The Injured Heart.

part 56's

..."Give me a reason that I never think bad about you, because all this time you always look perfect in my eyes. And now I see something that makes me realize that your reasons are not enough for me. "...

...Razi el Kaady....

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The sky was late and Zahira was at home, smiling happily because the doctor said she was really pregnant and she was three months pregnant.

Zahira is not even aware that she is pregnant, because she feels no change in herself, only sometimes likes to feel nauseous.

Zahira walked slowly, but she was surprised that the door of her house was open, did Razi come home?. But not usually Razi came home so soon, usually Razi came home at five o'clock, and now it is still four o'clock, but Zahira immediately entered his house and immediately closed the door.

"Assalamualaikum mas" he said and sat beside Razi while kissing Razi's hand.

"Greetings waalaikum"

Razi looked fixed on Zahira's face, to be honest he was really disappointed because Zahira was not honest with him, he felt that Zahira did not want to open to him, he said, that's why Zahira didn't say that she was Al Mahyra, a person she admired.

Razi sighed heavily because all this time what he thought turned out to be true. What is written in each novel is indeed the heart of Zahira. It is fitting that Zahira has always been busy, even Razi was disappointed because Nadia and Maybe Radit hid this truth from him, it is appropriate that they always divert the conversation when Razi asked for help to meet Al Mahyra, who was none other than Zahira.

Razi feels at play because they did not say all this to him, Razi did not even know that the Al Mahyra he admired was Zahira who had always been nearby. Now Razi understood why Radit used to say that Al Mahyra was near, apparently because Radit knew that Al Mahyra was Zahira.

Razi was really disappointed because even now Zahira was still hiding it. Razi felt that Zahira did not believe in him, therefore Zahira did not say.

"Tumben you came home quickly mas? " ask Zahira because it's not usual for Razi to come home early.

Razi smiled faintly and then threw away his face.

"I was deliberately waiting for you" Razi replied.

"Wait me? " beo Zahira asked.

Razi nodded in confirming.

"Is there anything you want to talk to me about? " ask Zahira.

Zahira felt something strange with Razi, not like his usual look sad, and cold.

Razi let out a heavy sigh and handed over the file he saw earlier in the day in the drawer.

"This." said Razi thrusting the file in his hand.

Zahira picked it up and opened it, suddenly her heart was racing as she looked at the contents. This is a repayment letter for her novel, which was brought by Nadia this afternoon.

Now that his fear had occurred, Razi now knew that he was Al Mahyra, deserving of a different look on his face. Honestly, Zahira was really worried, she did not expect that Razi would find out the truth so soon.

Razi looked at Zahira who was only speechless.

"Why Ra? " ask Razi looked so disappointed.

"Why are you hiding all this from me Ra? whyyy??? " he asked a little to raise his voice.

"Why aren't you honest with me? why are you hiding something this big from me?"

Zahira could clearly see the disappointment on Razi's face.

"You hid all this from me even after we got married you still hid this from me why Ra? why don't you open up with me? "

  Zahira immediately cried at Razi's question, he really did not intend to hide all this from Razi, he was just looking for the right time.

"You, Nadia and Radit have the heart to hide all this from me, it is fitting that you always avoid when I discuss Al Mahyra, which turns out to be you, he said, and you hid this truth from me your own husband Ra! "

  Razi stood up and rubbed his face so rudely, the moment Razi was really disappointed, he felt deceived.

"I have always felt Al Mahyra was you, but you always denied it, I understand because at that time we were not married.But now we are married Ra, Ra, why aren't you honest with me? why are you hiding something this big from me? " snarled.

"I'm sorry. "it's so slow.

Razi looked at Zahira's pus crying as he pleased.

"I'm sorry you said? " Razi stared in disbelief at Zahira.

"I feel like I'm playing Ra, I feel like I'm being tricked, don't you believe me, and that's why you're hiding this from me? " ask Razi with a disappointed look.

Zahira nodded quickly.

"I don't mean it that way, I've tried to talk about this with you but you always say you don't want to talk about it" he said so slowly.

"But you should be talking about this all the same as me Ra, don't you think about my feelings Ra? why did you keep this whole thing hidden after we got married?" Razi looked so frustrated.

"You know, I had a dilemma between choosing you or Al Mahyra, because I think you're two different people, I consider you two women who have unique personalities, she said, but who knows that Al Mahyra is you!" razi looked so disappointed.

"you tricked me and toyed with my feelings Ra, I disappointed Ra! "

"Hiks... Hix... Hix... I have no intention of deceiving you " said Zahira sobbing.

"But all this time you know that I was just amazed at Al Mahyra, I even tried to ask Nadia for help in order to meet Al Mahyra, but she did not want to" he said in a statement.

"I feel disappointed with you Ra, I'm disappointed that you hid all this from me, even after we got married you still hid all this from me Ra,"

  Zahira just cried listening, because Razi kept saying many things.

"I can be clear. "before Zahira continues his words, Razi first cuts off Zahira's words.

"Enough Ra! I don't want to hear anything Ra, I'm disappointed in you! " he said and left in front of Zahira.

"Let's wait, I can clear all this" Zahira shouted trying to chase after Razi, but Razi had already left in his car.

"Hiks... Hix... Hix... I don't mean to cheat let alone play you" said Zahira so softly.

Zahira went inside her house crying as she pleased, Razi did not even want to hear her explanation.

"God, let alone this ordeal, I know I'm wrong, but what's the importance of it all if he really loves me"

Zahira stared at her stomach, but Zahira had planned to surprise Razi and tell Razi that she was pregnant. But what he planned was inversely proportional to his plan.

Zahira hugged both knees so tightly, she was really feeling sad. Suddenly the sound of her phone ringing, Zahira immediately picked it up and saw Nadia's name.

"Hallo's? "

"Ha.. Hello Nad" replied Zahira with sobs that still did not stop.

"Where?, Razi was surprised you didn't tell him you were pregnant? "

Zahira instead cried at the question from Nadia, and from across Nadia became worried.

"Ra, what's wrong with you? why are you crying? " he was worried.

Zahira cries and tells her what happened between her and Razi. Across from Nadia, she looks surprised when she hears Zahira's story, she does not expect that Razi will find out who Al Mahyra is in this way.

"You are calm there, yes, I go there now let Radit mas later try to talk to Razi, now you calm down first, I immediately go there"

The phone connection was cut off, and Zahira could only cry. Zahira rubbed her stomach, it should be a happy day for her and Razi, because she was pregnant

"What is the importance of who we are and where we are from, is Love not enough to be the reason for a relationship and still accept me without any reason?"

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

hello guy's, in the next part of the reading room, please prepare a tissue, because some will drain the feeling, and also emotional. 😁