The Cost of Trust

The Part 109

Fai entered his deserted home. There was no Abah and Umi sitting in the living room. Maybe he both went into the room. Fai stepped onto the second floor, towards his private room.

"Fai..!", suddenly Abah called out.

"Well, Fai thinks he's asleep."

"Change wait for you. Where are you from?"

Fai went back down the stairs.

"From the house of Aziz bah, nemenin mika gave uniform for them."

"Sit down, Abah wants to talk for a second."

Fai also followed his brother sitting on the sofa.

"You're absolutely certain that you agreed to propose to Mika? Abah doesn't want you to play games!"

"Where is Fai messing around?"

"Alhamdulillah. Ever since you said you agreed to this match, Abah has been thinking more and more. Is it true that you will continue on to a more serious level?"

"Change, God willing Fai and Mika will open Bah's heart to each other. Abah just calm down. We're grown up."

Alhamdulillah, Abah.

"Are there any more bahs?"

"No. Rest up. Abah wants to rest too."

Fai returned to his room. Clean for a moment and then lay down. He had not visited the cost since meeting the mika.

Ting...Ting...

[Mas, have you been to rmh?]

Chat from Mika.

[Udh. again fall down!]

[Oh. sukur if that is it.]

[What's up?]

[No apa2 mas!]

[Lying!]

[Yes deh. Papa nanya lg about our seriousness mas]

[Together. Abah too. And then?]

[Yes mika replied klo Qt both indeed agreed mas]

[They were worried, thought we were messing around.]

[Yes.]

[Yes, km break y. Smpe meet bsk]

[Yes mas. I LOVE U]

Fai put on his smile. It must be like a madman, grinning himself.

[Kok no d bls anyway mas, read doang?]

[Yes. Thanks yeah.]

Ah, that's Fai mah. Is he it hard to talk about cake love cake, walopun just to mengenengin me. Inner Mica.

Mika can't sleep tonight. Think of tomorrow when the proposal that became his dream has become reality.

Not much different from Fai. The handsome man could not close his eyes for a moment.

Just scared, what about me? Fai monologue.

Mika is the perfect girl. Compared to her? Who is Ahmad Rifai if not for Abah Sulaiman Al Munawar's son?

******

"Umi, will we have a good meal tomorrow? Faiz gets in the car and wears a new suit?", Faiz's cerocos.

"Dear, you want to come, right?"

"God willing umi.Faiz likes to ride in the car."

Suppose yes son.id sure Umi take you around the city by car.

"Pinter's son. It's late, bobo!"

"Yes umi."

Faiz slept in his bed, getting used to Faiz sleeping on his own. Tomorrow when Faiz gets older, preparing a room for her is the PR that must be done.

Mas Fai is going to propose to Mika? Mas Aziz and Diandra will definitely come as a very stunning couple. If I could be honest, who wouldn't envy them?

Handsome husband and Soleh. Beautiful wife and Solehah, and blessed with a healthy and handsome child.

Perfect for your life Diandra!

O Allah, may I not keep this envy, O God. Please.keep my heart, do not let me feel sorry and spiteful to see the happiness of Aziz and Dian.

*****

The day before in the hospital

"Hey Mika, why?"

We have both completed our practice.

"Can we talk, brother?"

"Yes.yeah, come on." Come on."

"Want to grab some lunch?"

"May, but in the cafeteria, Mik?"

"So much as a damar!"

We both walked to the cafeteria. There was no conversation between the two of us. Occasionally passing with fellow doctors or nurses.

We sat on a bench not far from the cashier's desk.

"Bak, rames rice is his drink of iced tea tasteless." Call Damar to the waiter.

"What did you order mika?"

"No, avocado juice!"

The waiter also resigned to prepare food orders for amber and mica.

"What do you want to take Mika with you?"

Mika handed the paper bag to the amber.

"Is this mica?"

"The clothes that you must wear tomorrow when Fai proposes to me!"

Damar. She did sugarcane their proposal plan, but she did not know why she also had to accept her dress code.

"Mbak Hayu also received the exact same clothes as you Kak!", said mika trembling.

"Hayu?", does Mika know about that?inner damar.

"Mika..aku.", damar hung his sentence.

"So..because Hayu isn't she?"

Damar did not respond to Mika's words. His mind was focused on that girl. The girl he had disappointed and took away his future.

"Five years I've been chasing you, sister", mika holds tightness in her chest.

"Please mika....".

"But it's okay, brother. I will learn from Diandra and Aziz. They deserve an example."

"What do you mean?"

"It's nothing brother."

"Mika, I'm sorry. But from the beginning you know, I can't open my heart to any woman including you."

"Yes. I'm the stupid one, brother. Expect too long, five years long enough time I wasted."

The food they ordered came. For a while, they enjoyed their lunch.

"I'll help my brother to be with Hayu!", said mika on the sidelines he was sucking his juice.

Damar stopped chewing his food. Then looked at the bead in the eyes of a girl who had been chasing him for years.

"Mbak Hayu is a beautiful and gentle woman. Only an insane man isn't interested in her."

"What do you know mika?"

"Child of an extramarital relationship???" checkmate of a mika.

Mika knows that?

"You know where it came from?"

"From your own. I overheard him at Aziz's house."

Mika was there?

"Fight my brother, to get him back. Not like me. I've given up. And will never bother you what else awaits you. God willing, Fai is the best choice for me."

"Fai good man mika."

"Yes brother. He is the best man I will ever love and love. Perhaps, for a time when there was no taste of anything. But, God willing, that will come. I can be happy by forgetting my feelings for you, as well as Fai mas who will love me and forget Diandra. Me and Mas Fai both loved in our incompetence. The difference...Fai is a fragment of Diandra's past, once precious and living in Dian's heart. While me? I've never even been in your shadow brother."

"Mika.I apologize if I hurt you. But I'd hurt you much more if you didn't get anything from me."

"Yes brother. Maybe I should be grateful. At least, I can more easily forget you, brother."

Mika again put on her sweet smile.

"I want to go home, brother. Mas Fai will pick me up."

"Yes mika. Thanks for the clothes."

"Yes brother. You're welcome!"

Finally there was a feeling of relief as he was able to reveal his heart. Too crowded if in the dam too long.

Fai ! I promise I will love you soon Mas Fai! Mika spoke for herself.