The Injured Heart.
part 36's
..."It hurts when we force someone to do what we know and in fact our will to hurt that person, isn't it selfish? "...
...Zahira Al - Mahyra...
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This afternoon according to the promise of Zahira who invited Razi to lunch together because he wanted to talk about something.
"Are you busy today? " ask Razi on the sidelines of his meal.
Zahira nodded then stuffed a spoonful of rice into her mouth.
"So I met before I met a client and after that I came here because yesterday I told you to have lunch together" he told Razi.
"Is there any more activity running out of this?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, I want to go to Sidoarjo to see the project there, oiya what do you want to say? "
Zahira immediately drank and finished his finished meal.
Razi was still silent and continued eating, after finishing eating Razi just returned to talk.
"I want to go to your house to talk about our marriage with your parents" he said so casually.
"When? " ask Zahira.
"Well if you're at home and not busy.I've noticed you're overwhelmed about taking care of the office alone"
Zahira sighed softly as Razi already knew how busy he was.
"Huf.... Yes, I'm overwhelmed taking care of my own office. My work in the office is also a lot not to mention already want a date one, I have not checked the financial statements of all employees in the office, restaurant and store"
"You're busy, you should say, you know, I'm going to your office" Razi said, looking bad.
"It's a pleasure I happen to meet a client near here, so well all right" Zahira smiled slightly at Razi.
"Actually I want to talk about marriage with you, but if you're busy we can postpone our marriage. Besides I haven't talked to mama and papa" bargain that makes Zahira belik.
"I don't mind discussing marriage, but I can't talk about it after Radit and Nadia come home. and about marriage, I've said I want to not make a wedding at home so stay rental wedding organizer" said Zahira at length.
"Yes, we're talking about the wedding when Radit and Nadia have come home" Razi said at last.
"What then? " Zahira.
"Yes let you focus on your cooperation first" he said.
"No, you should talk about marriage with our parents, but for the continuation wait for the two people to come home"
Razi was silent for a moment staring at the woman before him.
"Rho? "
"Hmmm? "
"You're not sick anymore, are you? " ask her carefully.
"Well, are you that? Is something wrong with me? " ask Zahira to begin to sewot.
Razi shook his head quickly before Zahira got angry.
"Rho? "
"Why? "
"You have no intention of calling me darling or so? " ask Razi so innocently.
Zahira glared at Razi, who looked ordinary asking silly questions.
"Entar if married" the answer is so short.
Razi nodded in understanding.
"Who are you to Sidoarjo? "
"Who would Radit's secretary be the same? If Radit exists maybe I told him to go down directly there, but because he was not there forced I had to go down directly by myself because all my work team was busy managing new projects" Zahira looked at Razi "what is your own job? Seems relaxed really yes cake does not drag my work? " ask Zahira.
"It's not that busy, Ra, "
"Certainly? "
Zahira was stunned to hear Razi's words, only this time someone wanted to behave like that to him, even when he was in a relationship with Andri, Andri never treated him like that, Zahira really felt appreciated.
"You're gombalin me again the story? " the candle chuckled small.
Razi chuckled at Zahira's words.
"This you, I no longer membalan know, I just talk what is, anyways mempan the hell membatan I same you? " lips.
"You're hurting me, huh? " guess it.
Razi shook his head slowly.
"I don't talk about Ra, I just talk about the facts. indeed if I mombalin you first, you want to marry me? Naw, right? "
Zahira nodded in agreement.
"Well, if you already know yes, I may not be tired of stringing sweet words to attract your attention, you also do not need sweet words"
Zahira looked at Razi with a smile.
"Actually I don't think we need someone's word of love, all we need is someone's proof of someone's actions, and someone's treatment. if only the word love alone everyone can say love from everyone's mouth, but words can disappear" said Zahira meaningfully.
"Yes and for me, I don't have to be seducing or boasting like you said, because a good man is seen from his actions, not from his words. so I don't have to design sweet and beautiful words for you Ra, you just look at my actions, and what I did for you"
Zahira nodded.
"All women need love, attention, affection, and they always want to be appreciated. I am not the type of man who will always talk Love and always show attention, and affection to you. but I will always try to be there for you, make you feel comfortable, make you feel that you are always appreciated, and make you happy in my own way. maybe we can't say we love each other, but I believe we can fall in love after marriage, and we can learn to love each other, let go of all the awkwardness between us"
Zahira's eyes were already teary-eyed to keep her tears from dripping, Zahira was moved to hear Razi's words.His heart rippled and warmed up simultaneously, now Zahira could see the big difference between Razi and Andri.
Razi was very good, behind his usual attitude, Razi turned out to be a man who acted immediately not just talk, Zahira really felt appreciated and treated well.
Razi treats her well, Razi pleases her when he is angry, he is also always there for her, Zahira feels really lucky.
"You know what, the first time I saw you at school, I was immediately stunned to see you, and when I asked for your help to point BK space you were even angry, and angry, at that time I was amazed by you" he told Zahira.
Razi gave a small smile as he recalled the first time he had met Zahira.
"I heard a story from Radit about what happened to you, and once again I was amazed by you, just as I was amazed by the novel Al Mahyra, but you're not the original version of the essay. and I feel like you're a perfect woman, I don't see your flaws even though I know you have flaws"
Zahira just kept listening.
"Let's just say I'm jealous, but I don't like seeing your pictures with your client's son in Malaysia and now I'm asking you not to take pictures of other men" he asked.
Zahira chuckled at Razi's request.
"Razes.... "
"Why?
"I hope that according to God you are not just someone I want, but someone whom I think I need as well"
Razi smiled meaningfully.
"Aamiin" he said.
Razi was anxious to see Zahira, Razi wanted to embrace her.Even the girl in front of him was to shed tears either because of teasing or how, even the girl in front of him, but Razi is convinced that Zahira's tears are happy tears.
"Ra...? "
"Yes? "
"Can I hug you? " ask Razi spontaneously who immediately rewarded Zahira's sharp gaze.
"Yes" Razi finally said.
"Razes..... "
"Yes? "
"Thank you for coming at the right time"
The two throw smiles at each other until they finally have to return to their respective offices.
..."May according to God you be not only someone I want, but also someone whom He thinks I need. "...
...Zahira Al - Mahyra...
