The Injured Heart.

part 60's

"It feels so sad when someone we think will always be there for us, in fact just leaves. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's

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The day passed so quickly, it did not feel like a week more Zahira's grandmother left, both Zahira and her family still felt very lost, but everyone realized they should not be too late in grief.

And it has been a week since Razi had no news, his number is still inactive and makes Zahira very sad.

Two days ago Zahira returned to Surabaya in between by Fakhira. He no longer lives in his house with Razi, considering that he is pregnant, his parents ask him to stay with them.

Everyone looks very sad because now Zahira is more silent, unlike the old silent and indifferent, now Zahira is more silent, moody, and her gaze looks empty.

  Nadia who usually always be a talkative Zahira, now Zahira rarely talk. Whenever Nadia comes and sees Zahira, Nadia always find Zahira who only looks at the sky with a blank look.

The face that usually always shows a flat face, indifferent, now changed with a tired face, and empty, this situation makes all the family like seeing the old Zahira. Zahira is injured by his family's expulsion, and has not seen them for two more years except for his two younger siblings.

Now Radit and Nadia see the same Zahira as before, where Zahira just stares blankly around him, but the situation is now more sad because Zahira looks so sad. Zahira used to be stronger, and more able to strengthen himself so that in a few days Zahira returned to live his days again, but this time Zahira looked so sad in the midst of suffering that was enveloping him.

His parents could not do much to comfort Zahira, and several times his parents tried to get Zahira to go, or take a walk with the rest of his family, but Zahira always refused.

Nadia could not bear to see her best friend was always sitting pensive and did not pay attention to herself, even though Zahira was pregnant.

Nadia felt very sad to see Zahira who was just silent and reluctant to talk to anyone. Nadia is really very angry at Razi for leaving Zahira when Zahira is grieving, plus Zahira is pregnant with her child.

  Nadia was not inexhaustible with the mind of Razi who casually went without hearing Zahira's explanation first.what Razi did not have feelings until he left just like that, not even saying goodbye to Zahira, not even saying anything to Zahira, Razi is a cowardly man.

  Nadia was twitching her temple when her head felt throbbing from dizziness, but she heard the sound of people screaming downstairs, making her come down to see what was happening.

"Well, get up" Ali shook his father's body which suddenly fainted.

Nadia sees Zahira's two younger siblings, her mother and Fakhira are trying to make Zahira's father aware.

"Om why? " ask Nadia.

"We don't know brother, suddenly I fainted" replied Ali almost crying.

"Hurry up and get her in the car, we're going to the hospital now! " said Nadia asking Ali to lift up her father's body, but Ali was not strong enough to lift her alone.

Nadia immediately ran out of the house and called Zahira's driver to help Ali lift her father to the car.

After that Nadia immediately ran to Zahira's room.

"Ra, your father fainted! "

Zahira immediately turned her head and panicked when Nadia told him that her father had fainted.

"Why can? " he asked and then immediately went down and immediately got into the car.

Nadia followed by carrying the other car with Fakhira and Fatah. While in the other car there are Zahira, Ali and his mother.

                                          ***

  It's been four and a half hours and the doctor just came out of the ER room where Zahira's father was examined.

"How's my dad doing, doc? " ask Zahira.

Zahira was drowned after hearing the doctor's description, surely his father was thinking too much about it, while he was busy lamenting his sadness and did not care about his father's health. Zahira should also pay attention to her father's health, instead of continuing to grieve.

  After the doctor left, Zahira's body fell to the floor, suddenly he felt very guilty, because he thought too much about Zahira, his father became sick.

"This is all because of me" he said slowly with tears.

"Because I'm a sick father, a sick father because of me"

Nadia and her mother approach Zahira who looks sad and feels guilty.

"Ra, it's not your fault" her mother tried to calm Zahira down.

"It's all Ira Bu's fault, because Ira's sick dad"

"Honey, this is not your fault, it is only natural that your father thinks of you, because your father is your parent"

"But because Ira thought, I'm sick, Mom"

Zahira was sobbing, not caring as many people stared at her.

"Darling, which parent wouldn't think of their child if they were always silent and sad? " ask Zahira's mother to look at Zahira softly.

"It's been almost two weeks that you've been aloof, sad, and staring at everything blankly. We know you're sad, son, we also know that you're still grieving the passing of your grandmother, moreover, the problems of your household and Razi" said Zahira's mother.

"We understand the sadness that you feel at this time, but you can't continue to be this dear, remember you are pregnant again, you can't have a lot of thoughts, let alone stress, especially, at least think of the baby in your womb" Zahira's mother reminded.

Zahira seemed to cry more and more listening to her mother's words.

"We know you're very sad, but you're not alone, I'm with you, Radit and Nadia are with you, everyone is with you, you'll always be with you no matter what, not like Ra, no matter what, we're all so sad to see you like this"

Zahira bowed silently to hear his mother's words, what her mother said was true. Zahira is too late in her sadness to forget to pay attention to herself, she even forgets that now she is no longer alone, Currently in her womb there is the fruit of Love between herself and Razi.

Zahira felt guilty for not paying attention to her pregnancy, for being too late in grief.

Zahira looked at her slightly distended stomach and stroked it so gently.

"Sorry mamah ya dear, mamah too late in sadness to forget if there is you here" he said.

Nadia, Fakhira and her mother were touched by Zahira's words.

"Sorry Ira, yes, you're all worried because of Ira" he said, feeling guilty for everyone.

Zahira and Nadia's mother helped Zahira stand up and wiped away the rest of Zahira's tears.

"Now don't be sad anymore yes, I know you are sad, but you have to pay attention to yourself, especially now that you are pregnant"

Zahira's mother advised Zahira so gently. Zahira nodded slowly and hugged her mother so tightly, Zahira was very grateful because although not her real mother his father's wife was very good and never discriminated between herself and also Ali, and Fatah. His mother treated Zahira so well, always soft-spoken, that's why her late grandmother allowed her father to marry her, because her grandmother knew that Ratna's mother was a good woman, and it won't hurt Zahira.

"Dear heart...

Forgive me for repeatedly hurting you with uncertainties. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.