The Cost of Trust

Home from the hospital

At 11pm visit the doctor to my room. After checking, at noon I was finally allowed to go home.Finally I can get out of this all-white room.Mas Aziz has taken care of administration during my treatment. I prepared to go home.I decided to go home to us.Mama and Aziz mas are waiting at the door.

"Dek, home the same as the deck?", asked Aziz with a clear mimic.

"Go home mama aja Di.Mama is afraid Aziz ga becus take care of you!", said the sadistic mama.

"Sorry mah, not Dian refused the kindness of mamah.Not also Dian has forgiven Mas Aziz, but Dian should just go home.Later if it is clear the decision to split, Dian will go!", I said.

"You don't tell me that deck, you'll fix everything."

"Excuse me mah,Dian first.Assalamualaikum!", I said.

"Mama" replied Mama.

Mas Aziz chased after me who walked slowly.

trying to hold my hand.But back I remove every touch.I can alone. I am strong in facing all this.

I'm heading to the parking lot, approaching our car. Aziz opened the door for me.

I also entered the front seat.During the journey home, Aziz invited me to speak.None of his words I responded.Malas.

I haven't seen my phone since yesterday. I don't know what news from my green message. I usually like to talk to my friends.

[Dian, Lo's sick? Treated where? Laki Lo g jwb wa gw]

And there are a few more chat scattered that belom I had read.Then where do they know my situation? I looked for the source, apparently from the status wa mas Aziz yesterday.

[Chealing soon my shalihah (emoticon love)]

So write the status.Dih..lebay really you mas.

"Sir, stop by to buy food first yes.Mas has not prepared food at home!"

I'm not resisting nor do I agree.Let's know how he feels.

Mas Aziz turned to a tent on the edge of the sidewalk.Available soto Lamongan and pecel ayam.Entah he will buy what for me.

"Wait y deck, buy the side dish first.You don't go anywhere!"the door went away after parking our car.

I saw from a distance there were brothers selling ice cincau.Suddenly there was a sense of wanting to drink it.Like it was fresh once in this hot weather.I waited for Aziz mas never come.Kuput decided to get off the car.Then dullerperin Abang his lancher.

"Beautiful y bang, a lot of ice is not too sweet!", I asked.

"Drink here?", he asked.

"Yes bang, a pinch of bang.Haus!", I said. My esophagus feels very dry.The lizard was deft to make me. After that, he gave me a glass of fresh ice.

I hail the glass, I gulp slowly but I scoop quickly.Tak took a long time, finally toilet ice cincau in my grasp.

"Again bang!", I thrust my empty glass. Bang Cincau also welcomed with a smile.

"It's really thirsty neng?", asked his brother.I nodded quickly.Returned, the cincao handed the glass to me.

I also finished the second glass. For some reason, thirst still hurts me. Maybe because I didn't eat boring hospital food this morning.

"Which, once again can?", I asked.

Bang cincau gawking.

"Neng, why are these three glasses still fit?", asked his brother.

"And who drinks me the same Dede baby smitten bang."my mouth relaxed.

After a while I finally nodded.

"Alhamdulillah..makasih ya bang.Untung no Abang, kalo ga ntar my son drool how?", I said .

"Together, our fortune."

"Sir, is God you're here?Mas nyariin you from earlier.Mas will say do not get off the car.Mas anxious to know!", said mas Aziz rubbed my head.But I did not gubris his words.

"So how much does a bang cost?", asked Aziz to the cincau bang .

"Ten thousand aja mas.Istri mas already drink 3 glasses, but my glass is free deh.itung-itung to make full cravings orok candidates" said his brother.

"Huh? Three glasses? Abis bang?", asked Aziz in surprise.

"Hehehe Iha is abis!", replied the brother.

I passed away leaving them.

"again thanks to bang!", said I. bang cincau also agree.

"It's bang!", Aziz handed me a piece of blue money.

"Awhile the mas return?!" said Abang cincau.

"Take a bang.Receivers from me have fulfilled my wife's cravings!", said Aziz half-running after me.

"Wait for the deck, slow down the road.Be careful donk.you are pregnant you know.!" said Aziz while trying to hold my hand.

"Don't touch me.I can do it myself!" i'm firm.

Mas Aziz just looked at me clingy.I also went back into the car.

"Dek, mas tau mas wrong.But hope you want to apologize mas.Please do not treat the mas like this.Give the mas a second chance! mas please!",

I looked out the window, I haven't thought about what it would look like. I still let Aziz speak for himself.

"Can you shut up?I want to rest!", I said firmly.When also mas Aziz stopped his words.And after that, I also pretended to sleep.Mas Aziz did not speak again until our car entered the courtyard of the house.

I woke up when the car stopped.Mas Aziz opened the door for me.Effort to get me.

"I can do it myself!", I said.

Aziz gave in, letting me step into the house.

The door opened, I returned to this house

.A house full of memories.

But the image of the disgusting video again flashed in my vision.I shudder myself, disgusted myself if mas Aziz touched me even if only his palm. I saw how Aziz was so passionate about doing it.

How did you mas....

My chest is back.

"You'll eat the deck first, you'll eat ready..."

I rushed to the room.

"Dek, eat it first.Kasian Dede the baby. You should also think of our son's deck!"

I don't care what he said.I just want to lay myself down for a while.Perhaps by sleeping, I can momentarily forget the event for a moment.