The Cost of Trust

The Part 263

Damar, Fai and Julian slightly ran towards Aziz's room. When they got there, the husbands approached their wives. Only Julian was frozen. Wanted to approach Diandra, but he realized he was nobody.

"Honey, Dian why is this?", asked Fai to his wife.

"I don't know mas, suddenly he blames himself mas.he feels that the death of mama and woe mas Aziz is Dian's fault", replied Mika.

"Astagfirullah..!", Fai said Istighfar as he rubbed his face rough.

"Mbak Hayu said....Dian is depressed?", asked Mika to her husband.

"Later Mas elangin deck. Mas to Dian first yes!", said Fai to mika. Mika nodded obediently. Fai still had time to rub his wife's cheek.

But at the same time, Revan was sitting next to Dian. Fai who was intending to approach Diandra so held back his steps.

I noticed Revan's presence beside me. I am calmer now. I'm not messing around like that. The word Istighfar flowed into my heart, and it was there that I began to feel calm.

"I thought.. You're not like this anymore Di?", asked Revan.

Not long ago I answered, Fai was standing beside me.

"Why are you like this again Di?", asked Fai. I looked at my two exes in turn.

"Keep you away from me. I don't want anyone else to get hurt because of me! Go!", I said slowly.

"In..", said Fai and Revan simultaneously.

"Mas Fai, Revan! Please don't come near me. I don't want anyone to hurt you. Enough Aziz and mama to be victims."

"Stop blaming yourself based on your own assumptions Di!", Fai crouched down beside me.

Revan looked at Fai, then he changed his seat.

"How will you sustain your husband, if you absorb this Di?", quipped Revan. Now I'm the one who's staring at Revan with my sharp eyes.

"What do you mean Van? My husband will definitely be back to how he was, with or without my help!"

"But if you are like this, how will you strengthen Aziz? He needs your support! Although inwardly, I want to take you away from her!", said Revan returning my gaze.

Fai clenched his hand.

Angry mas? Yes it! The wife of her best friend is wanted by another man!

What a difference it makes to you, already know his best friend's wife but you still put your heart on her! Inner Fai war.

"Take your word Van. I owe you Van. But that doesn't mean you can just act like this to me!"

"If others might think. Our love story is just monkey love. Love her teen. But. the reality is not so Diandra. I still love you. From the past until now!We have never broken up!", said Revan staring at me.

I squeezed the tip of my hijab. Why are two men of my past present at times like these.

"Take care!" said Fai.

"Riffraise! I know Diandra better than you. You're the one who came into our lives!", Revan pointed at Fai's face with his index finger.

"Enough!", I snapped.

"Dian, dangeringin. We'll find out everything at. Stop thinking that is not. Don't try to blame yourself again, and we'll all be with you."

Even though it was just that sentence, in fact Fai's words made me a little calm.

''No leaf falls without the permission of Allah,

and there is nothing wet or dry, but it is written in Lauhul Mahfudz!", said Mas Fai.

"All is Destiny! Your job is just to run it. You must be strong! So Dian who can be a lamp for all. Especially for Aziz and Diaz. Rise up! Don't let you fall like this again!", mas Fai was still crouching before me.

What Fai said is true. I must be strong! I should be able to make Aziz mas spirit through his current state.

"In ..if the husband is still as he is now, be prepared. You'll come back to me!", said Revan with ambition and then got up from the chair next to me. I looked at Revan's back away.

Fai stood up, then called his wife to sit next to me.

"Yes mas?", asked Mika when she was dealing with her husband.

"Guide Dian, I want to see Aziz first!", said Fai. Not to forget he landed a kiss on his wife's crown.

Mika sat down, and rubbed my shoulder.

"Calm down, everything will be fine!", Mika held me in her arms.

"thank you Mika!", I raised my head on Mika's shoulder.

Fai approaches Danar and hayu.

"Fa, I'll bring Diaz home! He was here all the time!", said Damar.

"Yes, you said Dian" said Fai.

"Let's report to the police so it's my business to have Mr. Fai, the doctor!" Julian said.

"Alright, maybe it should be" Damar said.

"We say goodbye to Dian first yes pa!", said Hayu.

"Yes, Mi!", said Damar.

Both also say goodbye, later they ask Ujang to take asi which will be dian pumping.

"My men will take you to the dock!" said Julian. Damar scrunched his forehead.

"For the sake of keeping Diaz, dok!" julian before damar asked. Damar agrees with Julian. He walked out of the hospital.

Fai was now sitting next to Aziz. Aziz seemed to ignore the presence of his best friend. Carefully, Fai looked at Aziz. How fucked are you Ziz?

"You want what Lo?", asked Aziz flatly.

"Diandra relapsed!" said Fai. Aziz was a little surprised. But .. he understood, it was natural that his wife returned so. let alone earlier, his attitude was already outrageous.

"Then now? How's Diandra doing?"

"It's calmer, he's with Mika up ahead. Damar took Diaz home."

Aziz was silent, his eyes staring at the ceiling of his room.

"Ziz, you have to be strong. You can get through all of this."

"But mama and mbak Imas .." said Aziz faltered. Her tears are back melting.

"Lo still has Dian, Diaz, huh.....You cannot be weak. There are those you have to look after!"

"Where do I take care of them, you see for yourself! My own body cannot. How do you take care of them!?!"

"Lo must be sure, Lo must be cured!"

"Yes, I hope so. If not....Revan will take my Dian!", said Aziz. Fai flabbergasted.

"Revan talks like that?", asked Fai.

"Yes!", said Aziz flatly.

"Not to hear Revan's words. You have to be sure Lo can come back as before!"

"Do I deserve to accompany Dian with my situation like this?", asked Aziz mutely.

"Lo thinks Lo's wife will leave Lo because of Lo's situation like this? How familiar are you with Dian , huh?!", asked Fai a little emotion.

"Lo accepts Dian's condition, so does Dian. Dian accepts all the shortcomings of Lo. You guys complement each other!".

"But the circumstances are different Fai!"

"But Dian's love for Lo is still the same!"

The two looked at each other. I don't know what's in each of their minds.

"It's good to be healed, for your wife's child!", Fai patted his best friend's shoulder.

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