The Cost of Trust

Requesting Diandra's approval

"Dek, mas temenin can buy a ticket first huh?", said Aziz to me.

"Yes mas. You guys be careful. It's test season, use a car. Afraid of going on a rainy road."

"Yes Deck. Yes already, the road first yes!", mas Aziz kissed my forehead.

"Yes." Yeah."

Diaz is taking a nap. Diaz is about to enter the MPASI granting period. I have prepared from far away. The first meal I'll give Diaz later. I can't wait to catch my little baby.

While Diaz is still a cute wad, I better iron my clothes. So, when Diaz wakes up, I can accompany Hayu at the kiosk.

I lifted the clothesline in the back. And one per of our clothes that is not too much is finished in the iron. Now.a turn of Fai's clothes.

Ah.come on Dian. Ikhlas dong! I finally got back to this job that I really don't like.

After all I thought was done, my eyes fell back on the handkerchief.

Would I rather just throw it away? Jadul really still use this. Rich era mom babeh aja still use handkerchief alay rich gini. I smile to myself.

But, if I throw it away.then mas Fai nyariin again. Yes, I went back into Fai's backpack.

After it was all over, I heard Diaz crying. I hurried to my little baby.

"Unfortunately mother wake up yes.sorry dear mother behind. Cup...cup.now mother Diaz.!", I carried her and showered with kisses.

The crying of Diaz subsided. Now he's suckling.

"That's really thirsty, son?", I asked. Although Diaz could not answer him yet, but a strong suction signifies he was really thirsty or hungry. I don't know!

Once satisfied, Diaz releases on her own. Laugh merrily with dimple on his left cheek only. Well, really do you love.

"We're ahead, son!"

Diaz's hands and feet are actively moving. The day after tomorrow is Diaz's immunization schedule. Hopefully Aziz can deliver us.

"Tante Hayu...!", greet me as I enter the stall.

"Eh, handsome boy wake up bobo huh?", asked him while looking at Diaz's cheek. Diaz's hands twitched in Hayu's arms.

"You want to come with Auntie?", bargain with Diaz. Diaz laughed more and faster and faster.

"Yes Aunt....Diaz wants to come with.!", I answered him.

Diaz changed hands. Like his Diaz feeling comfortable in Hayu's arms.

"Well, which Faiz?", I asked.

"That's mbak, it was with Imah same mas Aziz bought a ticket. He said he wanted to get in the car. Sorry, ma'am!", said Hayu.

"It's okay, ma'am. Why should I apologize, Hayu."

"Oh yes mbak, can I take Dias there? I don't know why I want any more!", said Hayu.

"I became suspicious of Hayu hahahaha!", I said.

"Yes mbak. If again the monthly guests still want that seger so soon mbak!"

"Yes, but be careful!"

"Ready mom. It's just right there. Three houses from here."

"In his stall Mak Nur right?"

"Yes mbak. Dian wants a nitip?"

"Em.can deh, if I nitip karedok aja deh mbak."

Hayu's mother came out to take Diaz. Warung Mak Nur is not far away. Even when I came out of the stall, the stall was visible.

I crouched down to pick up the falling pen.

"Assalamualaikum Di!", greet someone. Who else if not the acute singles! I know exactly what his voice sounds like.

"Getishalam."

I sat down again on the bench.

"Half alone? Diaz where?", asked Fai pleasantries. He must have just returned home from teaching. But I didn't hear the sound of the motor .

"I'm taking a taxi in. My hands can't ride a motorcycle yet."

"I didn't ask!"

"But I know, we're thinking about it."

I rolled my eyeballs lazily.

"What do you need? Aziz is out again."

"Oh..where?"

"Buy bus tickets for Home, go home."

"Will you go home?"

"Yes. Want to get the files ready for the wedding."

"Owh...!"

"Oh yeah, where's my tuperware?", I asked.

"Oh yes."

Fai opened his bag.

"Thank you.Cuisine is delicious!", praise Fai while returning my lunchbox.

"Big one?", I asked.

"Yes. I bought a cake of kingpin. You still like it, don't you?", asked Fai.

"It used to be, it's not now."

"What a lie!", he ledekknya.

"Yes, thank you!"

