The Injured Heart.
part 42's
"My happiness is to see you happy, if you can be happy without me, I will also be happy for you, even though your happiness is not with me. "
Fachrul Razi el Kaady
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Zahira stared at the scenery of the garden in his house, the garden of his house is beautiful, and filled with various types of flowers, and ornamental trees.
Zahira was only silent, two days ago she was able to go home, and now she was calming down in the garden of her home. occasionally Zahira rubbed her tears which for some reason lately often dripped just like that.
Zahira let out a heavy sigh when a hand held her shoulder, she thought Nadia.
"You know Nad, I always felt like I was swallowing the bitter spit of my life, was I that bad that it felt like everything I held was always out of my hands, and now it's the same" he said he sounded clean without seeing who he was talking to.
"I struggled so much to be like this, but it ended up happening this way again, "
Zahira breathed a heavy sigh.
"I was actually afraid to talk to my father, but I hope this time my family does not misunderstand me as before and ended up having to part with my parents again, I hope they understand this time"
Zahira stared at the sky.
"Please prepare a ticket for me, after recovering enough I want to go to Malaysia, stay there for one month, count the holidays as well as calm down, maybe I need refreshing, I need refreshing, I want to visit my mother's grave,"
Zahira furrowed her eyebrows because Nadia did not speak and fell silent.
"What are you doing Nad? Yesterday's turn I cried you laughed! " Zahira grumbled without turning to see who he was talking to.
Zahira does not suspect in the least that the person holding his shoulder is not Nadia, but the man who has seized his mind Razi.
"At a time like this I miss my mother a lot, I don't lack the affection of a mother, but I hear a mother can be a good friend to tell a story, and I also wish I could sleep on my mama's lap at a time like this, my heart is not okay, it's hurting and I need her hug, even though Ratna's mother is very kind to me, but I miss my mom"
Zahira smiled thinly not even looking like a smiling person.
"You didn't talk, you got it...."
Zahira was speechless when she turned her head and it turned out that the person she thought Nadia was not Nadia.
"Yes... Mu. "he said stammeringly.
Zahira looks nervous and looks unsettled, especially he chatted at length and the person who listened to him is not Nadia.
Zahira tried to be calm and not look nervous because honestly he was really nervous and suddenly anxious.
"Well, are you here? " ask Zahira and throw away her face.
Razi was silent for a moment and stared in Zahira, it had been almost a week he had not seen the girl he had missed, the last time he saw the moment Zahira dropped after a fight with him, it had been almost a week, after that he never met Zahira in because he had a job outside the city and he did not want to worsen their relationship and chose not to contact her.
Both of them were silent for quite a while, both of them were equally reluctant to talk to each other, both of them were just as silent as they felt awkward.
Zahira took a heavy breath and then looked at Razi at a glance.
"Well, are you here? " ask Zahira.
Razi fell silent and looked at Zahira, walking and crouching in front of Zahira.
"Don't you miss me? " his question made Zahira look confused.
Understand that Zahira looks confused Razi also stands and sits next to Zahira.
"I'm sorry" he said, sounding slow.
"I'm sorry about that time, I shouldn't argue and end up with emotions, I should have discussed it well and we ended up making a fuss"
Zahira smiled faintly and just stared at the flower before her.
"Well that's okay, it's not entirely your fault, I'm also wrong, and just forgive each other, after all everything is destiny "said so flat.
"We're better, right? "
"Is it any better? "
"Well we're better, we're getting married in one month"
Zahira shook her head slowly while looking at Razi.
"We may not fit Raz, maybe you can find a better woman, who is not as busy as I am and can take care of herself, let's just say I'm not good for you, and you're not good for me, maybe this is the way, we're just friends" Zahira said meaningfully.
Razi did not seem to like what Zahira said.
"You don't think so dong, just because of the cooking job yes you made our marriage so, we can talk well without having to cancel our marriage"
"Before we've talked about this, but finally what happened you know yourself, I don't want when we get married we fuss again because of my work, I really don't want it that way," emphatically.
Zahira just sighed heavily.
"I just want to be with someone who won't leave me under any circumstances, and yesterday you left me that way, never looked at me in the hospital " he looked down because his eyes were already glazed.
"Huf.... I'm out of town, I have a job there, I don't look at you, I just came home, I didn't know you because we were marahan, not me leaving you" Razi tried to explain.
"Setep I don't like, you should try to persuade"
Razi chuckles amusedly at Zahira who looks sulky, and wants to be persuaded.
"Gini, baby, we forget about this problem and we get married, don't bother anymore, I'm not wrong so we're better?"
Zahira looked at the man before her with teary eyes and nodded.
And Razi smiled with relief, almost he broke off his marriage and lost Zahira.
"Don't you miss me? " ask Razi later.
"You're trying to seduce me, aren't you? "
"No, I just nanya, if you don't want to answer yes already, come on in I'm hungry I rush here and do not eat breakfast"
Zahira snorted cynically.
"You're ruining the mood, come on!" invite him who is smiling back.
***
Zahira stared lazily at the files in front of him, Radit had just come with some files that needed to be signed by Zahira.
Zahira looked at Nadia, Radit and Razi alternately, what the hell are they staring at Zahira who is reading the file he will sign.
"Huf... You guys why the hell? Have you seen me mulu? " tanyanya was confused.
The three chuckled at Zahira's question, the three of them were quite relieved that Zahira was already better and her flat nature had already appeared slowly.
"What is Sidoarjo's project? " ask Zahira and sign the file in her hand.
"The middle of the month seems to have been completed, ready to live" Radit said and took the file that had been signed by Zahira.
"There again? "
"There's no Ra, I'm going back to the office" he said.
Zahira nodded in understanding.
"I came back first Ra, I also want to join Radit mas to my office all want to check your work" said Nadia.
Zahira nodded, and Radit and Nadia returned to the office.
Zahira and Razi were sitting on the sofa.
"Mr.... "
Zahira turned to look at her youngest sister who looked pale. Zahira approached her youngest sister and carried her to Razi.
"Why hmm??" her tan was gentle and put her sister on her lap.
"Sleeping" he said slowly.
Zahira smiled and patted her sister slowly to sleep.
"Why didn't he go to Ra's school? " ask Razi looking at Zahira who looks to love his sister.
"He was sick, whether he ate anything suddenly he mules and lemes, eating him is not school" he replied.
Razi nodded in understanding and just looked at Zahira who put her sister to sleep so softly, she saw her motherly aura, even though her sister was ten years old.
Some time both of them were silent for quite a while, Fatah had fallen asleep in Zahira's lap. Razi smiled to see it.
"You don't work Raz? " ask Zahira.
"You are not very sensitive to the same prospective husband, I miss you to eat it I came straight here and forgot breakfast, imagine some days I did not meet you, I did not meet you, in addition I left when we again quarreled "his rambles.
"Yes, yes I know, don't keep talking." he concluded.
Razi gave a small smile looking at Zahira who was grumbling.
"The relationship will end just like that if selfishness surrounds it, try to give in to each other and forget each other's egos, so your relationship will be good enough because selfishness is not in the middle of your relationship. "
Fachrul Razi el - kaady.
