The Injured Heart.

part 46's

..."Wrong for you, not necessarily wrong for others. "...

...Zahira Al - Mahyra....

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  Zahira looked at Razi who was silent after Andri's departure, Zahira became confused because Razi was silent.

"Raz's? " Zahira waved his hand in front of Razi but Razi seemed to have no response.

"Razzzzz" his screech slightly raised his voice.

  Razi gasped when he heard Zahira's screech.

"Why?? " sanyanya.

"Ckckck.... You are even daydreaming, what would you eat? " the question looks bad.

"May deh"

  Zahira gave a cold snort and ordered food for them to eat.

A little while later they had finished eating and Zahira decided to go home by taxi online because Razi had to go back to the office.

   Arriving at the house Zahira immediately sat in the living room of his house, he fell silent because there were many things he thought.

Zahira still does not expect today between himself and Andri is finished and he can live his life without having to fear the shadows of the past present again.

Although his heart was relieved, but he felt a deep longing for his Mom, it felt like he really needed the mother's embrace to calm down all the heavy thoughts that had befallen him.

  After almost two years of holding on to grief, now that happiness is waiting for him, he knows what is waiting for him is not just happiness, but he will go through many things.

  Zahira will start a new page with Razi and that does not mean his journey is over, instead he will pass many more tests that may be heavier than what he has passed yesterday, he must prepare his heart so that his heart is strong if at any time he has a severe test waiting for him.

  Zahira let out a heavy sigh at the thought of everything, so that she did not feel her tears coming out, there were many things waiting for her even maybe a problem was waiting for her, and she really needed her mama figure to calm her down.

  Zahira lowered her head in tears as she cried whenever she imagined what she had been through for two more years, to be honest in his heart there was fear of leaving but his heart tried to remind him that he should be able to step without fear.

"Hiks... Hix... Hix... " Zahira sobbed slowly.

  Zahira hugged her own body that seemed to tremble from crying, her heart feeling happy and sad simultaneously, he really did not understand why his heart was so tight considering that he could not even hug his mother.

"Darling? "

  Zahira turned to see who called his name, Zahira eyes glazed at his father and his mother, Zahira immediately rushed to embrace his mother and father.

  Both Zahira's mother and father stroked Zahira gently to calm her down.

"You why Ra?  Why are you sad and crying hmmm? " ask Zahira's mother so gently.

  Zahira just fell silent and hugged her parents.

"Listen baby, whatever happens everything has to happen, everything happens of her will, I know there's a lot of things you're thinking about, but you have to know baby, we're all with you, you have to be able to move forward and you have to be able to be sure of yourself "

  Zahira looked up at the faces of her parents, her mother smiled and wiped Zahira's tears.

"Don't be sad let alone cry, soon this mother's daughter will get married, so you must be happy, can't be sad, we are all with you dear" he said and kissed Zahira's forehead.

"Thank you ma'am, " said Zahira feeling calmer.

"Now that you're showering up, your face is so ugly and your eyes are swollen from crying" Zahira's mother tried to tease Zahira.

"Bukk." said Zahira.

  Both of Zahira's parents chuckled at Zahira who was sulking.

"Yes Zahira went up "he said and walked to his room.

                             ***

  Zahira put a mouthful of rice in her mouth, and she and her family are having dinner. There are many foods that his mother prepared and made his cousin the chatty girl so fussy because there is a lot of food, who else if not Fakhira.

  Both Zahira and Muhammad rolled their eyes lazily to see Fakhira eating all kinds of food that his mother prepared.

"Maa alah alah aunty, the food is delicious, looks like Fakhira wants to stay here!" the pekik enjoyed his dinner.

"Well, you don't have to chat at length, you've cake people never eat! " Muhammad grumbled.

  Zahira's grandmother just shook her head looking at her granddaughter's behavior.

The state of silence returned without a sound until everyone finished eating and relaxing in the living room.

"What kind of husband is your husband like, Ra? " ask her Grandma.

"People are handsome, kind, friendly and polite" replied Fakhira quickly before Zahira had time to answer.

"really? " her grandmother tried to make sure.

