The Cost of Trust

Meet Lili again

We arrived in Ancol at about 9. Mas Aziz paid for the entrance ticket and handed out a parking card.

"Imah, the wheelchair is mah!" the Aziz mas. Yes, Aziz deliberately brought a wheelchair to. The reason is that I am not tired of following in the footsteps of Imah. Though I've been convincing since last night, I can walk far. But he was bad at me.

"It's mba. Here, sit. Let Mama push."

I also sat in a wheelchair.

"Little down, you carry his backpack. Let my food bag carry while pushing Dian's wheelchair."

"Ah..pak boss..this weight sir."

"Who brings a lot of stuff, when we want to tell me to bring it?"mas Aziz ketus.

"Yes.iya..maap."

We three walk together. The first place we visited was, of course, Marina Beach. I was so excited when I saw the sea. The wind blows not too strong in this way.

"Mba, nitip yes. Let's go there first." He put his backpack in front of me.

" You want to go there too?" ask Aziz to me.

" Not here."

I sat facing the sea. The blue color in the distance cools my eyes. The weather was not too hot this morning.

"Inget no deck, when we first ngedate on which side?" ask Aziz to me.

"There!", I pointed to a place not far from the people who were both enjoying the atmosphere of the beach. I saw Him talking to 2 people. Maybe he just got acquainted.

"How many years have you tried?"

"Almost 6 years. In the third year of our marriage, we are tested."

Mas Aziz squatted down in front of me.

"I'm sorry mas dek, I know that whenever you will always remember that hurt. Nor can it change the past."

"I'm just worried. If I let my guard down just a little bit, will there be Lili next to her?"

"Astagfirullah deck. Nauzubillahimind."

"Many people are statment, cheating is a disease. Can come at any time to anyone."

"But the khilaf deck, you know it. How could you cheat with a lily?!"

"That means there's a possibility of cheating with a woman who's not like lili you mean mas?"

"Oh Allah deck. Don't talk about it like that anymore. You know, it was a mistake I didn't want. Please take care of your emotions. I don't want to, it will have a bad impact on our children if you think too much about what is not important like that."

" Mba.mas...we're an ocean rink ya." suddenly Imah approached us. This intimate conversation stopped, we followed what we wanted to see today.

By noon, we entered Dufan. I let Imah adventure on her own. Mas Aziz was with me all morning. I asked Aziz to accompany Imah, but he refused. The reason, he had already tried all the rides.

She came back to us after changing clothes.

"Will you ride anything?"ask Imah to Aziz.

"What I've done, I've climbed it all."

"Owh. baby yes mba. The stomach is big again, try if not we must be exclaming together ya." said Imah.

"Yes.maybe next time."

"Eh ..we pray first yuk. It's past 12 o'clock, "give me aziz.

"You wait here, I prayed. We change." Aziz said. Me and Mama agreed.

Imah and I waited in the mushola yard which looked quite crowded.

"Mbak.itu.ada mbak-mbak who wear clothes less material here. He wants our nyamperin?" said Imah patting my shoulder.

Right, I saw the lily walking towards us holding the older man who deserved to be his father.

"Alhamdulillah. Fine, as you can see."

"Eh ..this is what I met at the minimarket, right?" greet the people to Imah. It's just grinning.

"Because of you, my lover wants to go to Ancol. Don't know to meet here" said the om.

"Huh? Om's lover? Not wrong? mbaknya more pantesan so anakke kok om, or... lest-don't mbaknya this actor yes....?" accuse Imah. At once the people around us looked at the lily with an incomprehensible look.

"Eh, lady hick. Do not be careless if you say." hardik lili to Imah.

"Imah.." Call me softly while poking her hand.

Suddenly Aziz came to the four of us.

"Hi mas Aziz? How are you?"greet lili as she realizes the arrival of Aziz mas. I saw Aziz like a misbehaved man. Grogi meet lili? Ccckck....

"Alhamdulillah" he answered briefly.

"Yes, let's pray first." take me to Imah. I don't know why I'm sick of seeing that woman in front of us.

"Rubby mbak. Boss sir, nitip ya." said Imah put his backpack on a wheelchair. Then lead me to a place of ablution.

"Bak Dian ain't papa?" ask Imah.

"What am I for?".

"Oh.thankfully. Don't be jealous, girl, it's just the past. Don't think too much about it, Cassian Dede the baby. I am sure Aziz is strong in faith." said Imah strengthen me.

"You don't know what happened between the two of them, mah.", I whispered slowly. But Imah still caught my word.

"I mean?"

"Well, next time I tell you. Now let's pray first, Abis is home."

We both prayed first before getting ready to go home.

When we came out of the mosque, Aziz looked alone there. Stare in the direction of nowhere.

"It's over, where are we going?" tanyakanya.

"Go home." I replied briefly.

Aziz looked at Imah, Imah just shrugged her shoulders. I sat back in my wheelchair.

Mas Aziz again pushed me towards the car park located quite far away. Mas Aziz opened the front door for me. But I opened the back door, next to Imah.

Looks like Aziz caught my jealousy when he met Lili again. Not jealousy, rather remembering the hurt of what they did. He closed the front door again. Then sit back behind the wheel.

There was no chatter on the way home. She also prefers to close her eyes. Maybe he was tired of trying various rides.

More than two hours drive home because the road has started to jam crowded vehicles.

Slowly, the car entered our complex. Mas Aziz opened the gate and drove the car back into the yard.

"Imah, it's here." I shook his shoulder slowly. He woke up, rubbing his eyes.

"Owh .. it's been until mbak." Then he got out of our car.

"You just take a break, huh" Aziz said.

"But it will open mas, bada magrib. A lot of it" he said while showing chat in his green app.

"Are you not tired mah?", asked Aziz. tumben ga ketus.

"No, it's still 4 o'clock. Still lumyan make a break until magrib."

Aziz and I left Imah who was cleaning up kamj luggage. He brought the rest of the provisions that had passed the side door to be brought to the kitchen.

I sat for a while on the terrace. Just wanted to straighten the legs. A Honda Jazz car stopped in front of the gate? Whose car is that? Aziz and I looked at each other.