The Cost of Trust

The Part 267

Mas Aziz was silent when he came home from the funeral. I impeached. He must have been hit hard. All trials are tiled -tubi approaching her .As a wife, I just try to be with her as much as I can. However, Aziz lost them very much, especially Mama Farah .

Although our relationship used to be less harmonious, but in the last moments we were like a mother and biological child.

Mas Aziz was satisfied crying on top of mama Farah's navel. So in the car, he just sat leaning back in the back seat. Kang Dadan who sat behind the wheel also occasionally looked at him through the rearview mirror. There was no chat until our car entered the yard of the house guarded by Agus and Tino mas.

"Mas..it's over!", I said shaking his shoulder slowly.

"Hem..ah...iya!", sahut mas Aziz. He gasped at my call even though I called slowly.

I opened the car, and Dadan took the wheelchair that was in the trunk.

I slowly lowered Aziz's mas, without the help of Dadan's kang. Even though Dadan tried to help me. But I forbid it.I just tried and showed that I was able to help Aziz mas without anyone's help.

And thank God, though it is difficult. I managed to get Aziz in a wheelchair.

"Alhamdulillah!", I said with relief as Aziz was ready in his seat. I removed the sweat dripping on my forehead.

"Sir.don't force yourself! Mas heavy, why did you refuse Dadan's help?", asked Aziz pity me.

"Should he be forced?! Because I'm sure I can afford a mas!"

I push Aziz's wheelchair. Kang Dadan was carrying our goods to the house.

On the doorstep, Diaz was already enthusiastic about our arrival. The toddler looked cheerful looking at our presence. Her body could not stand still as the neng tea lowered her from the sling. He tried to run up to us even though the neng tea that had to be caught following him from behind because Diaz was not able to walk at the age of ten months.

"Da.da..yes...yes.!", cry Diaz in a typical interlude of laughter. I crouched down and took Diaz into my sling.

"Uch....uch...there are kangen same mother father huh????", I asked Diaz. The boy just turned his body and revolted from my sling. He asked to come down and on the bench Aziz. Of course Aziz greeted him cheerfully.

Aziz looked moved to see his son who asked him to sit on his lap. Diaz kissed over and over again. Maybe it's an expression between father and son who miss each other.

"We're going in, baby!", I said. The neng tea that had been moved could not say anything. Diaz who he has been caring for so far, is not as happy as this usually is. Maybe even that little kid understands what it means to miss....🤭

"Teh, Diaz I brought to the room huh!", I said to neng tea. I want quality time with my son and husband.

"Sok atuh mbak. Tetah already ready to eat, who knows later mas Aziz or mbak Dian want lunch. Not on fasting anyway?", asked.

"Yes tea. Thanks in advance!"

Teh neng left us and went to the back garden where she was drying clothes.

"We go to the room, baby?!", I push the wheelchair that contains the father and son.

Chequek.....

Our room is neat and clean. I don't know whether Imah teteh who cleaned it up .

"Thank God, you can go back to this room again!", Aziz smiled faintly.

"Yes, Alhamdulillah yes. We can get together again."

I took Diaz out of Aziz's lap and put her on her bed. Then I moved Aziz mas to our bed which was made not too high.

Right now, the three of us are in the same bed. Diaz immediately grabbed my gamis zipper.

"You want Diaz?", I asked teasingly.

But the impatient Diaz was sulking. Because I couldn't bear it, I suckled her right away. I put Diaz between me and Aziz.

Mas Aziz who was leaning on the headboard of the bed was smiling looking at us. I rubbed my head and Diaz took turns. I don't know what he was thinking. I saw tears dripping down Aziz's cheek.

Diaz starts to fall asleep while sucking on the original. I also looked at my husband.

"Why, baby, how you crying?" I gently rubbed his cheek. There were still bruises on his cheeks.

"Mas is grateful, still has you!", he said full of days.

"Mas.we're also lucky to have you. Next time, if there's anything please don't keep it yourself. I have a place to share, huh?"

Aziz nodded.

"Is it selfish to ask you to stay with me on deck?", asked Aziz with teary eyes.

I got up from my position before him, and got out of bed. I sat on the nightstand next to Aziz.

I put both my hands on her cheeks.

"As long as God blesses us, God willing I will always be with you. Accompany you until we age together with our grandchildren!"

Aziz's eyes are glazed. Then he grabbed me in his arms. I rubbed the back of his field that was always missed. I occasionally kiss her shoulder.

"Thank you deck...thank you!"

"Yes, um."

Mas Aziz broke our embrace.

"Udah afternoon, I ready to take a shower. Take a bench in the back. Let me sit while you shower."

Mas Aziz nodded.

Then I headed back to pick up the wooden stool I used to sit in the kitchen.

I was shocked when I went into the room, but Aziz's legs were already swinging on the bed.

"Mas!", I cried. Mas Aziz just looked up.

"Sabar or mas, why not wait for me?", asked slowly.

"I was able to move my legs up the deck. Can't move to a wheelchair yet."

"Prophey darling. Slowly, you will be able to heal!", I tried to calm him down. He just nodded.

"Before you go, I put down the chair first!"

"Yes deck!"

I prepared warm water for Aziz's bath. After all that was enough, I went back to Aziz's mas. Ki saw he had opened his shirt. All that remains are knee-length shorts.

"You want to open here? Not in the bathroom?"

"Bathroom on deck!"

I also bathed Aziz mas painstakingly. After Aziz mas returned neat with his clothes, it was my turn to prepare a bath.

*****

Fai was waiting for his wife in the hospital lobby.

"Mas!", clap Mika.

"Yes baby!"

"Aren't you surprised?"

"Ah...shocked!", with a shitty expression.

"Not funny?!" said Mika whipping her lips.

"Yes..gemes if rich gini? No fasting mah....euhhhg!!!" Fai pinched his wife's cheek.

"Yes, ntar malem!", ledek Mika.

"Ciye..are you kangen?", asked Fai while embracing his wife's shoulder while walking towards the parking lot.

"Kangen it, right from the busy Mulu!"

"Yes.sorry.but since we are not busy, we break the fast at home. All open the others!", said Fai opening the car door for Mika.

"Open whatever you can!", said Mika.

Hahahahahah

The second is laughing at crisp things that are actually not clearly important to discuss.