"Of course, Grandma, Razi is absolutely perfect for Zahira"

  Zahira looked at her cousin.

  Everyone stared at a man who came with a smile on his lips.

"I'm sorry to interrupt, I just met Muhammad in front and he told me to go straight in" he explained the man who was none other than Razi.

"Who is he? " ask grandma Zahira.

  Razi gave a small smile and approached Zahira's grandmother and kissed the back of her hand.

"I'm Razi nek, the man who wants to marry a granddaughter of a grandmother"

"Oh so you're Zahira's future husband, please sit down!" tell her.

Razi nodded and sat down next to Zahira.

Zahira also asked her domestic assistant to make a drink.

"How long have you known Zahira? " ask grandma Zahira.

"Nearly to the monthly grandmother, at that time I was a substitute teacher at the place of teaching and I met Zahira there"

"Why do you want to marry my granddaughter? "

  Zahira feels sorry for Razi because his grandmother interrogated him like a criminal.

"When I first met Zahira I was already interested in her, but let alone acquaintance, smile let alone know well, she was always cold as I was grandma"

Razi looked at Zahira at a glance. "We used to live in one compound, and usually in the afternoon after returning to the park Zahira often saw the children there, and when I said hello again he was cold"

  Fakhira and Zahira's grandmother laughed at Razi's story.

"Certainly? "

"I heard her story from Radit, and I was getting more and more amazed and the cold and cuey radar started to decrease, and I finally took Zahira ta'aruf before we finally decided to get married"

Fakhira smiled broadly at Razi's story.

"What makes Razi like Zahira? " ask Fakhira curiously

  Zahira just silently listened without any intention of saying anything.

"Zahira was perfect. Before filing ta'aruf on Zahira, I had doubts because I think he was too good, he was kind, patient, family dear, beautiful, smart and he was very stoic to face his problems, he said, I like everything about him even though he is very... " Razi rolled his eyes lazily. "Damor"

Fakhira chuckles softly listening to her as well as her grandmother.

"Where do you work now? "

"In papah company, actually, you don't want to, you prefer to teach, but because Zahira has rarely taught me better I work" he said honestly.

"Bah... Razi's sister turned out to be very happy with Zahira!" yells.

"But bucin is not too affectionate perhaps" he said.

"Sir Razi is here because from tomorrow, you can't see him? " guess Fakhira.

"Yes and no, because my purpose here is actually to meet Zahira's grandmother, want acquaintance, the second because from tomorrow we can not meet" he replied honestly.

"I guessed it, it's a pity that Zahira didn't want no reception, brother also why even agreed, even though if there is a good recipe"

"Zahira said males and afraid tired, so I will just, fitting clothes yesterday he chose a simple dress because it was complicated, until I thought he was the intention of marriage is not it? But for her sake yes I just follow her wishes, the important thing is that she feels comfortable"

"Well, Razi, what a pity is Zahira? by the way, everybody wants him?"

"I just want him to be happy and feel comfortable" he said glancing at Zahira who had just been silent.

  Until finally Razi pampit home among Zahira to get to the door.

Razi looked at Zahira who had just been silent.

"Why do you keep quiet?  Is there something that bothers you? " Task Razi for being uncomfortable with Zahira's attitude.

  Zahira nodded slowly.

"Then why?  Do you mind our marriage? "  his question looked worried, but Zahira again shook her head in response to make Razi caught off guard.

"Don't diem gini dong, I don't like you diem gini make me worry, if you hesitate to get married you can say, I don't want to make you, the important thing is that you are happy and comfortable, if you hesitate to get married you can say, I don't want to make you, and if you're not ready to tell me, Ra, I'm ready to wait for you,"

"I want to hug you" his great-grandson slowly made Razi gawk and inevitably Razi just chuckled softly.

"Prophey, we're getting married in a week "

  Zahira nodded her head obediently.

"Yes, I went home" he said.

..."To this day I never intend to force you to do what I want, I just want to follow all you want even though sometimes I disagree, but I always knew that wanting you was my happiness."...

...Fachrul Razi el kaady....

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