The Cost of Trust

The Part 145

The three of us were silent. I'm with my own mind. So too with the others. I'm just asking myself. Why it all came to light after all these years. If Kendra were still around, maybe these secrets would never be known.

Everything that happens, like a puzzle piece. After finding one of them, the rest will be interconnected. And now? Now everything has changed.

Mas Aziz who has made my life more meaningful, he who makes me can forget my past with mas Fai. Three years is not a short time. Three years together cannot be forgotten. Moreover, Fai and I rarely fight. He was always gentle with me. Trying to keep my emotions stable. He didn't want me to go back as crazy as when we first met.

Mas Fai is not entirely wrong, yes.he is indeed guilty. But he just wanted to be devoted to his parents. And that's a good deed. If only he could have said it back then, maybe I could have given my opinion for our relationship. Unfortunately, he chose silence. Choose your own path. Leaving me without certainty. It even hurt me more than just a snatch.

Now, everything is revealed. Everyone knows each other. Thenwhat? Nothing will change after this. It's just..maybe ..there's a feeling of relief in our hearts.

I'm with my life with Aziz. And .. My life with Mas Fai is just the past. Removing the memory of me and Fai probably won't be able to. But, making new memories about me and my husband is the best thing I would do.

I'm not Abg, I'm old. Even my age has gone into heads three. Do I deserve to think about my ex? It's all just the past. And the past will remain that way. I'm not my mom and Stevan. I'm still me. I am the mother of Diaz Abisatya Nugroho. I am a mother who loves my son.

Although to be honest, in my deepest heart still left a piece of taste in my heart. A little, just a little. The rest I just love my husband.

Ah, I rubbed my own face and leaned against the sofa.

"Dek ..!", mas Aziz rubbed my shoulder.

"It all happened, right? What else is at issue?", I asked the two handsome men before me.

"Di...mas apologize! If only that time did tell you, maybe there would be no misunderstanding between us."

"Nothing to regret. Me and Aziz are happy. You see, right?", asked me.

"Yes. I know, you're happy at."

Aziz seemed to be silent. I don't know what's on his mind. The truth is that what happened is only the past.

"Yes already, if there is nothing more to discuss.!", my speech was cut.

"Fai, did you ever think if you really did that...Dian...pregnant? You can guarantee it?", asked Aziz suddenly.

"Mas...!", I pinched her arm .But he doesn't seem to be concerned.

"I'm not like that!"

"Yes I know the deck. I'd say if."

Fai looked into his friend's eyes.

"Yes.gue doesn't know. At least at that time my brain thought, if ..if we can do it like that. Dian won't be able to leave me because I took the crown."

Aziz whimpering. He was not satisfied with Fai's reply. He also fixed his sitting position.

"If Dian is not pregnant, both of you have confessed it all and Abah still does not approve, how? Do you think about her future?", asked Aziz slowly.

"Yes I know.makanya.gue. I thought because I didn't get to Dian, I could get away from Dian's life more easily Ziz. But the truth.sampe now I just can't fully lupain bini Lo!!!"

"Please! Mas Aziz, Mas Fai. I don't want to listen to this senseless debate."

"In, but as long as you know..gue does not expect we can meet you again with..with..our condition is like this Di....!"

"Gamepp!!! Mas, we're old. We should be more mature about all of this. Why is it getting wider everywhere? Please stop talking about our past. This is the last time, this unimportant chat takes place."

Aziz and Fai were both silent.

"Actually, what is your purpose here mas?", ask me to Fai.

"Astagfireullah! I forgot it" said Fai rubbing his face.

Aziz and I looked at each other.

"Lo's been interrupting my lunch break!", said Aziz. But. I think.mas Aziz has 'move on' from the discussion about our past.

"Yes sorry..!" said Fai.

"Why?", I asked again.

"Lusa.gue and Mika want to get married! Our marriage is accelerating."

"Alhamdulillah!", I said at the same time as Aziz.

"You guys are so compact Njirrr!"

"Cock on the speed? Not that it is taken care of early next month?", asked .

"Lusa only ijab qobul aja Di. His reception remains early in the month!"

"Is there something that makes it speed up?", I asked squinted my eyes.

Fai looks wrong. Rubbing his neck slowly.

"Don't tell me you've done anything about Mika?", asked Aziz.

"Huh? not... really not...just...?!"

"just anyone? Huh! I knew! Surely Lo Nyosor first right with Mika? so Lo was told to rush halalin mika?", guess Aziz.

"Lo Guys? ", snapped Aziz.

"Lo says soang, nyosor. Not me, but mika first!", said Fai involuntarily.

Me and Aziz mas kompak gawking together. It's not possible that Mika is.

"Well! Mika can't be so! You who have a hobby canong start!", chirped me.

But it turns out.my mouth turned to me on its own.

"But you just want to be cheated on!", said Fai did not want to lose.

"He doesn't want to talk about the past, but you still talk rich!", Aziz Manyun.

"Sorry, not that. I just don't believe it. It's mika time...!"

"This is not what you imagined!", Fai began following the manyun.

Flashback...

Mika and I went down the stairs. Our footsteps stopped when we heard Papa and Abah talking over the phone.

"Sir Hajj, our son really must be immediately valid right. I do not want them to commit adultery Pak Haji!", said papa.

Mika and I both kept our mouths shut. Fornicate? Just kissing was not because of the arrival of papa.

We don't know what Abah answered from across the street. Until we finally heard Papa say it.

"The deer? Okay fine! We marry them the day after."

Mika and I looked at each other. Because everything is like a dream. So quick. With hesitation, I say goodbye to Papa.

Papa patted my shoulder.

"After you get married, just do what you almost did. The faster, the better!"

Arriving at home. Abah was staring at me with a murderous look.

"Fai!", call Abah. I hesitantly approached Abah .

"Letters and documents for your marriage, Abah has prepared. Tomorrow Abah's men will take care of it."

I swallowed my salivary. Why is this so? Know gini, mending just now. Oopss!!!!

"So much Abah!", I said slowly.

"Bikin's ashamed Abah is you Fai. If you've missed it, say the same to us. No need to hide like that. You are old Fai!", said Abah, shaking his head and leaving me.

Flashback off

"So...? The point is why mas???", I asked.

"Gue was almost a kiss with mika, but papa suddenly Dateng. Yes.yeah...that's why! We haven't touched at all!" said Fai.

Aziz and I tried to hold back the laughter, but couldn't.

"Hahahahahah!", my laughter and Aziz's body broke.

"Keep, why did Lo say that mika nyosor Lo first? You guys are not!"

"Yes.no being here!", Fai pointed at his mouth.

"But here!", Fai rubbed his cheek. Again and again, Aziz and I laughed. For a moment, we forgot what happened.

"Yes, you accept the reality. Mika would-be companion lo. So, you don't have to shadow my dog!", Aziz patted Fai on the shoulder.

"Yes.my destiny may be!"

"But, the day after tomorrow, will we go to the office...?!", I said slowly.

"Oh yes, deck!"

"office? DWP group office Di?", asked Fai.

"Yes, um."

"Alhamdulillah. Finally...!", Fai was pleased.

"Catalin deh Ziz, Di. you guys to my wedding only. Kan Dian who has an office, say the same to your men. Yes Di?", said Fai weld.

"Yes, God willing."

*****

Finally, no more drama, right??? It would be nice if adem ayem like this.