"Together, oh yes. I'm gonna go get my backpack."

"Yes, I'll take it for a minute!"

I left the stall to get Fai's backpack.

"It's mas!"

"Yes, thanks to you."

Fai also opened his backpack intending to insert his briefcase to more concisely carry it.

But his eyes were fixed on his neat and fragrant clothes. And of course, the handkerchief of the Diandra.

"Here, this..has been washed?"

Fai smiled slightly.

"Aziz nyuci? It can't be Dian...!"

"Yes, not Aziz, but the machine that washed it."

Ribet is very nih people, weigh the laundry doang. Thanks what cake.

"Thank you!"

"Hem!"

"It's neat like this, your hands must be working on it."

"Yes." Yeah."

"You..see that handkerchief again?"

"Yes. Wonder me mas, rich old stuff that you still keep? The intention was I wanted to throw it away, but.fear you nyariin."

"Who said it's obsolete. This is a precious thing in my life."

"Lebay bin alay!", I said.

"I can't have the maker, but at least I'm still keeping the goods."

"Enough, don't play drama. I'm tired!"

"What dorm? I do still have the same taste towards you Dian."

"Astagfirullah..mas...! I've told you so many times, don't ever talk rich into me again."

"But I can't lie about my own feelings."

"No need to lie. You open your heart to others. Mica! Yes, doctor Mika. He fits you!"

"Do you agree that I'm with mika?"

"Why not? Alright, you're both still alone."

"You're feeling so ordinary that I'm with Mika?"

"Yes.yes. Indeed why? I have no right to ban it, right? I will support you mas. Mika's a pretty girl, well, doctor anyway."

"But there is no love between us?"

"When the girl is attractive, I guess, it doesn't take you long to fall in love with Mika."

"alright. If we agree, I will propose to Mika immediately!", exclaimed Fai.

"Lho, why ask for my approval? Mas, if you want to ask for blessing first with your parents Mika's parents. Why even to me?"

"Yes, because I'm still putting my heart on you right now."

"Never say rich that again. I am at peace with our past and circumstances. I want to, we're friends. That'sthat's all. Never talk about our memories and our past."

"Goddessa. But I didn't promise. I'll propose to Mika as soon as possible."

"Alhamdulillah."

"Aren't you sad about Dian?"

"I'm so sad, I'm so sad. So, the title of acute singles is about to change."

"You know, Mika's very aggressive."

I was interested when Mas Fai started telling me about Mika.

"How aggressive?"

"Yes, he asked me to propose to him immediately. She wants to date after marriage heheheh!"

"Oh yeah.good dong. That means, he will soon be able to give his heart to you!"

"But it's not like it's the reality of Di."

"Continue?"

"Our deal was early. We're senasib. I still hold a feeling for you, who is clearly already the wife of my best friend. While Mika.he's desperate to chase the amber."

Hayu heard the conversation between me and Fai near the wall.

"Mika...like the doctor?"

"Yes. But yes ..so it is. Damar kan cuek's. Mika thought, there must be someone who already occupies space in the heart of amber. Hence, not a single woman could subdue that cold doctor."

"A soap opera, huh? Uh, not...rich stories in novels that I often read!", I said.

"I'm being serious Di, did you catch Imah?"

"OKAY. I'm just horrified."

"It's not in the mood ah the story."

"Dih, crashing. Bodo ah, what a story!"

"Eh, yes.iya...!"

Mbak hayu lama very, huh? My inner.

"I'm the same mika will both fight, so that we can fall for each other. After marriage. Yes, after marriage!"

"Good dong mas!", I said excitedly.

'You really have no taste for me Dian.', Inner Fai.

"Assalamualaikum!", hayu came.

"Getishalam."

"Sorry, ngantri."

"Yes, but Diaz isn't fussy, is he?"

"No, no, no!"

"Yes, mayu eat first. Here's the Diaz!"

"Yes, ma'am."

Then hayu put the package in front of me.

"That's what Di?", asked Mas Fai.

"Norck."

"I happen to be a laper. Just make me yes!", without waiting for my approval, because I am embat mas Fai.

"Yes Allah is Fai....!!!!", I cried. But he still ate my food.