The Injured Heart.

part 77's

"My mistake may be huge, but can't you forgive me and give me a chance to correct it? "

Fachrul Razi El - kaady.

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"Razi agreed to separate me Nad!" said Zahira and inexplicably her tears suddenly flowed.

  Nadia was quite surprised to hear that Razi had agreed to separate, because from yesterday Razi insisted on maintaining his household with Zahira, and now suddenly he agreed?, and now suddenly he agreed?, Although confused and surprised but Nadia actually felt astonished because at this time Zahira actually cried and looked sad.

"Means Good Ra, finally your desire for divorce will happen soon" he said in response to Zahira's remarks.

"What made him agree to separate from you?, according to the story I heard from Fakhira he said he strongly rejected the divorce you were asking for? " ask Nadia.

Zahira did not answer and instead cried while rubbing her stomach to make Nadia confused.

"You why cry Ra? You should be cool and relieved that finally your wish to part with Razi will happen!"exclamation Nadia.

"I don't know why Nad, but I'm sad because he agreed, especially at the hospital he looked disappointed with me" he said.

"What happened in the hospital anyway, why should you be sad and cry all the time?, instead of parting is your wish? You are desperate to separate" Nadia furrowed her brows.

"I don't know why Nad, I don't know myself, I'm sad because he agreed to separate, let alone ask me, what's in my heart is not the slightest bit of love for him"

"Keep answering what? "

"I didn't answer Nad! "

Nadia sighed softly hearing Zahira's story.

"You're in love with Razi? " tanya Nadia looked at Zahira who was wiping her tears.

"I don't know Nad"

"Why don't you know?, as long as you're married what you've rasain Ra, you've been married for a few months, living together, living together, even sharing a bed, you've been married, does all that mean nothing to you Ra?, do you not understand anything? "

"aa.. I don't know Nad" said Zahira, looking doubtful.

"Why don't you love him, why are you sad and crying just because he agreed to separate from you?, isn't this separation you who want?, you yourself who want to separate, you who want to separate, and you're the only one who wants to separate, then now that Razi has agreed to separate, why are you sad and crying? " asked Nadia looking confused.

Zahira did not answer and just fell silent, a flash of memory about the moment of his friendship with Razi flashed through his mind. How does Razi treat her, trying to understand her, always trying to succumb to her wishes, even the man never forced his wishes on Zahira, Razi always fulfilled all his desires even Razi so indulged her.

As long as they stay with Razi always makes him feel comfortable, even as he insists on staying in Razi's upper room assuring him even if the man doesn't like it, even Razi always succumbed in many ways to make Zahira feel loved and appreciated.

"Razi is a good man Ra, well I know that he was wrong for going away with you when you needed him again, I was disappointed and angry with him, too, moreover, you are pregnant, but don't you think the decision to part is too big just because of his mistake?" ask Nadia.

"I don't intend to interfere in your household affairs, but I don't think getting divorced is the best thing, in fact Ra you're pregnant with her child, she's probably wrong, but as long as you're married she never hurt you, she respected you, she valued you, loved you, and loved you equally, she said, he didn't even ask about Al Mahyra because he believed in his choice of you Ra!"

"I knew he was wrong Ra, very wrong, but me, you and Radit were also wrong because hiding this truth from him, I just realized that his words were real, that in that relationship there must be honesty so that there is no misunderstanding, after all he does not dispute about you who are a writer, he does not care about that, if he loves you as Al Mahyra, he loves you, she must have not accepted you from the very beginning, you were married,"

"But she's proof of accepting you Ra and never wanted to know anything about Al Mahyra since she decided to marry you, she loves you and loves you Ra, proof that you are pregnant with her child today, fruit of your love"

Nadia tries to make Zahira understand and explain many things, however she does not want Zahira to divorce Razi.

"Tell me do you love Razi? " ask Nadia looking at Zahira.

"I don't know Nad" replied Zahira looking puzzled.

"Don't close your eyes just because of one mistake Razi made, until you forget the thousand good things he did, think carefully before deciding everything, you need to be istikharah first, you need to think carefully, I don't want you to regret it later because you made the wrong decision "he said.

Zahira nodded slowly then looked at Nadia.

"Do you think he really loves me, Nad? " ask Zahira.

"For your question, you certainly know the answer, because all this time you feel, you who live with him, as long as you are with him what do you feel? "

Zahira seemed to think for a moment.

"He's good Nad, he cares about me a lot, he always appreciates me, respects me, even always succumbs to me, I feel appreciated"

Nadia gave a small smile hearing Zahira's words that sounded so sincere.

"What makes you doubt your feelings Ra?  You used to say you loved Razi, so what made you lose your love?, did Love disappear so easily and quickly? "

Zahira just kept quiet not responding to Nadia's question.

"You used to say that Love and like are different, then what you feel all this time to Razi what is Ra?  Love, love, or like?  Can't love be lost just because of one mistake Razi made? "

For a while the two were silent until finally Zahira could only sigh heavily and then look at her stomach that looks starting to enlarge.

"I don't understand my feelings for Nad, I'm confused and also doubtful about my feelings for Razi, who I knew when he agreed to separate from me, I felt very sad, I felt very sad, either because I'm afraid of losing her, or maybe because I'm pregnant and so sensitive "

"Hufts....  What Razi did was wrong, Ra, but you mean I we were wrong because we didn't tell him from the beginning about you, well even though the way he left you was very wrong, but maybe it's true Ra said Razi, there is a difficult signal and he again there is an important job, besides you said before you fought he had said he wanted to go out of town because of work business right? "

Zahira nodded in confirming.

"Well, before you decide to really part, convince yourself first, if you love Razi, give him a chance to fix everything, forgive each other because you are wrong too, he said, give your marriage one chance, for your son's sake, let alone he loves you so much"

"When you are sure that you want to separate from him, at least you parted well, jangn decided the friendship between you, especially you have children, at least you have children, you can start a new life if you really want to separate, and Razi can also start a new life, or maybe he will get married and find another wife" Nadia said so slowly.

Zahira's eyes glared sharply when she heard Nadia discussing Razi going to find a wife again.

"You don't do that, Nad dong, he's still my husband, we haven't split yet, and you want to find him a wife again, what are you! " said Zahira looking annoyed.

He did not accept if Razi married again, he did not want to.

"You jealous? " asked Nadia with a big smile.

"Considered?? " sahut Zahira looks upset.

Nadia laughed softly at Zahira's sour-looking expression.

"Jealous sign of Love Ra" his god.

"It's none of your business! " said Zahira so ketus and just left to make Nadia smile.

Nadia feels she has hope to see Zahira and Razi's marriage intact.

"Often in a marriage it has a test, but we also have to think clearly in response to household problems. "

Nadia Safira's.