The Cost of Trust

Happy or bad news?

I was unconscious for some time.What I knew when I opened my eyes, I was already in the car. My stomach also feels uncomfortable.Want to vomit, but can't.

Mas Aziz was surprised to see me who suddenly woke up.

"Sir, you are aware.What are you rasakn deck?Just be patient soon we reach the hospital.!"he said while wiping the top of my head.Ingin it feels like I'm tepis, but my hands are limp.I just turned my face towards the left window.My head throbbed in pain considering Lili's confession earlier.Maybe my anemia relapsed,so is my stomach acid .

The car entered the hospital parking lot.Mas Aziz hastily opened the car door.Rushing yes tried to carry me.

"Let go!", my sergeant.But my body feels boneless.Lemas not playing.I never relapse this bad.

"Sir, later again his anger.We check with the doctor first!", he said while forcing me to be carried.

I finally resigned when he took me and then helped the nurse to IGD .

After a while of examination, I came out.Although my body is still weak, at least there is infusion liquid that has entered my body.

"With Ms Diandra's family?", asked a guard doctor.

"Yes Ma'am, I'm her husband.How is my wife?", asked Aziz worriedly.

"After passing the examination, I think it should be continued by the obstetrician alone sir!" said the doctor.

"I confirm to the obstetrician who is taking care of you sir!",

"Sorry doc, what does my wife hurt?Any problems with the contents?" the worried tone was still clearly heard from his voice.I was still closed, feeling the sensation of headache was enough to hear the conversation between the doctor and my husband.

"Heheheheh is not so sir, there is a possibility that your wife is pregnant.So, you should do further examination.If you have seen the results of the USG more satisfied right?", replied the doctor.

Whahuh?Getting pregnant?Did ya?

"Once doctor?O Allah, thank you doc.!", said Aziz enthusiastically.I still close my eyes.Let me pretend I have not heard until I know the clarity.

The doctor also passed from IGD.

Mas Aziz came up to me.Swiping gently on my forehead.

"Sir, God granted our prayers deck!", said Aziz.

If ... had it not been Lili's confession, perhaps a bow of gratitude was the first thing I did.But this?

I was transferred to a different room to do the USG.I've opened my eyes. But I was still reluctant to stare let alone talk to my husband.

"Bu Dian.see this, the head has begun to form.Active once his movement.And listen to his heartbeat!", said the doctor.

My mouth gaped, I cried.Crying happy or I don't know....

"Look sir, active father candidates are perfectly healthy!"

"Yes doc, O Allah Alhamdulillah.", said my husband while crying.This moment is what we have been waiting for.But unfortunately, the time is not in favor of the situation.

"Mom Dian didn't feel or realize she was pregnant all this time?" asked the doctor.

I shook my head slowly.I forgot, when was the last menstruation.What I know, I do often come late months.Several times I do a pregnancy test, but the results are nil.

"I forgot when the last time to menstruate doc. because, every month I come late I always wear a testpack.But I am always disappointed.So, I have never done it again." I answered honestly.Doctor responded with a friendly smile.

"Definitely the presence of a baby who has been highly anticipated yes sir ...Ma'am.", said the doctor again. My husband also nodded cepet.See, in the tail of his eyes there is still a drop of water.Is he happy with the prospective baby I carry?Then baby lilies?

"From the results of the USG, the fetus has entered the age of about 13 weeks Ma'am."The doctor moved his hand over the equipment.

"Doctor, what should I prepare, Doc?My wife's anemic, the same pitched with the stomach!"

"Good sir, sir,Bu Dian must rest a lot do not stress.If stress is usually a trigger for stomach acid is also sir.It is better to avoid instant food or drinks.Many vegetables and fruits are nutritious foods.Let me give vitamins and blood-boosting drugs."The doctor wrote the prescription. It was handed over to Aziz.

After that, the doctor came out.Then two nurses pushed me into the nursery according to what Aziz ordered.

Arriving at the nursery, Aziz rubbed my head again.But, I once again cleared.

"Dek, soon we have children.Thank you deck.Mas very happy" he said again.

"Despite being pregnant, I decided to stay apart from you mas.I am disappointed with you!", I said.

"Dek, forgive mas.It must be how many times mas said, mas khilaf.Mas no relationship anything with lili.Trust sama mas! give the mas a chance once again deck!", he quipped.

"Don't touch me anymore mas, I'm disgusted to see your violent behavior with that woman."

"I'm sorry mas , deck! sorry...", cry again.

"With, or without you mas I can grow up my future child!", I said as I rubbed my stomach that was not too swollen.

"Enough deck, don't talk like that.We'll raise our children together."

"Please give me time.Better now you go home.I want to be alone !"

"No.Mas will not go home.Mas want to take care of you.You are not well deck!"

"Yes, my sport is not doing well. Moreover my psychic mas.It's all because of you.You've betrayed me mas....

my heart aches...sickness..", I take out my teasing while whipping as my crying overflows.

Back again, the pain hit my stomach.

"Ahh.".", I complained while holding the lower abdomen.

"Dec, why deck? sick again? ", asked Aziz worriedly.

"Don't touch me!", I shouted.

Then Aziz came out to call the doctor.After a few minutes the doctor and nurse came to me.

While Aziz was waiting outside.I still feel pain very much.But my heart pain is more painful.

"My wife why doc?", asked Aziz.

"Sir, please take care of the emotions of the mother dian yes.because stress can have an impact on the pregnancy of Ms. Dian.But now I have given a tranquilizer, let her rest yes sir" said the doctor explained.

Aziz nodded as well.

Hopefully after the break later, Dian's condition will improve.

"Hello, assalamualaikum mah.", said Aziz.

"Walaikumsalam.Ngapain you call mamah?Still got your face.", said mom.

"Well, Dian was hospitalized mah.Dian got pregnant.".", Aziz said.

"A...why....?In which hospital?Dian & her baby-to-be are okay, right?" ask mama to panic.

"Alhamdulillah, only Dian needs treatment!",

"Okay.mama get there now!"

Aziz took a deep breath.