you not like, and maybe you will hate the same Ira"

The two old men looked fixedly at his daughter-in-law.

"So long Ira considers you like Ira's own parents, papah is very good with Ira, even you love Ira like your Princess, not like a daughter-in-law, and Ira is very grateful because Ira has in-laws as good as papah and mama, Ira loves the same papah and mama"

Zahira paused for a while, while both of Razi's parents only wanted to listen to what Zahira was going to say.

"Your friends must know that Razi has been more than two months without news, Ira does not know where he is at this time, Ira, razi also never sent messages or phone Ira, Ira had almost every day tried to contact Razi, but the number was not active, Ira had tried to come to his company and nanyain where he went, he said, but everything seems deadlocked, Ira has asked people to look for him, but until now there has been no sign of his existence, Ira can only pray hopefully wherever Mas Razi is, he's in good shape"

Papah Razi seemed to immediately understand the direction of Zahira's conversation.

"Ira loves Razi, and also Love Razi, Ira never intended to lie to him, or play with the feelings of Razi, because Ira knew how painful it was to play, let alone cheating, Ira never intended to do it at all"

"Ira only wants to marry someone who loves Ira as Zahira Al Mahyra, not because Ira is an Al Mahyra, Razi admired Al Mahyra, surely Ira wants a man who accepts Ira with all of Ira's past and won't dispute anything about Ira, even though Al Mahyra is Ira himself"

"Mas Razi said I made him feel a dilemma because he had to choose Ira or Al Mahyra, if indeed Mas Razi really wanted Ira, he did not need a dilemma, he did not need a dilemma, because all he wants is Zahira, not Al Mahyra, Ira just wants a man who loves Zahira Al Mahyra, not Al Mahyra who is a writer, and now Ira just realized and understood"

  Zahira's eyes began to glaze over.

"Mas Razi wants Al Mahyra not Zahira Al Mahyra, here is actually Ira who was played, Ira who was tricked, but Ira does not want to blame Razi, because maybe Ira's intention to get married is also wrong, and Ira does not want to blame anyone, Ira can understand if Razi was disappointed, but Zahira was more disappointed because she went so without resolving the misunderstanding between us, and she also did not want to hear the explanation from Ira, even she acted like a coward, he said, and it was more painful because Razi didn't tell Ira at all"

Mamah Razi and her husband were surprised to hear Zahira's words, both of them seem to realize that his son had hurt Zahira, for his attitude, and Zahira seemed to realize that Razi wanted Al Mahyra, not her, for him, despite the fact that both of them are one person, but Mamah Razi can understand the actions taken by Zahira.

"Ira apologizes equally mama, and papah, but Ira was tired of waiting for Razi, Ira knew that Ira should not talk this way, but Ira was just a weak woman who could feel tired, Ira, Ira is tired because Ira faces everything alone, Ira is tired of waiting for news from Razi, but until now mas Razi still no news, even his whereabouts also do not know where, but until now, Ira is tired Mah, pah, Ira is tired, Ira is depressed, and Ira does not want to be stressed because thinking about all this and affecting the content of Ira, Ira feels quite faced with everything alone"

Zahira began to cry after telling her at length what she felt to both of Razi's parents.

"Ira could understand if Razi was disappointed, but Ira could not understand the attitude of him who went so far without listening to Ira, Ira was really tired mah, and for that Ira mutusin to divorce! " he said that made both parents Razi very surprised.

"What do you mean Ra?, why are you talking like that?, you can't say divorce! " Egur mamah Razi.

Zahira just stared at the nanar mamah Razi.

"Ira knows Ira shouldn't talk like this, Ira realizes that our marriage is only corn, but does she realize that Razi left Ira, ngebiarin Ira struggled alone to face many things alone, even the Beautiful times that we should have enjoyed to welcome the arrival of our son only mas Razi no mah, Ira really felt tired with everything, Ira suffered mah"

"You know that, but you don't have to get divorced like this Ra, remember you're pregnant, your baby needs a father Ra, please don't make this decision"

"Ira will not forbid Razi to meet his son mah, but Ira can not maintain a marriage that is only fought by one person, Ira can not mah, Ira feels quite suffering mah, Ira, and Ira is tired" he said looking desperate.

Mama Razi's tears flowed seeing the glare of deep sorrow in Zahira's eyes, he could see the glint of hurt, disappointment, and also suffering in Zahira's eyes, he could see the glint of pain in Zahira's eyes, but he objected to the divorce that Zahira wanted because they were newly married, especially Zahira was pregnant.

"You apologize on behalf of Razi, but please do not go, do not divorce Ra, however you have to solve your problems well, not necessarily with the divorce of Ra, Ra, divorce is not good, baby,"

"Ira is sorry, but Ira really can't afford mah, Ira really hurt mah" Zahira said then left because she didn't know what to say to Razi's parents.

Mamah Razi looked so sad, he could understand that Zahira was very hurt, but he really did not want to see a divorce between them, he did not want his granddaughter to be a victim, and losing the affection of his parents, Mamah Razi did not want that to happen.

"Breaking apart is painful and hard, but if separation is a necessity, we can do anything but accept it. "

zahira Al Mahyra's.