The Injured Heart.

part 59's

"Sometimes one is so easy to blame others that one sometimes forgets that one is just a human being, who could have done wrong and mischief. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's.

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Zahira looked at the lahat burrow that had now been buried in the ground, her tears kept flowing because she felt very sad and lost. Zahira felt very lost to her grandmother, because all this time she was close to her grandmother.

Zahira sobbed in Nadia's arms, while Radit and Razi's parents were picked up by Muhammad.

Zahira not only felt sad because of the passing of her grandmother, she also felt very sad and disappointed because at a time like this Razi was not beside her. Honestly, Zahira felt very disappointed, Razi should be beside him, but Zahira could not do much because Razi's number was not active.

"Ra, don't be so sad, remember you're pregnant" Nadia reminded as Zahira had been crying.

For Zahira Nadia will not understand what she is currently feeling, her grandmother died, not to mention the problem with Razi is not finished, even Zahira does not know where Razi is currently.

It should be at this time, Razi's figure strengthened him, but what Zahira felt was the opposite.

One by one the men left the tomb of Zahira's grandmother after they finished reading the do'a.

"Zahira, let's go home" his aunt brought Zahira home.

Zahira was still silent unmoved from her place, she was still reluctant to leave, it felt so heavy.

Mamah Fakhira who saw Zahira was silent, and she approached Zahira and hugged him.

"Honey, aunt knows you are sad, we are all sad, but we can not dissolve in sadness.Mommy also certainly does not like if we continue to be sad"

With heavy steps Zahira finally wanted to leave the cemetery, sometimes he turned to see the grave of his grandmother who was still wet and sprinkled with flowers.

  After returning home from the funeral, the sky was so late in the afternoon, even dusk would soon be seen, but dusk did not make Zahira move even a little from his place. Since returning home from the funeral Zahira was silent, even when both her parents and Razi's parents came, Zahira just fell silent with a blank look, like someone who had no passion for life.

Both of Razi's parents look so concerned to see the state of his daughter-in-law who is silent, they are very guilty because when Zahira is grieving, Razi even went somewhere, his parents have tried to contact Razi, Razi, his phone number is inactive.

They were really embarrassed because Razi ran away from his problems, even though what Zahira did was wrong, but it was not something that harmed Razi or his family, he said, but somehow Razi's heart was so hard, so he chose to leave without solving his household problems first.

"Pah, you feel sorry to see Zahira, he must be very sad because he lost his grandmother, let alone Razi left and there is still no news" said Mamah Razi who looked at Zahira from a distance.

"Papah is also confused mah, Razi should not go and run from the problem, papah is very disappointed mah" said Papah Razi look disappointed.

"Mamah wants to talk to Zahira pah, mamah wants to apologize on behalf of Razi "

Papah Razi nodded his head and followed the wife who walked up to Zahira.

"Zahira"

Zahira turned his head so slowly as he heard the voice of Mama Razi. Zahira's face looked so pale, her eyes were swollen, and her lips were white.

"What's the matter, mah? " he asked Mama and papah Razi to sit down.

"Same mama papah wants to apologize for Razi's attitude, he should not go and run away from the problem. Especially now you are grieving, mamah apologizing for his attitude" he explained.

Zahira only smiled faintly at Razi's mother apologizing.

"Same mama papah do not need to apologize, let alone feel guilty, Zahira can understand the disappointment of Razi. but Zahira was also disappointed because Razi instead chose to go to calm down rather than listen to Zahira's explanation" zahira said with tears.

Mama and Papah Zahira look guilty.

"Zahira knew Zahira was wrong, but Zahira never intended to deceive or play Razi, Zahira only wanted someone who sincerely loved Zahira as she was, without any frills because"

"Zahira was once in residence just because Zahira was a nobody, and only because Ira was a commoner. And of course going through all of that is not easy because it keeps Zahira away from the Zahira family, and now that Zahira has everything, Zahira just wants someone who loves Zahira in a simple way, and what it is. All the good and bad Zahira has to accept, anything about Zahira that person will accept it and will not dispute it, that's why Zahira did not say anything"

"Before or after marriage Zahira has tried to be honest with mas Razi did not intend to hide it, but he always said he did not want to discuss it, he said, and now he himself says that Zahira has not been honest and open with him, but I just want him to marry me as Zahira Al Mahyra, not Al Mahyra"

Zahira rubbed her tears that kept flowing from her eyelids.

"Zahira did not understand why Mas Razi had to do it when he knew that Zahira was Al Mahyra, disappointed it was okay, but did not have to go and run from the problem, he said, he should be able to talk about this well without having to go, especially Zahira is pregnant" said Zahira who even made her cry.

Both of Razi's parents were immediately shocked when they heard Zahira saying that she was pregnant.

"Geez Ra, "mamah Razi looks in disbelief.

"You shouldn't feel any of this let alone be pregnant"

As well as Mama Razi hugged Zahira, he could understand that Zahira must have been very depressed because of his problems with Razi, plus now he was mourning the departure of his grandmother.

Mamah Razi felt more and more guilty that Zahira had to experience all of this alone.

"I'm sorry my dear son for making you feel all this, sorry Razi for letting you face all this alone "

Zahira did not answer, his body was too tired and felt very weak, until finally Zahira fainted in the arms of mamah Razi, to make mamah Razi panic and very anxious to remember Zahira was pregnant.

Everyone panicked as Mamah Razi shouted, Muhammad immediately lifted his cousin's body into his room, and Mamah Fakhira immediately called the doctor.

  After the doctor came Zahira immediately in check, the doctor said Zahira was too much thought and depressed, and the doctor also reminded Zahira to rest a lot because the content is still weak.

  Everyone seemed happy to hear of Zahira's pregnancy in the midst of the grieving situation, but everyone questioned Razi's whereabouts, until Razi's parents spoke up and apologized for Razi's attitude. Both Zahira's parents and Zahira's family in Malaysia were quite surprised and very disappointed by Razi's attitude, they understood Razi's disappointment, and he was very disappointed, but they were also disappointed because of Razi's attitude that even left without solving his household problems.

Zahira's father looks very sad to see the state of his daughter who looks so weak, he really does not want to see Zahira sad let alone cry. Zahira cried enough, now she does not want to see her daughter sad let alone cry.

  The next day, both of Razi's parents left and returned to Surabaya, Zahira's parents also returned to Surabaya because his two younger siblings were entrusted to their household assistants.

Radit and Nadia are also asked by Zahira to go home because they have to take care of Zahira's office and work. Zahira will stay in Malaysia for a few more days while he waits to recover.

"It feels so sad when someone we think will always be there for us, in fact just leaves. "

Zahira Al Mahyra's