The Injured Heart.

part 73's

"Sometimes the departure of a person is much more painful than the departure of the person himself. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

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  Razi was silent after his eyes clashed with Zahira's eyes, he tried to calm himself and walked closer to Zahira, but only a few steps Zahira had stopped him.

"Stop there! " zahira shouted to the surprise of Razi and Fahira.

Razi looked at Zahira as if asking why.

"You have absolutely no right to approach me anymore, and please leave my house! "

Razi shook his head at Zahira's words.

"Ra, I'm still your husband "

"His husband?? " asked Zahira looking at Razi. "Am I wrong with Raz?? " ask Zahira smiling bitterly.

Razi looked sad when Zahira had not called him "Mas".

"Yes Ra, I'm your husband" Razi said, staring at his wife.

"What kind of husband do you mean?" Zahira looks bitter. "what husband did his wife leave for two months?, or a cowardly husband who went away so when she had a problem?, or what was the case?,  or a husband who leaves his pregnant wife? tell me Raz, which husband do you mean? " ask Zahira.

Razi's heart was so broken hearing Zahira's question that it seemed to be mentioning his mistake.

"Ra, I know I was wrong, I know I shouldn't have gone, I should have heard your explanation at the time, but I was very disappointed when I found out the truth"

Zahira laughed blandly at Razi, disappointed?.

"Loved?? " Zahira stared in disbelief at Razi. "You're disappointed just because you know that I'm Al Mahyra, and what about me Raz?, what about how I feel when you're not there when I'm grieving? What about the feeling of me having to struggle alone and going through my tough days alone?, what about the way I feel when I have to go through my pregnancy alone, with no husband beside me?, and no one else?, how do I feel when I see my husband go away for two months, with no word, when he finds out that his wife is his idol?" asked Zahira with overflowing emotions.

"You even think I'm a fraud, you also say that I'm playing you, when you're the one who's playing me Raz, you never want me, you really wanted Al Mahyra, not Zahira!"

Zahira's tears could not be weaved anymore, her tears flowing profusely on her cheeks, she looked so bitter and crushed.

While Razi was silent to his wife's emotions, he could understand how hurt Zahira was.

"I am indeed Al Mahyra, but I only want a husband who accepts me as Zahira Al Mahyra with all his past, his ugliness, and also his every shortcoming, not Al Mahyra who is a famous novelist with millions of fans" he said on the sidelines of his cries.

"When you left me, I thought you only needed a minute, but in fact you were gone for so long, you even took two months to understand everything, and you didn't even notice me at all, either phone, chat or text, until I realized that you actually wanted Al Mahyra, not Zahira Raz!"

Razi shook his head quickly.

"No Ra, I really love you, not because you are Al Mhyra, but because you are Ra, not someone else" Razi tried to make Zahira understand.

"What kind of love do you mean Raz?, if you really love and love me, you will never question the truth about me Raz, you should demand an explanation from me, don't go and act like a cowardly man who runs away when he has a problem!"

"Then what about my disappointment Raz?, you don't think about the feelings of me, my parents, or your parents, you don't even know me once, you don't even think about me once, you don't think about the relationship you've had, you drown and disappear, then now appear suddenly and you ask for a chance from me! "

Zahira could not hold back all the junk he had been keeping in his heart.

"Either before marriage or after marriage I always ask you never to leave me no matter what, but the truth is..... " Zahira was unable to continue her words as she felt tightness in her chest.

Razi looked at the girl in front of him, he looked so fragile and also very disappointed, even the body of the girl who was none other than his wife was so thin, his body even shook with his cries.

"Ra, I know I'm wrong, I know I'm the dumbest guy because I hurt you, but I didn't know you because there was no signal, it was hard to call you, or my parents, I didn't mean to leave you"

"I'm tired of Raz, I'm tired of taking everything by myself, I just want to be calm with the baby in my womb, I just want us to separate after this baby is born" the breakup looks so bitter.

"Ra, I don't want to separate from you, until whenever I'm never going to divorce you, I'm going to keep defending our household, I want us to raise our son together Ra, Ra, I won't let that happen! " Razi nodded in disapproval.

"I'm tired, I'm tired Raz, I can't keep living with the feeling of being depressed all the time, I really don't want to have a marriage where my husband doesn't want me"

Razi seemed frustrated to see Zahira who was still tight with his decision.

"Ra, please don't do this, I know I'm wrong, I'm sorry, I really love you, I love you as Zahira who used to always be so indifferent to me, not because you are Al Mahyra, I beg you not to be like this, the divorce is very dislike of Ra, and I would not want to separate from you, if not for me, he said, at least don't let our son be a victim of Ra, he needs a complete family of Ra" he said.

"I don't want to beat you Raz, this is my fate, it's my destiny to have to experience all this, I just want to calm down, I know God doesn't like the name divorce, I know God does not like it, but I feel unable to maintain our household, I will not now you meet with your child, at this time you only need to leave my house right now! " entered back.

"Ra, please don't do this, love me the chance to fix everything Ra" please.

Fakhira who had just been silent and watching could only snort to see Razi pleading with Zahira.

"Ra, I beg you not to be like this, I really love you, what during our marriage have I ever compared you to Al Mahyra?, have I ever discussed Al Mahyra in front of you? " asked Razi with tears.

Zahira was silent at Razi's question, her husband's face was pale.

"I was once in a dilemma when I wanted to marry you, I was confused to have to choose you or Al Mahyra, but I realized Ra, I was just amazed by him, she said, but just as you I'm actually in love with you, you're even the first person to make me feel in love and feel interested in having a woman Ra"

Zahira looked at Razi in disbelief when she heard his words, does that mean Zahira is Razi's first love?.

"You are the first person I love Ra, I may not be a good man to you, I hurt you, but I have never been attracted to any woman other than you, I just want you Ra! " it's so weak.

Suddenly, the man's body collapses in front of Zahira.

Brukh....

Zahira and fakhira were immediately shocked when he saw Razi's body faint, Zahira immediately shouted to the driver, he had to immediately take Razi to the hospital because Razi's face looked pale, and his skin felt warm.

"I'm not going to hold you by my side, I just want you to know that I really love you without you because I love you because it's you, not someone else."

Fachrul Razi El Kaady