
"Do you still love Pevita? Did you ever intend to atone for your guilt for her after she died?"
"I did feel guilty for her, but I forgot about her long before we knew each other, Brine."
"So, do you want to atone for your guilt?"
"Yes, if I could I would. But I know it can't, Brine. Don't talk about this anymore, hmm?"
Inevitably Abrine nodded as well.
The next day, Abrine actually did a check with the testpack. She waited anxiously and it turned out that she was indeed positively pregnant.
Somehow he must express himself, must be happy or just the opposite? Not because she did not want the child she was carrying but she doubted her husband's feelings.
"What do I expect from him again? Didn't he say he loved me? Then, what else do I have to sue him for?" abrine's mind seemed to awaken itself. He can't possibly go on like this. She must be sure of her husband.
Abrine knows he can't be selfish. With El being able to love her alone she should have been grateful.
Finally he came out of the bathroom and found El combing his hair there.
"How's it?" Apparently El was also waiting for news from his wife, of course, about the results of the test. He knew Abrine was checking it out.
"I used three testpacks...." Abrine hung up his sentence.
"Then? What result?"
"I'm sorry.." said Abrine.
El took a long breath. "It's okay, honey. We can still try again. We have forever to be together, if it has not been given then it is not our sustenance" said the man with a faint smile.
"El?" Abrine did not expect her husband to answer wisely.
"Yes?"
"If I can't finally give you a descendant, how?"
Elrich shrugged his shoulders. He held onto both of his wife's shoulders and looked at her deeply.
"Listen to me. Marriage is not just about children. You know, that kid is a bonus from a wedding so it's not mandatory to have."
"But... You really want it, right?"
"Yes, but all life lines are decisive. I can fight it, baby."
Abrine bowed lethargic. He made El stroke his wife's shoulders with affection. El thought it was natural for Abrine to feel sad because the test result was negative.
"Now I'm asking you, if it turns out I'm unhealthy and can't give you offspring, how?" ask El. He already knew that his fertility problem was fine.
"Yes, we can get it another way. We can adopt. Many children in the parlor will complete our marriage" Abrine said earnestly. Maybe it's the best alternative if El can't fertilize it, but right now Abrine himself knows that she's pregnant just that she hasn't spoken frankly to El.
"Yes, that's a good idea. But, if that's the case, are you going to leave me?"
"Yes no!" answer Abrine quickly.
"Why?"
"Because... because I'm pregnant with your child, where might I leave you!" tusky.
El's eyes bully hearing Abrine's words.
"So, are you lying to me?"
Abrine chuckled at El's angry look. She pinched both cheeks of her husband with anxiety.
"It was going to be a surprise, but I want to know first what you think if it turns out I can't get pregnant, how. Apparently your answer makes me quite speechless."
"You know, I'm so happy to hear you're pregnant." El clenched his hands while cheering with excitement. Like a footballer who has just scored a goal against an opponent.
"Why did you call your own husband, baby. It's my euphoria because it turns out that my almost every night effort works."
"Curtain!" Abrine screeched while smacking a smile.
"Then, come on!" El pulls his wife's hand, leaving Abrine both shocked and astonished.
"Where?"
"To the hospital. We're USG."
El did not accept rejection, he immediately carried his wife's body with both hands. Even Abrine to the point of screeching due to El's excessive behavior.
"I haven't changed, El! abrine protests. Currently he was only wearing a home shirt accompanied by knee-length cloth pants.
"No problem, my beautiful wife is wearing anything. Especially when you're wearing nothing!"
Abrine immediately stuffed her husband's mouth that couldn't be filtered. "Based on doctor me sum!" his gerrick.
Arriving at the hospital. El did not go straight into his room. He first accompanied Abrine to the polystyrene.
"Congratulations. You're 3 weeks pregnant now, ma'am."
Abrine could feel an instrument now gently touching his stomach. Yeah, he's in the USG.
"It turns out, there are two points here." The gynecologist looked at Abrine as he was. "It can be ascertained if you are pregnant with twins," he said again.
Abrine and El were flabbergasted happily. The two stared at each other with a clear twinkle of happiness emanating. They do not expect if directly given thanks to two children at once.
One of the factors for twin pregnancy, which can be obtained from the bloodline. It just so happens that Abrine does have that gene, right?
Airish-sister twins Abrine-do not give birth to twins. Rachel's wife Aarav neither, nor perhaps not. How lucky Abrine who first felt pregnant twins like this.
"Take care of your content, ma'am. If you want to know the type of kela min baby we can see it at the age of 18 weeks," said Stella.
"Thank you, Doctor Stella."
"Yes, congratulations to you Doctor Elrich. You have to take good care of your wife. She's not just carrying one baby. So make sure she's not malnourished either" Stella's doctor joked.
"Of course, I'll give my best to my wife, Doctor."
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All the way home, Abrine stroked his stomach incessantly. Her smile, it turns out that knowing she is really pregnant and when watching the condition of the fetus in the womb, makes her feel enthusiastic and excited again.
At first she felt sad to connect this pregnancy with the late Pevita. But next he felt stupid. It's up to El to think of him as Pevita or how, obviously, he'll keep his babies up to the point of blood loss.
"You come in, I'll go back to the hospital." El pinched Abrine's cheeks at a glance.
When Abrine wanted to enter, apparently El held his arm.
"I almost forgot. From this moment on I also want to say goodbye to my future children."
El ducked down, knelt on the floor and kissed his wife's flat stomach.
"Look, Daddy's gonna work. So, you guys take good care of Mommy. Don't bother him either. Wait for Daddy to come back in the afternoon." El caresses Abrine's stomach lovingly.
Abrine was full of seeing it. If his son is born, El will be a father who is alert and loves them very much.
El stood up again. He looked at Abrine inside.
"Thank you for carrying my son. I love you so much, Brine." El closed their conversation with a sweet kiss draped on his wife's forehead.
Abrine looked at El's back that had passed. How lucky he was to be loved by that man. Let's hope El really thinks he's an Abrine not a Pevita who's gone.
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