
"It should be how angry we are with someone, we should not allow anger to control us. "
Zahira Al Mahyra's.
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Radit enters Zahira's house with a tired face, he does not know what to say to Zahira, he is confused and also sad because of this problem.
Radit entered Zahira's house with slow steps, Radit's eyes immediately caught Zahira's silent face, her face puffy, her nose reddened, and her eyes looked swollen. Radit really could not bear to see Zahira who was just silent with a sad look.
Nadia who saw Radit's arrival immediately hurriedly asked.
"Where is mas? Razi wants to beat you up?" ask Nadia.
Radit stared at Zahira's face, Zahira looked at Radit waiting for Radit's answer. Radit let out a lethargic breath then shook his head.
"He went Ra, he said he wanted to calm down, and it took time"
Zahira immediately closed her eyes, being sad when she heard Razi chose to go to calm down, rather than settle the matter well, Zahira was really disappointed.
"Sorry Ra, I can't help you, I tried to explain everything to Razi, but he didn't want to listen to anyone, let alone horrify my explanation" Radit seemed to feel guilty.
Zahira smiled bitterly and looked at Radit.
"You're not wrong Dit, it's not your fault.you've tried to explain, but he does not want to explain, even he acts like a coward and runs away from problems" zahira said as she wiped her tears.
Radit and Nadia are sad to see Zahira.
"I know I was wrong, but all this time I've been trying to be honest with him, but he himself has always said he doesn't want to talk about it, and now when he knows the truth, it's the truth, it was as if I was the guilty one and he was the victim, His love alone was not enough to accept everything about me, so he left without even hearing a little explanation from me"
Radit and Nadia just quietly listened.
"What Nadia said was true, if she really loved me, she should have been able to accept it, even if I made a mistake, she shouldn't have judged me right away, he should have asked me why, not gone without listening to my explanation, he himself would not listen to me, and he even chose to leave when I was pregnant"
Zahira cried silently while rubbing her stomach, she was really disappointed that Razi left without thinking about her.
Nadia immediately hugged Zahira who looked so heartbreaking.
Suddenly Zahira's phone reads, Radit takes Zahira's phone and sees who's calling, apparently Fakhira.
"Who's Dit? " asked Zahira and looked up at Radit.
"Fakhira Ra" said Radit and handed over Hp Zahira.
Zahira wiped her tears and immediately received a phone call from Fakhira.
"Hello? " greet Zahira with a hoarse voice.
There was a noise from across.
"R.. Ra granny. "Fakhira's voice stammered.
Zahira was immediately worried to hear Fakhira's voice sounding in tears.
"Critical grandmother Ra"
As soon as Zahira fell, Zahira immediately fell silent in surprise. Radit and Nadia were immediately worried to see Zahira who looked surprised.
"What's up, Ra? " ask Nadia.
Suddenly, Zahira cries, causing Radit and Nadia to panic.
"What's the matter Ra?" Nadia asked again.
"Ne.. Nek is critical" Zahira said so slowly.
Zahira looked at Radit.
"Dit, please book a ticket to Malaysia for tonight's flight, I have to get there" Zahira asked Radit to book her a ticket.
"But you're no good Ra, you're pregnant" Radit refused.
"Dit, I'm fine, please book a ticket to Malaysia right now" Zahira pleaded.
Radit could not resist.
"Yes fine" he sounded resigned.
Zahira arrived in Malaysia at four o'clock in the morning, he went to visit Nadia because Radit did not want anything to happen to Zahira, especially when she was pregnant, in addition to her household problems, she said, and now her grandmother is critical.
Zahira had tried to contact Razi last night to ask Razi for permission, but Razi's number was off, and Zahira finally asked Razi's parents for permission, and they allowed it.
From her home Zahira continued to cry because she was worried about her grandmother's condition, even Nadia was very worried because of course Zahira was depressed by the trials that were happening to her, Nadia was worried that all this was affecting her pregnancy.
Arriving in Malaysia Zahira and Nadia went straight to the hospital where her grandmother was treated, and all her relatives were seen in the hospital.
"Auntie "
Aunt Zahira turned to find her bangs look already crying.
"Honey," he said, hugging Zahira.
"Where is grandma tan? " ask Zahira.
"The doctor said the mother's condition was critical and very worrisome"
Zahira cried hearing that.
"You're calm well, mom must be fine"
Zahira nodded slowly.
"Where is your husband? " sanyanya.
Nadia and Zahira looked at each other.
"Mas Razi again works out of town tan, there are projects that he must take care of" Zahira tries to cover up his problems.
"Oh so, you sit down, and don't be sad, aunt sure mom will be fine"
Zahira nodded slowly and sat down next to Fakhira who was seen crying.
Actually Zahira was so dizzy, because he thought of many things, but he had to be strong, especially now Zahira was two-bodied.
Nadia accompanied Zahira in the hospital until noon, during the day the condition of Zahira's grandmother was increasingly critical, everyone was crying because of her condition that did not improve and was even more concerning. until finally this afternoon when the condition of Zahira's grandmother was getting worse, Zahira's grandmother wanted to meet with Zahira.
Zahira is accompanied by Fakhira into the ICU room where her grandmother is being treated. Zahira looks sad when she sees her grandmother's body lying weak, Zahira really feels very sad.
"Za.hira.
"Yes Grandma, this is Zahira" said Zahira clutching her grandmother's hand tightly.
"Su...Where is your husband? "
Zahira swallowed her saliva just like that when she heard her grandmother's question. Zahira doesn't even know where Razi is now, since last night his number couldn't be reached.
"Suami Zahira was outside the city of Grandma, mas Razi send greetings to grandma, he apologized for not being able to look at grandma"
"I.i.e., not pa.. What's.. "
"Grandmother recovered quickly" said Zahira kissing her grandmother's hand.
"Ra.., you're fine with your husband" the message was echoed by Zahira.
"Grandmother also quickly recovered yes, sorry Zahira klo Zahira much wrong"
Grandma Zahira nodded slowly while smiling at Zahira and Fakhira.
"Well, you must obey your parents, you who get along with Muhammad"
Fakhira nodded while holding back her tears, because she could not bear to see her grandmother's condition.
The old woman breathed a sigh of relief even though her breathing was irregular, for a while she smiled at Fakhira and Zahira but next her lips seemed to be saying something until finally, she said something, the eyes were closed and made Fakhira and Zahira panic and scream calling the doctor.
"Grandmother.., grandma woke up. " cried Zahira while crying.
"Well, call the doctor! " screams.
Moments later the doctor came and checked on Zahira's grandmother, but the doctor said she was dead, leaving Zahira in shock and unconsciousness.
"Sometimes one is so easy to blame others that one sometimes forgets that one is just a human being, who could have done wrong and mischief. "
Zahira Al Mahyra's.