The Injured Heart.
part 75's
"I just want to live my life in peace, can't you just let me calm down without thinking about a lot of things?"
Zahira Al Mahyra's.
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Zahira was stunned when she realized she had been in the hospital musholla long enough, her face was even still attached to her body.
"Astagfirullah, everyone must be looking for me, I must leave immediately" he said, then immediately opened his door and left the musholla.
On one side in Razi's room, his parents were scolding Razi even though he was ill.
"Are you satisfied now? " ask her papa looking intently at her son.
Razi only fell silent because he knew what his mistake was.
"Are you satisfied now to hurt your wife?, are you satisfied to have made your wife cry? "
"Well, can you run away from your household problems, you have no news for two months, do you not think about our feelings, or your wife? "
"Who was ashamed of Zahira's parents, his father, until he entered the hospital because he saw his son always crying, which parent wants to see his daughter crying and suffering? "
Papah Razi rubbed his face violently, not knowing what to say to his son.
"When you want to marry Zahira, her parents believe so much in you, they believe you will make her happy, they believe that you can take care of Zahira and will never make her cry and suffer, she said, but just a few months into marriage, you've hurt her and made her cry and suffer, you even left her when she needed her husband, what kind of husband are you Raz? "
Razi was only speechless given the suffering Zahira felt during the time she left him, Zahira was so hurt by it that Zahira decided she wanted a divorce.
"Mafin Razi pah, Razi knew Razi was wrong" he regretted, looking down.
"I'm sorry? " he looks like he doesn't like.
"You think by saying sorry everything's okay? Do you think an apology is enough to cover up all your mistakes?, do you think an apology is that easy as Raz? " ask mama.
Mamah Razi looked up at his son.
"It takes a strong heart to forgive someone Raz, with you apologizing does not mean everything is fine, even according to your apology is useless, Zahira has chosen to divorce, Zahira has chosen to, mama supported his decision "
Razi looked at his mama who looked earnest.
"Well, could Razi ever divorce Zahira? " ask Razi looking sad.
"Mama just wants to see Zahira happy, if she's happy with the divorce from you, you support that, rather than her sad, suffering and hurting with you!" the answer is so cynical.
"Razi knew Razi was wrong, but Razi didn't want Razi to have Zahira divorced, she was pregnant with my son, and Razi didn't want us to get divorced, Razi couldn't live without Zahira"
His mother rolled her eyes lazily.
"You can't live without Zahira, but you can leave Zahira and have no news at all!" insinuations.
Razi was struck by his mama's remarks, his mama even supported Zahira to divorce from him.
"Razi knew Razi was wrong, Razi knew what Razi was doing was wrong, and hurt everyone, but Razi never wanted a divorce between us, Razi loves Zahira, Razi loves Zahira, not because he is Al Mahyra, but because he is Zahira, Zahira who used to always be indifferent to Razi" he said in a statement.
"Zahira is Razi mah's first love, Razi has never been this loving as someone, even though Razi knows Razi is wrong, but Razi wants to fix everything, Razi wants to maintain Razi's household, Razi wants to keep Razi's, moreover, Zahira is pregnant with my daughter mah, Razi can not be ngebiarin Razi's child has a separate family"
Mamah and Papah Razi stared at his lowered son holding back his tears, knowing that his son was being hit, but both kept letting Razi be beaten so he realized his mistake.
Zahira who had been outside listening to Razi and his parents' conversation, could only be silent holding the tightness in her heart.
Zahira became worried and confused, what Razi and his mother said was right, the baby needed a complete family.
With a heavy breath Zahira opened the door of Razi's room room carrying food in his hands. He went to the cafeteria to buy breakfast, because he was going to the office after this.
"Assalamualaikum mah, pah" he said trying to calm down.
"Greetings dear, where are you from? " ask mamah Razi so gently.
The atmosphere in the room was suddenly uncomfortable, the atmosphere became quiet, until everything was just silent with their own food, even after everything was done, Zahira immediately rushed to leave because she had to go to the office because there were meetings with other companies.
When Zahira was saying goodbye to Razi's parents, Nadia suddenly called.
"After a while, Ira picked up a phone from Nadia, I think this is important" he said, who was embraced by Mamah Razi.
"What's wrong, Nad? " ask Zahira.
"........"
Deg.......
As soon as Zahira fell and Zahira's body fell to the floor, making Razi and Razi's parents immediately anxious, Mamah Razi then approached Zahira.
"What's the matter, baby?, what's going on? " ask mamah Razi so worried.
Suddenly Zahira tears, I don't know what happened.
Razi looked at Zahira who was sobbing, I don't know what made Zahira cry.
"What's the matter, baby, why are you crying?" ask mama Razi again.
With tears still dripping down Zahira looked at Mamah Razi.
"You can see the TV" he said, sounding weak.
Papah Razi immediately took the remote
TV and bring it to life.
There was news that was preaching him who would soon be separated, even some media already know the identity of Zahira, Zahira, but what makes Zahira cry is the bad news that Zahira can not be a good wife so her husband died.
Razi stared in disbelief that his domestic problems were heard in the media, and Zahira's image became bad because of untrue news.
Zahira seemed to cry bitterly because of the bad news, it hurt so much because the media could conclude that she could not be a good wife, what is his mistake so that problems come and go in his life.
"Hiks.... Hix.... Hix..... "
Zahira hugged both knees, she felt very hurt because of the news about her, what was her fault if she wanted to part because Razi did not want her. What is his fault if Razi himself leaves Zahira.
Razi who saw Zahira's body tremble violently because of crying, he also intended to calm her, this was all his fault. All this happened because of him.
Razi slowly walked up to Zahira with an infusion hose still attached to his hand, but only a few steps Zahira had shouted.
"Stop you there Raz! " he shouted with eyes so sharp but glazed.
Both of Razi's parents looked surprised to see Zahira shouting at Razi, they had never seen Zahira's attitude like this.
"You have no right to approach me, you have absolutely no right to me, or this child, all this happened because of you! " said Zahira with tears.
"What was my mistake? " His fist is so fragile.
"What's my fault with you?, I just dreamt of having a simple husband, accepting everything about me, and my past, I think it's all on you, Raz, but it's real..... " Zahira looked disappointed. "You don't want me, you don't sincerely marry me, you don't even want to hear my explanation when you know that Al Mahyra is me, you're going to leave me pregnant"
Mamah Razi looked very sad to hear Zahira's words.
"You made me feel Raz's wounds again, you made this heart again feel disappointed Raz, and it hurt, it hurt so much"
Razi looked very sad to see the look of disappointment in Zahira's eyes, surely his wife was very hurt.
"I'm sorry Ra" Razi said with a feeling of guilt.
"Sometimes someone overvalues us, until when we make a mistake, they see only one mistake we make, and forgets every good we do. "
Zahira Al Mahyra's.
