The Injured Heart.
part 21's
..."I have always believed that good people will be met with good people. and I feel that you are too good a woman that I feel I can't dream of being with you because you are too godly for me to be astagfirullah "...
...Fachrul Razi's....
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Radit only sighed with the behavior of Razi and his mother. Starting from leaving to be at Zahira's house were both equally sewot to make both parents Zahira and Nadia laugh.
Radit arrived at Zahira's house before Maghrib because the distance of their house was very close.they also prayed at Zahira's house which was so comfortable.
Like this time when Zahira and Nadia prepare dinner Razi and his mother even fighting.
"The taste of Zahira is delicious, better than the cooking of mama" Razi said mocking his mother.
"Let's just leave it alone, after all Mama will always eat Zahira's cooking"
Mama Razi even teased Razi until Razi finally fell silent and his mother felt victorious. Zahira's family who watched Razi and his mother just laugh unruffled Zahira joined in smiling.
"Let's eat mom, Razi and Radit" he said.
Finally they ate in silence and there was only the sound of the clanking of spoons.
"Where is Nad Japan? Nope good? " ask mama Zahira to break the silence.
"Good tan, it's so beautiful, I really like let alone the cherry blossoms, anyway Nadia seneng really can work while on vacation tan" replied Nadia look enthusiastic.
"You go there often? "
"No tan, klo to Japan for the first time. klo Singapore and malaysia I often go there with mas Radit and Zahira "
Mama Razi understands. A few moments later everyone finished eating and relaxing in the living room of Zahira which was very comfortable.
Mama Razi talks to Zahira's parents.
Zahira, Razi, Radit and Nadia are enjoying chocolate muffins and cold tea.
"You can take a week off for your engagement" Zahira said.
"But we haven't dated Ra yet" Nadia interjected.
"I contacted your parents a few days ago, they found the date, and have everything ready, you just invite people"
Nadia looked at Zahira and hugged her.
"Thank you, you've arranged everything and not said it"
Zahira just smiled a little.
"I haven't even prepared much for my engagement Ra, my parents must be troubled"
Zahira just sighed hearing Radit's words.
"Razi has prepared everything, you and your family are leaving, the rest I have asked Razi and our work team to prepare everything."
Radit was about to speak but was immediately cut off by Zahira.
"You want to say you want to use your money, right?" zahira asked who was answered nodding by Radit.
"I don't accept rejection, you've been considered my own brother, so please don't refuse. All this time you've worked hard, just consider this a bonus from me"
Radit nodded slowly.
"Thank you Raz, help me and Nadia"
Razi smiled and nodded. Razi looked at Zahira so fixedly. His heart rippled to see Zahira smiling despite only a small smile.
There was a feeling of wanting to hold her in an embrace and make her smile all the time. Look how sweet Zahira is when she giggles. It did not feel like Razi was laughing.
Radit who saw Razi look at Zahira, he was happy. Hopefully his wish can come true.
Zahira is happy to see Nadia happy with the person she loves. He also hopes that at the right time and at the right time God will meet him with people who indeed think God deserves for him.
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This morning Zahira just sat quietly staring at the atmosphere outside from the window of her room. Since coming home from Japan, his feelings are not good. He was worried and scared for no reason. Especially considering what happened while in Japan he felt sad.
Flashback off
Not long after the phone read, Zahira frowned when she saw the new number that sent the message, even with the Indonesian country code.
+628xxxxx
How are you, Ra?
^^^Zahira^
^^^Who?^^^
+6287xxxx
I miss you.
Andry.
Zahira was silent as she found out who had sent her a message.
He recalled the incident two years ago that made him have to be away from his parents.
Zahira's tears flowed, he was deeply hurt given the incident. He still remembers well when Andri said he did not deserve to be married let alone loved.
Zahira hugged both knees and buried her face, she cried as she pleased Unaware of Nadia's presence.
"Ra why are you? " he asked to see Zahira crying.
Nadia hugged Zahira and tried to calm her down.
"What happened Ra? why are you crying? " sanyanya.
Zahira looked at Nadia.
"O.. The man came again, in.. He came back, I don't want to.. He's bothering me again" he replied sobbing.
Nadia's eyes immediately sharpened and looked angry.
"You are calm well, if he appears I will make a calculation against him" he said full of emphasis.
The flashback
Zahira sighed remembering it, she just wished her life was quiet.
Zahira sat on the edge of his bed, he played his cellphone, he opened his Instagram called Al Mahyra official.
Zahira posted a picture of her sitting by the window, her face invisible because of the twilight.
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On one side Razi was struggling in front of his laptop screen, Razi stopped typing when his cellphone notification rang.
Razi saw it and was stunned when Al Mahyra posted a notice.
Razi stared fixedly at the photo uploaded by a woman who he thought was very mysterious, her forehead wrinkled when reading the caption in the photo of Al Mahyra.
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I have always believed that every good a person does will return to himself, whether it be through someone else replying to him, or through someone we have helped with that good ourselves.
The good that everyone does is for themselves, not for others.
Al Mahyra
Razi sighed softly, sometimes he felt confused because he thought the figure of a famous writer like Al Mahyra was like Zahira, but it was impossible.
Razi looked at the photo on his phone, Zahira's photo looked very beautiful, he laughed loosely describing him very happy. Rarely could he see Zahira laughing there was only a cynical smile and sometimes without any expression and his face was so flat.
"Sometimes when you see that there is a desire to kiss your forehead when after prayer, there is a sense of wanting every day to enjoy your cooking, there wants to embrace you, but you are a good woman, while I? " summer in the heart.
"Can this man who is all deficient have you who are all perfect? I don't even see what your flaws are even though I know you have flaws... "
Fachrul Razi Al Kaady's
