The Cost of Trust

The Part 142

"Darling!" call Fai to me.

"Why!"

"Mas would like to invite you to know my friends!"

"Oh yeah? who!?"

"Later on! You will know too!"

"All right!"

We also walked in tandem. Mas Fai embraced my shoulder during the walk.

"Oh yeah, what about your internship?" ask Fai.

No matter what, I interned in my own father's office. But I don't want to continue to take care of it. I'm enough to be a downstairs employee is enough.

"Em.good mas. Maybe after graduation, I can be a permanent employee there hahahha....!"

"You can be in!"

The call 'Di' is Fai's favorite call. Fai judged, Rara's name will make me remember her sad past.

"Well, that's them!"

mas Fai pointed at the two handsome men sitting on the cafe bench.

"Assalamualaikum!", said Fai.

"Getishalam." Damar and Aziz.

"Bro, know this Diandra."

They both nodded their heads, and so did I. The introductory session with Fai's friend did not last long. Fai says Aziz has to go back to the office and Damar goes back to the hospital.

Mas Fai also drove me home to my boarding house.

The night before Fai introduces Dian to his friend....

"yeah...Fai is a grown-up bah. Please don't over-regulate Fai!"

"Whatdidyou say? Arranging? Fai, Abah talks like this because he cares about your future!"

"What future is Bah..?"

"Already decided, next month Abah will send you to solo. Ponpes kyai Ali!"

"What bah? A ponpes? Pshaw! Fai is old! Is it appropriate for Fai to go with the little children bah?"

"Why really? Do you feel you have a high level of knowledge? Smart already?"

"that....!"

"Bah ask you to teach there while studying. You teach what is your ability. And you learned what you didn't know there!"

"But Bah...Fai....!"

"There's no but-button Fai. Prove your devotion to your Abah and Umi!"

*******

It's getting dark. It's like it's gonna rain this afternoon.

"mas, you go straight home. Want to rain?!"

"Yes." Yeah."

Just answered yes, the rain really came down hard.

"I'm just trying it out!"

"uh, don't be a mas. You will be sick!"

"How come?"

"Yes, go in first."

We both finally entered my room. Although we were often alone in my room. But I feel like today the hawa is different. The next room was still on quiet, where it was raining heavily again.

"I make coffee, huh mas?"

"May deh!"

rain, cold, unpretentious snatching gludug makes the atmosphere more and more.

"This is the coffee!"

"Thank you baby!"

Mas Fai sipped his coffee slowly. I just looked in awe at my handsome man.

"People know that mas handsome, but do not need to see until all it is!"

"But.geer!"

Suddenly the wind blew shut the door of my room.

Brakkkk

"Astagfirullah!", spontaneously we both beristighfar.

Abah semalem's speech, made Fai tingling. Would Abah still send her to solo if ...Fai has impregnated people's children? A short and unreasonable mind immediately took control of Fai's brain.

But, does Diandra want to??? inner Fai. Nah! Diandra is not that kind of woman. Fai's brain and feelings are clashing with each other.

"Mass? Why are you?", I approached her who had been silent since.

"Mas.....!!!", I shook my hand in front of his face.

Not only******, but Fai has managed to control my oral cavity. Mas Fai why? Not like he used to be like this?

The smell of coffee from his mouth makes me enjoy the more his thoughts. Until I felt it, something hardened down there that was stressing my lower body and Mas Fai's hand was slipping into my shirt.

Spontaneously I tried to push his burly body. And I tried to let go of the link.

After I managed to escape from the pierihan Fai, I also rose from my bed. But , Mas Fai's hand grabbed me and made me fall to his side. He hugged me tightly to my body.

"sorry!!", he whispered behind my ear.

"Let go! I don't want us to go black! Enough of our sins all this time .doing this and just kissing us is wrong mas. Don't be burdened with that great sin mas!", I was stunned.

"I'm sorry about Di. Sorry....!!!", Fai hugged me tightly, getting tighter. I know, he's so sorry for what he did.

After that incident, I tried to act normal. I forgave. But , not with her.

Until finally, the day he severed our relationship for no apparent reason. Decided to me only by a short message. Painful right? Who forgot Fai and Dian's parting drama was in the episode

'The world is small' Yes.

*******

Aziz clenched his hand as his wife told him about...Dian and Fai almost did that stupid thing. Which husband is not jealous???? Even if it's just a past. But the past like that will not be easy to forget, right?

And...Aziz has promised not to be angry with his wife after knowing the truth?

And as for his wife's rights, Diandra should think of the people who depend on his work in his company, right?

***""

I looked at Aziz mas who had no idea where his gaze was. But I still want to continue my story.

"you know mas? When Mas Fai left me without clarity, my world collapsed. I can hardly trust anyone anymore. I asked Kendra not to contact me if there was no immediate interest. Until finally, I know you. You make me feel comfortable."

Aziz looked me in the eye.

"In the beginning of our marriage, there has been no extraordinary love. Maybe just admiring. Until...you fasted for three months to be able to get your rights, right?"

Aziz just nodded.

"I just didn't feel ready for that time. I almost made a mistake with Fai. I.. I suddenly feel unworthy of you!"

Mas Aziz held me in his arms.

"But..mas who unsealed the deck?", mas Aziz tried to comfort me. Though I know, his mind must have been emotional.

"Yes. But it took you a long time to get it."

"No problem!" mas Aziz kissed my lips for a moment.

"You know what it's like when you challenge our marriage? Mas sick. I know, mama's just trying to make that someday, there's no fight between you and Fai if we can meet her. After all.mama also doesn't know my origin."

Aziz grasped my hand tightly.

"But it's getting stronger for me to stay with you. What matters is that I have you. Waiting for the presence of a child that God does not leave, one of the trials for me mas. Especially the attitude of the mother at that time."

I took my breath deep.

"I'm sorry mommy, baby.!", Aziz rubbed my arm.

"I can still survive. But..when you started touching me less, I felt I was not needed. I was thinking, I want to end it all!"

"Astagfirefull!"

"But I tried hard. I'm healed! I don't want my trauma back, and it involves Kendra."

"But that's not how Mas.compared when I saw your disgusting scene with Lili."

Mas Aziz suddenly sat down in front of my feet.

"You know, I felt like that was the lowest point of my life. You're the only one I have. Sick..sickness..remarkable!"

I'm back sobbing. Given how sad it was back then.

"Mas is sorry, dear....Maas apologized!", Aziz put his head on my lap. Is Aziz crying???

"But I hold out for Diaz, our son. I don't want Diaz to feel the same way I do!"

Mas Aziz was stuck in my lap.

"And now..we are happy with our lives, right? I love you, so do you!", I gently rubbed Aziz's head. He's still stuck on my thigh.

"Mas loves you so much Dek. Very!"

"Wake up! Shame on Diaz!"

Aziz sat down next to me.

"Honey.maafin mas. I hurt you a lot!", Aziz hugged me.

"Yes mas. I'm sorry, too, if I let you down a lot!"

We dissolve in each other's minds.

Oh Allah.Why do I know if my wife went through such difficult times. Why do I just know now? I even hurt her so much. Inner Aziz.

****

Huh! Fai and Dian have almost been like that..????

Basic Fai! But...Fai kaya has been repented, kanya you know....

We are all ordinary people, it is definitely the place of the khilaf and sin .

Btw....Will Aziz be angry with Fai after knowing that his wife and best friend were ever.....is that deep???? Weistttt.

Thx has read it! Hopefully not disappointing. And hopefully you can get a better idea again ⁇ ️️️️🤗