The Injured Heart.

part 65's

"I feel tired in many ways, not only tired from work, but I'm also tired of how I feel. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

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Al Mahyras.

Thanksmeme it...

Thank you to everyone who chose to stay with me, to stay with me, and to stay by my side without taking issue with all my mistakes, my flaws, my kindness, my ugliness, my misfortune, or any kind of mistake I made...

Thank you to everyone around me, who continues to support me, strengthens me, and keeps paying attention to me,

Even though you know I'm full of puzzles, and hide things without telling me what the reason behind it is,

Yet you choose not to ask what the reason is, and choose to remain by my side without taking issue with everything...

Thank you for choosing to understand me and all my reasons,

I'm just an ordinary person who can do wrong and khilaf, because I'm not a perfect person..

But in life I never meant to hurt anyone, because I knew how much pain it hurt..

But at any time, if I accidentally hurt someone, or hurt someone accidentally, please forgive me because I am just an ordinary person who does not escape from mistakes...

Dear allah...

Thank you for bringing good people around me, and for never leaving me alone in the face of the weight of your trials..

Thank you for presenting the figure of a little angel in my life, which is my biggest reason, so that I am strong in facing the tortuous test of my life...

Dear you...

Someone who has been the reason for my happiness..,

Wherever you are, I always pray that you will always be okay,

So that you are always healthy,

So that you are always happy, you,

So that you always remain in His protection..

I pray every time I give to Him..

Hopefully, hopefully, and hopefully you will always be happy wherever you are, always happy, even if you stay with me or not..

But I will not care, I will still pray for you, even if you are not part of my happiness, or my life, I will always pray for your good, and also your happiness..

Hope, and may you always be happy....

Zahira wiped her tears after posting a photo on her Instagram page. There was a feeling of tightness that he always held in him, it felt so very painful, even often he complained because of the feeling of tightness in his heart.

If only anyone understood what he was feeling right now, Zahira really felt really tired because he lived his days with a feeling of tightness at all times, Zahira felt like a woman in her husband's house, it was very painful. Zahira really felt tired because she had to live her days with pain in her heart.

Zahira covered her face with both hands, she cried bitterly in her room and tried not to make a sound because she did not want Sarah, Fahira or Muhammad to hear herself cry, she did not want to make them worry.

At this time the clock on the wall showed at half-twelfth night, but Zahira was still not asleep, because she felt nauseous and could not sleep, and finally she decided to open her instagram page.

Since he was in Malaysia, Zahira has been in Malaysia for half a month, and he has been through a lot here. Zahira was even kicked out by the families of workers who died as a result of a collapsed building project that his company was working on, a few days ago some employees also protested about salary problems, not to mention that he had to compensate the losses of the companies that cooperated in the collapsed development project.

All that makes Zahira very tired, not to mention her pregnancy which is enough to make her often tired, especially often she is nauseous, but Zahira is grateful because the baby in her birth makes her a booster for Zahira.

Zahira was silent for a while and tried to ease his cries, Zahira was very tired with what he felt, it had been a month, but Razi had not even heard, making himself anxious and also sad.

"Ra, "

Zahira immediately wiped her tears when she heard the sound of Fakhira walking towards her.

"Why haven't you slept? " ask Zahira pretending to smile.

Fakhira shook her head slowly to see Zahira smilingly covering up her sadness, so she approached Zahira and sat down beside her.

"How can I sleep?, every night I hear you nauseous, and every time I see you in the middle of the night, every time I hear your sobbing" she said.

"This situation must be very painful and very difficult huh? " ask Fakhira without looking at Zahira who looks silent.

Seeing no word from Zahira, Fakhira just sighed heavily and looked at Zahira.

"I know you're trying hard Ra, I know you're just pretending to try to look okay, and I also know you must be feeling claustrophobic"

Fakhira looked at Zahira's hand that looked thin, then grasped it.

"When you're tired, and you're not feeling strong with all this, you just need to stop Ra, you don't have to try to pretend to be strong and keep all this, you don't have to, you don't have to try to hold back on all this, you don't have to keep this marriage"

Zahira seemed to not understand, even though Fakhira's words touched her feelings.

"You mean? " Zahira doesn't seem to understand.

"What kind of husband left his wife for a month?, no more news, do you not realize if your husband left you over a month??? " Fakhira looks upset.

Zahira was not even aware that Razi had been gone for a month, and there was no news from Razi. Suddenly Zahira realized that her pregnancy was also four months old.

"Aren't you aware that the man you married is such a coward?, he can get away from the problems you are facing, let alone you are pregnant like this! " Fakhira looks inexhaustible.

"She didn't know I was pregnant Fah" Zahira said.

Fakhira was no longer surprised to hear the words of Zahira.

"You know not what he is doing is not real at all, he left you when you have problems, do not tell news, do not call or just ask your situation, he left you, even when Grandma died she wasn't next to you Ra"

At once Zahira's heart again felt tight, and it was also painful to remember the tough days that he passed without Razi.

"What good is all that Ra?, are you sure you still want to maintain your marriage?, until now he still has no news, he left without thinking about your feelings, your parents, you know, your family, or his parents, he left because of his anger and did not think about the relationship he had made, he did not think about his promise when he wanted to marry you, he promised to make you happy, he promised, but actually..."

"he only hurts you, makes you suffer, and makes you sad"

Fakhira clucked in memory of everything.

"I know you're pregnant, but what's the point of maintaining a one-sided relationship like this, while she just doesn't think about how you feel, she doesn't care how your parents think, you don't have to have a marriage like this! " strictly speaking.

Zahira was silent at Fakhira's words, trying to think about many things.

"I'm tired Fah"

Fakhira turned to hear Zahira's words that sounded so heartbreaking.

"I'm tired of facing so many things alone, I'm tired of pretending to be strong, I'm tired of holding back the tightness here" Zahira pointed to her heart that felt so torturing.

"I've been through a lot all this time, I've done it all by myself, and until now God has strengthened me, but to be honest I'm really tired, really tired, really tired, I just want to live my life in peace, not this complicated, where when someone sees my flaws, or my mistakes, someone leaves"

Zahira's tears slowly flowed.

"I just want someone who loves me for who I am, no matter who I am, or my past, even if I have a secret, or something I can't express, someone just needs to understand that I might have a hard time telling a story, because not everyone is relieved by telling a story"

"I.. I just want to calm down, I've been feeling quite restrained by a lot of things, right now I'm really tired, I know I shouldn't be like this, but I'm tired, it feels like I want to go and live a simple life with my baby, I. I am very tired" Zahira said stammering on the sidelines of her cries.

Fakhira looked at the pity of her cousin.

"Do you want a divorce? " ask Fakhira.

Hearing the word divorce, Zahira's heart felt very sick, her marriage was only a corn, but it had been a month Razi left and without any news, even he did not know now where Razi was.

"I don't know Fah, I'm pregnant, my baby needs a father, let alone my marriage is still a corn, divorce feels like something very heavy and difficult for me to do"

Fakhira is trying to understand what Zahira feels, Zahira must be depressed with his current situation.

"Later klo you feel tired, you just need to say Ra" said Fakhira hugging Fakhira.

"In fact marriage is not as simple as we think, basically living it is more difficult than we imagine. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

where did Mas Razi go...

wait in the next pary yes, in shayah mas Raxinya I appearedin😂😂