The Injured Heart.

part 66's

"In fact marriage is not as simple as we think, basically living it is more difficult than we imagine. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

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In a city so far away, a man was sitting staring at the laptop in front of him, his eyes could not be separated from the writing he was currently reading, occasionally frowning in confusion.

The man is Razi, being in the Kalimantan area, he is taking care of work that he needs to see it directly himself.

"What does this Zahira post mean??, little angel?? " tell it to yourself.

"Hey Raz! "

Razi turned his head when he found his best friend Zain approaching him with a cup of coffee for him.

"Thank you" he said, sipping the coffee Zain gave him.

Zain nodded slowly, and looked at Razi who only read Zahira's post on his personal Instagram called Al Mahyra official.

"What's concerned? " ask Zain curious and see what makes his best friend to not take his gaze away from the laptop.

"Wah Al Mahyra, the famous author!" zain was so amazed.

Razi nodded in response.

"It's a pity that he's married, try it yet, I want acquaintance" he chirped making Razi look not like.

"How do you think Al Mahyra is? " ask Razi asking Zain's opinion.

For a moment Zain seemed to think.

"She's that I think Raz's amazing" she replied in awe.

"meaning? "

"I think Al Mahyra is amazing, I'm sure he must have flaws too, but every time I hear his interview, I feel like he's so great, after falling and being hurt he could rise and become a great writer, and according to the news I heard he was also a teacher, had a business, and somehow, not to mention, people have to learn from him how to move on from the past, the proof of Al Mahyra's figure proves that the woman is strong, can even be better, she is a great woman"

Razi nodded in confirming.

"Whoever husband I'm sure that man is a very lucky man to have a wife like him, I don't know what he looks like, but I don't think that seems to me to be that important, because the most important thing is what he is"

"What is Zain? " ask Razi not understanding.

"I don't know for sure Raz's face, but I think she's a beautiful woman, only according to her description, Al Mahyra doesn't show her true self because she just wants everyone to accept her for who she is, she likes him for no reason because she is beautiful, rich or because of the author, but because it is her, not someone else, so anything about her, both past and present, is true, people accept him because he's Al Mahyra, not for a reason"

"And if he made a mistake how? " ask Razi.

Zain smiled at Razi's question.

"He's Raz's ordinary man, not a perfect man, you don't read what's sincere in his post?" Zain asked back.

"He was just an ordinary human being who did not escape from mistakes and also khilaf, but in his life he never intended to hurt anyone, because he knew what it was like to be hurt, that's what was unique from him Raz, he understands the concept of life, does not hurt others, because he knows that being hurt is painful, if he is wrong, it is because he is indeed an ordinary human being, we can't ask him or anyone to be perfect, and be free from mistakes"

"But he's not being honest with me Zain" Razi said at last.

"meaning? " Zain doesn't seem to understand.

"Al Mahyra is my wife" he explained.

Zain's eyes were perfectly rounded and stared in disbelief at Razi.

"Seriously??? " he asked still in disbelief.

Razi took his phone and showed a picture of his wedding with Zahira, as well as a picture of Nadia with Razi.

"Well, congratulations Raz, that lucky guy turned out to be you!"

Zain smiled and patted Razi on the shoulder.

"I'm not lucky Zain"

"you mean? "

"But why are you even here anyway?, it's been a month more, do not pity what is with your wife? " ask Zain then.

"He didn't tell me that he was actually Al Mahyra, and when I found out I was really disappointed, I felt like I was being played around and tricked by Zain" she replied.

"Can't you?? "

"Yes because he was not honest with me Zain, he should have been honest with me, I even had a dilemma between choosing him or Al Mahyra who were actually both one person, he said, I was disappointed and felt deceived"

"In what trick does Raz mean?, he's playing you in what way? "

"He wasn't honest with himself Al Mahyra, I was amazed at the wrong people Zain, Zahira and Al Mahyra were the same people, not different people, she made me have to choose between the two, I felt like I was playing Zain, she should have been open to me, I was her husband, but she wasn't being honest with me, Zain, I don't think he believes in me" he said.

"Didn't his dishonesty hurt you or your family? " ask Zain.

