The Injured Heart.

part 70's

"Breaking apart is painful and hard, but if separation is a necessity, we can do anything but accept it. "

zahira Al Mahyra's.

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  A man walked so slowly while dragging his suitcase, the man looked so handsome, the light blue suit was attached so snugly to his body, the sunglasses that perched sweetly on his nose, the more he made her look so handsome, to the point that some of the beautiful girls who were at the airport were looking at her with adoring gazes, that man was Razi.

Behind him a man steps after Razi, the man is Zain, he goes with Razi because Razi offers himself to work at his company, and Zain immediately agrees because his family is in Malang, and he worked so far, precisely in Kalimantan.

Both of them are currently at the airport of Samarinda pinang river.Razi has been in samarinda for several months without anyone's knowledge.

Razi sat in silence after being on the plane, his thoughts were very chaotic, he was worried and also anxious about his marriage to Zahira, he said, he was very sorry because at that time he left without listening to Zahira's explanation, even he took so long to be able to understand everything.

Razi was really worried thinking about Zahira, somehow feeling, he left Zahira for so long that it was two months, he thought too much until he forgot his duty as a husband, he said, he forgets his promise to make Zahira happy, he doesn't even think about Zahira's feelings, nor his parents, whether Zahira's parents think about him.

Razi was really afraid that if his marriage fell apart just because of this action, he could not imagine how Zahira felt, surely his wife was very sad, disappointed, and also hurt, he said, moreover, during these two months he did not inform Zahira or his family, he did not know what Zahira had faced during his departure.

"Raz." said Zain as he watched Razi daydream.

"What are you thinking about?, daydreaming all the time? "

"Especially if it's not thinking about my wife, I'm afraid she's disappointed with me, because I've been missing her for two months"

"Your own fault, emotional clo do not want to terrorize anyone, so this is the case, you should not just play away even though you are disappointed, however you have to hear someone's explanation, right, you can't judge someone else's mistakes without listening to someone's explanation "

Razi breathed a heavy breath.

"I knew I was wrong, but I was very angry and in shock, and I couldn't control my feelings, and finally after my parents' house, I went without seeing my wife, and while I wasn't here to tell him anything, I felt like I couldn't talk to him, let alone look at him after what I did Zain, I actually felt really guilty" razi looked desperate.

"Have a prayer, may all be well, and your marriage continue as it should"

Razi nodded softly at Zain's words, though he was honestly not sure.

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Zahira sat quietly while staring at the sky at night, occasionally he sighed heavily while rubbing his stomach that had begun to be seen, he said, unfortunately the happiness that he and Razi should feel to welcome the presence of their children, just destroyed by misunderstanding, Razi did not even know that he was carrying their baby.

Now Zahira had to strengthen her heart after thinking long and decided to divorce. somehow life always tested her, only a few moments Zahira recovered from her old wounds, and married Razi, who was a child, but only a few months married, precisely his marriage with Razi in the throes of trouble.

Razi left when he found out that Zahira was Al Mahyra, after which his grandmother died, a few weeks later the project he was working on collapsed, and now he has to go back to swallow the bitterness of a separation.

Zahira's tears couldn't be contained anymore, her tears dripping down her cheeks, indicating that she was crying.

She never thought she would face a life like this, let alone a situation where something she never wanted happened, a divorce even when she was pregnant.

Zahira rubbed his stomach slowly, he felt sorry for the baby he was carrying, but he was quite grateful because in this difficult time his baby was present to strengthen.

"Sorry mommy well baby, you have to feel all this before you are even born, but mamah promise will try to make you happy and will not feel any lack" he explained.

Not feeling Zahira's stomach looks moving to make Zahira quite surprised by the response of her baby, she just realized that the gestational age is five months old, and it's natural if the baby moves in it.

"You hear what mamah said?, mamah your love, you are good there, mamah can not wait to see you are born into this world" said Zahira while smiling a little.

"Honey.... "

Zahira looked up when she heard her mother's voice.

"What's wrong mom? " ask Zahira.

Both of Zahira's parents asked Zahira to sit down, coincidentally they were on the balcony of his house.

For a moment his parents stared at the figure that became the backbone of his family.

"Razi's parents called last night, and told us about your decision"

Zahira smiled faintly at her mother's words.

"You are sure of your decision, dear?, do you not want to try to wait for your husband Ra, maybe he came home? " ask her mother very carefully.

Zahira only sighed deeply, then looked at her father.

"Did you mind the same decision Ira? "

His father shook slowly.

"Dad is sure you've thought things through, and I'm also sure of your decision, I just want you to be happy"

Zahira was a little relieved to hear her father's reply.

"Ira decided to split up not because she left me, but Zahira realized that actually Razi wanted Al Mahyra, not Zahira Al Mahyra, and Ira was disappointed, ma'am, Ira feels that Razi did not wholeheartedly marry Ira "

"Mother knows Ra, but Al Mahyra and Zahira Al Mahyra are one dear person, you"

"What I'm saying is true, but Ira just wants someone who accepts Ira as Zahira Al Mahyra with all her past, not because Ira Al Mahyra is a famous writer, he said, and Ira did not see that in the eyes of Razi Bu, and maybe Ira's intention when he wanted to get married was not really mom, eating all this happened" he said so bitterly.

Zahira's mother tried to understand Zahira's feelings, she could understand the disappointment she felt.

"Ira also feels hard to make this decision ma'am, but what's the point of maintaining a marriage where only one person maintains it, Ira also thinks of this many times ma'am, ma'am, Ira also thought about the baby in the womb Ira bu, but Ira felt tired of fighting alone mom, Ira could not continue to hold the tightness in Ira's heart, Ira, Ira has always been a wounded heart ma'am, Ira always swallowed bitter in disappointment, not the fault of Razi or anyone, but maybe because of Ira's own fault"

Zahira rubbed her stomach so slowly with teary eyes.

"Ira doesn't ask anything from mom or dad, Ira just asks mom and dad to support Ira, and stay beside Ira no matter what happens, Ira just wants you to keep strengthening Ira, Ira, stay there for Ira"

Zahira's mother nodded in understanding, then hugged Zahira so tightly.

"Mom will still support you dear, we will always be with you son, you don't be sad yes, I'm sure you are strong dear"

Zahira nodded slowly in her mother's arms, wasn't her life so complicated that she had to swallow disappointment again. She still hasn't thought of the media's opinion if they know Zahira will be separated after she gives birth.

Zahira tried to be strong and reassured his heart, because he realized the disappointment he felt also because of his mistakes, his mistake of trusting someone too much.

"I never thought that life would help me in an instant to make this piece of heart again feel the pain and pain."

Zahira Al Mahyra's.