The Cost of Trust

The Cost of Trust
The Part 236



The music of the accompanist sounded shahdu. Marking a husband and wife was heading to the pelaminan.


Mas Aziz approached me. Then crouch in front of me.


"Dad!"


"Hum?"


"Can I be honest, right now."


I narrowed my eyes a little, astonished at what Aziz said.


"Honestly? Did I lie to you, did you? Not about my past and Kendra's I told you all?"


The sound of music and the MCs that accompany this event make us a little tight when talking. Although we chose to move to a looser place, not too many guests stood.


"Yes. That's why you're honest. And I believe!"


"Then, what should I be honest with? And.. wait! Why ask about 'honesty' here? Can't we talk at home?"


mas Aziz shook his head slowly.


"Honest with your feeling deck!"


The deg!


"Honestly, tell me that you haven't been able to fully love us for nearly six years together. Be honest if in your heart there is still the name of Rifai!", said mas Aziz holding my hand.


"Astagfirullah..mas ....!"


I rubbed my temple with a few fingers.


"What kind of honesty do you want?"


"Do you still love Rifai?"


"Why are you asking like that? Didn't you see for yourself? Where are we?"


"Stay answered the deck, do you still love Mika's husband?"


My chest is rumbling. Not because of Fai's marriage, but about Aziz's questions.


"No!", I answered quickly.


"Lie!", said Aziz still clasping my hand.


"So...you hope I'll answer that I still love Rifai so mas??? Huh uh?!"


"Deck ...!"


I let go of his hand. I don't know why my husband asked me that again. He didn't know the place when he asked. After all, why did he ask about the same thing over and over again. Wasn't my arm enough to be his wife? Is there still less of my sacrifice to him...?


"Sir, I'm sorry.not what I meant to hurt you. I just want to straighten it out so that netijen does not misunderstand you."


"Who are they? It is up to them to judge what. "


"You know the deck! Mika had a story, if she wanted to cancel this event a few days ago?"


I know, but I chose silence.


"In fact, Mika had thought if someday they could be separated. Mika realized very well, how much her husband still loves you deck."


I closed my eyes for a moment.


"Since you woke up, Fai hasn't seen you at all. Because what? Because they fought Deck."


I know, Mika told me.


"Fai promised to keep a distance from you. Reduced the intensity of his meeting with you."


"It's good, man." I have the same intention as that.


"Tell me if you feel that way...."


"Enough mas!We're talking at home."


Aziz was silent. The pain he once inflicted on his wife was not comparable to his unwarranted jealousy.


Unreasonably? No. gabe. Of course, reasoned, their eyes could not lie. If there are still the same feelings between them, it's just that they try to cover it up.


The sound of music echoed and the MC was very excited to bring the event.


Aki looked from afar the two brides looked to enjoy this event very much. A paper?


Yes, it is baper. It turns out that the soul mate is right.


"We go there deck?", ask Aziz to break the silence between the two of us earlier.


"You are just me."


Aziz let out a breath. Has she not been able to determine the reality if Fai is married to mika?


"Why deck? Don't you see their togetherness??"


"You are why the hell mas, from earlier fishing continuously? Are you so happy that we fight?"


"Not that deck! What would people say if the mas themselves went there to meet them. Who are you here with?"


"Mas...can you not think negatively with me? Okay, you're jealous. That's natural. But you see dong to it..!", I pointed towards the guarantee.


"Look over there! look carefully. Are you gonna get me to meet them? How many stairs will I climb? Can my wheelchair be pushed there? Or....do you want to lift me up bridal style???"


Aziz stared at what I was pointing at. Aye! Quite high also their guarantee stage.


I heard her breathing. Is he thinking about justifying my words, or is he still thinking negatively about me?


"Well, it's better for you here to accompany me."


"You go there sir, let me accompany Ms Diandra?!" said Sharen.


Aziz and I looked at it together.


"Miss Sharen?", said Mas Aziz and I.


"Yes. I will accompany Ms. Dian. You don't have to worry, I'm not as bad as my Daddy."


"Go mas. There's Miss Sharen with me here."


"But deck....?!"


"There's me too Mr. Aziz", said Julian who followed behind Sharen.


"Julian?"


Julian nodded too.


"Yes, I've been there for a while on deck."


I also agree.


"Honey, can we talk alone?", Sharen asked Julian. Julian agreed, and then stood a bit away from us but could still monitor us.


"Bu Dian..!" said Sharen.


"Just dian. It's outside the office."


"May I ask?"


"What?"


"you and Mika's husband?"


I scrunched my forehead.


"Why are you asking like that? Is this related to you?"


"Just want to be sure."


"What?"


"My Daddy's words about you aren't true!"


What did Ronald say to Sharen?


"What?"


"You and your mother?"


My chest rumbles. Oh Ronald really took a grudge on me because of my late mother.


"We are not the same!", I said calmly.


Sharen smiles.


"Yes. I know it. And I proved it myself."


I looked at her beautiful face.


"I'm sorry.!" said Sharen.


"Sorry for what?"


"My Daddy hurt you and your future son!"


The Sharen I first met was very different from the one now in front of me.


"I'll leave it to you, Diandra. What punishment is appropriate for my daddy!"


What say? Punishment for Daddy?


"Sorry Sharen, I haven't thought about it."


Is this the real you, Di? Do I deserve to be envious???


"But I also thank you Di."


"For?"


Sharen suddenly hugged me.


"Hey...you why is Sharen???", I asked her because she suddenly hugged me.


He was squatting in front of me.


"Sorry, you have to get through this painful thing. But. indirectly, because of you..."


"What?"


"Because of you, my two-year wait has not been in vain!"


"meaning?"


"Julian will marry me soon!"


"Alhamdulillah.welcome to Sharen."


Sharen nodded while smiling.


"But...kok because of me anyway?"


Sharen also recounted when he had a fight with his Daddy and after that he met with Julian and yesterday they decided to continue to the marriage.


"Thank you again Dian. And. after I get married. I'm gonna resign."


"Kok resign?"


"I just want to be a housewife like Karen's sister, your best friend right?"


I smile. Sharen hugged me again.


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Ah....this is no longer the condition....why even the story is like this???


Not yet his baper-baperan although later mamak in hujaddd mamak2 😜️


Relax pemirsah....Aziz and Fai are not in action yet. Relax ae, no thumpy scenes kok ️