The Cost of Trust

The Part 133

At an altar a couple had just made a holy promise. A holy promise to his God. Although, either.. after that even in his heart.the promise will be really in the right or just a speech on the lips only.

Walking hand in hand, the two of them left the magnificent sacred building. Who else are they? They are Mr and Mrs Winata.

When he was in the car, Stevan just stared at the outside window. Her body is here, but I don't know with her soul.

Marrying a young woman of her age with her daughter is not one of her life's plans.

Perhaps, feelings of fatigue and regret are one of the triggers why this unwanted marriage occurs.

Regret that! Stevan has destroyed two families and the future of two daughters who have nothing wrong.

From the damar story, Damar asked Stevi to abort the content that Stevi did not really want. The same thing he did to Lili, his wife. Stevi was the victim of the man who actually loved her. Unlike Lili, Lili is just a tool to vent her lust. Lili did look arrogant, but she was not at all glared at the treasure Stevan had. On the other side of a Lili, she is only the daughter of a mother who does not know her whereabouts. He was grown up by the environment. Treasure is not the only priority. Lili just needs a confession.

Although Stevan is not a romantic guy, but as long as Lili is with him, Stevan feels he is needed.

******* his own breath awakens it from his daydream.

"Darling ..why has it been silent???", Lili was so spoiled in the arms of her husband.

"Hem...!", that's Stevan's only.

"Are you not happy we got married?", asked the spoiled lili.

"Do you think?", Stevan turned the question back on.

"Om...doesn't I deserve to be happy?", asked Lili grudgingly. In the recesses of his heart, although he was happy because he finally married but must be admitted. The feeling of sadness was clearly in the small corner of his heart. No festive parties, no family. The family? Even Lily did not know who her family was.

Lili's question of 'Happy Rights' got Stevan thinking. How unfair it has been all this time. Her biological daughter lives in simplicity, though her father's possessions abound. While Lili, despite only three years of being her bed partner, she got whatever she wanted.

"You deserve to be happy!", said Stevan steadily.

"After this, I promise I'll change!"

"As far as you are!"

"Om..!", the lily was still pampered in Stevan's arm.

"Are we going to see the princess together?"

"I haven't thought of it!"

"You know, why do I hate Stevia?"

Stevan broke away from Lili.

"Hate??" asked Stevan.

"Yes! I hate your daughter!"

"But now, she's also your daughter even though you're the same age."

"Yes.I know that!"

"Remove your hatred of her, I will try to love you as the wife and mother of my son. Not just as my bedmate!"

"Oh, can I?"

"Why not?"

"Om know...Stevi always grabs what I love? What do I have? What do I love?"

"That's just your past when you were teenagers."

"Yes.maybe that's what you think. But not for me."

Stevan looked at his wife who looked different this time. Not just because of her looks, but because of her words.

"When I was with Aziz...Stevi came flirting with Aziz until we parted ways."

"Aziz?? Aziz Diandra's husband?", asked Stevan.

"Om familiar with Aziz?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Om know.I feel worthless at all. I'm just a piece of trash that's easy to pick up and dump everywhere. Nobody needs me, nobody wants me."

"For years I moved away from the man I thought would make my future bright. But it turns out all the zones. I was thinking, I want to go back to Aziz. I made trouble in the Aziz family, but Diandra persisted with their marriage until this point. I'm starting to think, I'm not young anymore. I also want to have a decent life. Some recognize me as a wife, some as a mother. Even though I know, om fixated on marrying me. But...still I say thank you, because om has given me status!"

The sentence after sentence that Lilies spoke was like a grain of salt that she sprinkled on Stevan's wound.

Lili wasn't as bad as she imagined. He's a victim too. Victim of his own stupidity, who considers him worthless.

Now, Stevan clasped the shoulder of his much younger wife.

"I will acknowledge your existence. From now on, you're Winata's only mistress. I promise, I won't play out there later. But, I hope after this.do not disturb the household life Aziz and Dian, let alone the life of my daughter!"

Lili nodded in her husband's arms. But Lili herself could not promise, someday whether she would change her mind or not.

"Wan, we go straight home. No need to go to the apartment!", said Stevan to Wawan , his assistant.

"we went to the house? I'm not staying in the apartment anymore?"

"Our house!", replied Stevan flatly.

A smile was etched on Lili's pretty face. Hugs to her husband were getting more and more. Although her husband is much more mature, but he is the only man who wants to admit his sexuality.

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"Mother Hayu! Let's go to sleep first!", said Imah while nguap.

"Yes, I'm going to sleep again!", said Hayu. Tonight, Hayu and Faiz stay in Imah's room. Tomorrow morning is the wedding day. Hayu is asked to sleep here, so that tomorrow morning he can help Imah get ready.

Hayu opened his wide hijab. The clock is showing at eleven o'clock in the evening. All the residents of this house must have fallen asleep.

As Hayu was about to lie down, he noticed a swarm of ants swarming over Faiz's leftovers this afternoon. Hayu also rose from his bed to sweep.

After finishing sweeping, Hayu intended to throw away the sweep of the ant. But how surprised he was when he passed by Aziz mas who had just come out of the stall.

Their eyes clashed with each other. For a fraction of a second, they freeze. But, Aziz quickly left the passageway.

The handsome man was only wearing a sarong and a singlet shirt. The instincts of the woman who had been untouched for a long time made Hayu's soul rebel.

Astagfirullah....Hayu tried to control himself.he immediately entered the room Imah again.

On the other hand, Aziz who had been amazed with Hayu who had not hijab made him 'want' channel immediately to his wife. He did not want to, his mind became dirty because it thought of a woman who was not halal to him.

I'm still sitting on the head of the bed. I have a novel that Aziz bought me a few days ago.

Suddenly Aziz burst into my arms. He attacked me suddenly.******* my lips are gone which makes me never have time to ask, this is why?

The breath of Aziz gasped. We unite our foreheads.

"What is it?", I asked slowly.

"Sorry.sorry deck!"

"Yes, why?"

"So.mas accidentally saw Hayu without Hijab deck."

Oh, because of that? What is the hayu so interesting that the soul of the maleness of Aziz rose? But. At least, Aziz has been honest with me. And ... vented her to me, a woman who is lawful to her.

"Thank you! Thanksmeme it! Although she looks more seductive, but you chose me here." I put his head in my chest.

"Promise the deck, never let any woman stay here again. Besides mom and dad. I'm just scared. I'm so afraid that my faith will falter!"

"Hayu didn't mean to tease you either. He thought, you are also not going to the kiosk at this hour right? Ja. I'm sorry. This is the first and last time I'm asking Hayu to stay here."

I rubbed my husband's head. I really feel like I have two babies.

"Can you continue, right deck? Naggung!", he said mischievously.

"It continues as much as you are!", I whispered.

We both laughed at each other. And.. after that, something that had been delayed is now back in progress.