The Injured Heart.

part 61's

"Dear heart...

Forgive me for repeatedly hurting you with uncertainties. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

***

Zahira entered the room where her father was treated with a very guilty look.Just yesterday after his mother advised him, his mother asked Zahira to come home and rest because of Zahira's condition is still sad.

Last night Zahira pondered over everything that had happened to her, Zahira felt very sad, disappointed, and also lost, but what her mother said was right, he cannot continue to dissolve in sadness until he forgets to take care of himself.

Now that she is no longer alone, there is a baby that she must take care of now, although honestly it feels so heavy to go through her pregnancy without Razi, but Zahira must be strong for the sake of the child she is born with.

Zahira must be able to get through his days without Razi, although in fact Zahira is worried because until now Razi has no news, but Zahira can not do much, Razi himself decided to leave. Zahira is quite concerned about the baby in her birth, as Razi does not yet know about her pregnancy, which she and Razi should welcome the presence of their baby, and it turns out that trouble is coming.

Last night Nadia stayed at her house and accompanied Zahira, while Radit was in the hospital to look after his father. Zahira felt very grateful because both of them were always with her difficulties, even Nadia was very concerned about Zahira's pregnancy, starting from food and milk for her to drink.

"Assalamualaikum yah" said Zahira then looked at his father lying down but when he saw Zahira, he immediately smiled.

"Waalaikum salam" he replied.

  Zahira smiled and sat down next to her father.

"How's dad doing? " ask Zahira.

"Dad is better, better when you see you like this" he said so gently.

"Sorry Zahira well, because thinking about Zahira, dad got sick and had to go to the hospital"

Zahira's face felt guilty. Zahira's father asks Zahira to help him sit down.

"Rho? "

"Why yeah? "

"Dad knows you are sad, you are disappointed with your husband, and you feel the loss of your grandmother, I understand what you feel, especially when you are pregnant, she said, the times your husband should be watching you,"

Zahira simply fell silent and chose to listen.

"Father used to be very sad when your mother left, especially when you still needed your father's love, but I tried hard because I had you"

"Dad knows all this is not easy for you, but no matter what happens, father and mother will always be with you, father will always support you, and we will always be there for you, I know the sadness you feel, but don't get too late in the sadness until you forget to take care of yourself"

Zahira's father clasped his two daughters' hands tightly.

"Dad believes you are strong enough to solve all the problems you face, and no matter what happens later, father and mother will always be with you, you must be patient, you must be patient, because this may be a form of God's love for you, God's food is testing you, because God knows you must be strong"

"Dad knows you're wrong, but what you're doing isn't entirely your fault, so don't feel too guilty, I'm sure this matter will be resolved, the most important thing is that you should always pray and remember God"

Zahira smiled at her father's words that made her feel better.

"Dad you know Ira never meant to hurt anyone? Cheating, let alone playing with someone's feelings? "

Zahira's father nodded at his daughter's question.

"Ira knew what it was like to be hurt, or toyed with, and Zahira never intended to hurt others, nor to play with others' feelings, before we got married Ira was trying to be honest and tell the truth, but she said she didn't want to talk about it and didn't want to know about any of it"

Zahira did not feel tears flowing because she remembered the problem with Razi.

"And now he's wrong me well, even he acts like a coward and runs away from our problems well" Zahira said so bitterly.

"No, you've tried to tell him, but everything has to happen, so it's not your fault, you don't cry"

Zahira immediately wiped her tears.

"Zahira just doesn't understand well, why in the world people are always good at blaming, without wanting to hear the truth first, without wanting to hear the truth first, people are sometimes too selfish and so good at looking at a problem from their own point of view without trying to see the other person's point of view"

"People can do that, but we can't, we must also think about other people's feelings, others can make mistakes, but we must not just judge others' mistakes, we must listen to their reasons, because sometimes behind every mistake people make, I believe they must also have a reason, whether good or bad reasons, we must not judge them"

Zahira nodded in understanding.

"Would you still support Zahira if Zahira makes a decision that you might not like? " ask Zahira.

Zahira's father stared fixedly at the face of the only Princess, while Zahira waited for an answer from her father.

"Look, whatever happens, whatever your decision, whether you like it or not with your actions or your decisions, you will always support you, because I believe you have thought everything well, although I may not like everything you do, I believe in you, Ra,"

Zahira smiled after hearing the answer from her father.

"Dad doesn't know in the future what you're going to be like Ra, but no matter what happens you have to be strong for your child's sake, no matter what happens dad will always be with you and support your every decision"

"Yeah, thank you, Zahira doesn't know when Razi will come home, but whatever happens Zahira will face him, Ira is sure that Zahira can get through everything well, Ira also believes God must give the best way to the problem of Ira the same mas Razi"

Zahira's father smiled, as Zahira poured into his father's arms.

"Thank you, thank you for reminding Ira, and for understanding Ira"

"You don't have to apologize, it's a father's job to remind his daughter, and encourage her"

Zahira let go of his embrace and sat back down.

"Dad have lunch? " ask Zahira.

"Yes, before you came here, I ate, you came here alone? "

"No, Ira came with Nadia, but she still went to the cafeteria to eat" he said"

"You're lucky to have friends as good as Nadia and Radit, they're always with you and always supporting you son, "

"Yes well, Ira was very grateful because God gave Ira their best friend, from the past until now they were always with Ira, and never left Ira, so Ira trusted the office with Radit"

"Son Radit is kind, polite, and always attentive to you, as well as his wife, he cares about you a lot, and also loves you a lot"

"That's why Ira thinks Radit is already in Ira's own brother, and Nadia Ira already thinks like her own brother, they love Ira so sincerely, never minded any situation Ira, Ira, or the mistakes Ira made, they stayed with Ira no matter what, because Ira never hesitated to love something with them, because they were very sincere with Ira, Ira, they're always there for Ira"

"Dad agrees with your words, in this day and age it is very difficult to get friends like the two of them, let alone they really understand your situation"

Zahira's father nodded in confirming.

"Where's end? " ask Zahira's father.

"She came home with mom, Ira had told her to come home, pity as soon as she was here "

"Yes right" said Zahira's father.

The two talked long enough, until Zahira finally asked her father to rest.

"We can't just judge the mistakes of others, because we don't know what really happened. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.