Razi shook his head quickly.

"Then where's the problem, Raz? " ask Zain not understanding.

"He wasn't being honest with me, I felt he didn't believe in me, it should be husband and wife, neither he nor I hid anything between us, Zain, but he hid something this big from me, and I'm really disappointed Zain" he broke.

Zain just shook his head slowly to see the attitude of Razi who he thought was less mature.

"Listen Raz, I don't know why your wife hid all that from you, but I wanted to ask, do you love her? " ask Zain looking at Razi.

"Yes, I love him"

"If you love her then why are you taking issue with all this Raz?, all this time she's been doing her part as your wife well, and not harming you or your family, either, then where's the mistake until you say he's playing with your feelings, and deceiving you? "

"Because he was not honest that he was Al Mahyra Zain, he even made me feel a dilemma because I was confused to choose him or Al Mahyra, even though both of them were one person "

Zain shook his head at Razi's stubborn attitude and did not want to understand.

"Raz, if you were in his position what would you do? Are you also going to be honest with her?, she is just a Zahira who wants to marry a man who accepts her for who she is, not because she is a famous writer by the name of Al Mahyra?, if you choose Al Mahyra of course she won't want to marry you Raz"

"What do you mean to say that?, you mean I married him because he was Al Mahyra so it was not because of such good intentions? " tanya Razi seemed to hold back emotions because he did not like the words of Zain.

Zain laughed lightly at the angry looking Razi.

"Raz, if you marry him because he is Zahira, not Al Mahyra, why when you know that your wife is Al Mahyra you are disappointed, feeling played and deceived, where is her fault?, if your intention is to marry her, you must accept everything about her included in this,"

Zain tried to make Razi understand.

"Your wife is just a girl who wants a husband figure who accepts her for who she is, she only wants someone who marries her because she is Zahira Al Mahyra, not because she is Al Mahyra, rich or whatever he is, suppose you feel disappointed because from the beginning he did not say your wife's clo Al Mahyra, instead you are mistaken Raz, Raz, maybe your wife thinks that you don't really love her, and accepts her for who she is"

Razi immediately became aware of Zain's words.

"It is precisely here that your wife who feels disappointed Raz, she is the one who was actually tricked by you, she might think that you actually want Al Mahyra, not Zahira, he said, I know for you it doesn't matter because Zahira is Zahira Al Mahyra, but try to think of her feelings, she must feel that you don't sincerely love her and accept her, you do not accept everything about him and think he is lying to you and playing with your feelings, when seeing your attitude is actually you who are playing tricks on him and your deceit, he said, this attitude of yours shows that you want an Al Mahyra, not a Zahira" he explained at length to Razi.

"I know that being open to each other in a relationship is important, and maybe your wife also needs time to tell you this, or you just don't want to listen to her, but in this case I don't think your wife is wrong, if I'm in her position I'll definitely do the same thing as what your wife did"

  Razi was silent to Zain's explanation, Zain's words had a point, during this time Zahira often spoke about Al Mahyra, but he was the one who did not want to listen.

"I don't think that far as Zain" Razi was visibly riled up after listening to Zain's explanation.

"He's been hurt by Raz, he's been through a lot of suffering and hardship, and that definitely makes him very careful in choosing a partner, marrying you was definitely a hard choice because she needed time to think things through, moreover she knew you were a big admirer of Al Mahyra, even though that person was herself, she said, but all he wants is someone who accepts himself as Zahira, not Al Mahyra, he must have thought hard about marrying you"

"I forgot to think about all that Zain, I forgot he had been hurt, I was too disappointed at that time and very angry" Razi said so slowly.

"Think carefully, think with your heart, do not be angry and disappointed you took the wrong action and finally you are sorry, and one more, do not think too long, he said, you think over time, it's too late! " Zain patted Razi on the shoulder and left because he believed his friend needed time alone to think.

Razi looks not calm after hearing Zain's words, he was haunted by guilt, especially he had not informed Zahira for a month more, because he felt disappointed. But now he is the one who is worried and anxious.

"I was so disappointed that I forgot that you felt much more disappointed in me. "

Fachrul Razi el Kaady's.

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