The Cost of Trust

The Cost of Trust
The Part 290



Sorry if the ending is not what you expected. Because my mother's privates are limited to that ⁇ ️🙏🤭.


If there is a particular sentence or part2 that does not make sense, please be understood. And one more thing, hopefully this only happens in the world of novels and will never exist in the real world huh 🤗.


Happy reading .......


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"I know how you feel!", said Damar lirih. I looked at him from the side.


Damar accompanied me during a blood transfusion because he had asked permission from a fellow doctor who handled Fai.


Damar's facial expression was so flat this time. Maybe this is what I told you back then, Damar was cold. I guess I can't laugh when I'm doing my job .


A drop after a drop of my blood began to enter the blood bag.


"Mas...!", call me to the amber. He also looked at me. Right now we're just the two of us in this room.


"Are we being too selfish?", I asked him.


Damar looked at me. I heard his breath for a moment.


"Yes!", the answer is short.


I was silent too. Damar glanced back at me.


"It's not about who is in love and not in love. But remember, the sacred promise you made to the one above. If love were selfish, there would never be loyalty in this life."


I'm down.


"But we didn't betray our partner."


''Indirectly? No need to seek justification for mistakes! Because once wrong is still wrong. No one is forcing you to stick with your partner. And vice versa. All just your consciousness. If you and Fai are together, and it makes you happy, don't you think what about Aziz and mika?", she looked at me sharply.


"I..I....!"


"That's the real selfish thing. Not a selfish love. But you selfish ones!", said Damar in an emphasis-stressed plan.


"I know mas. I love Aziz mas!".


"I know that. What you mean is selfish here, about your feelings, right? Do you want to say love both of them?", she turned to ask me.


"No mas. I love Aziz mas, my husband."


"Then, what was that sentence coming out of your mouth?"


"I just still care about Mas Fai, because he was willing to sacrifice himself for me."


"Then do you remember what Aziz sacrificed for you?"


I froze. Damar was right, I was selfish.


"You know, out there how Aziz and Mika feel?"


Shut up, I can just shut up.


"Wear your conscience on. Don't sacrifice what's happened now just for the sake of a past feeling."


"What should I do?", I asked him. And it turned out that without me noticing, the blood bag was already full. Damar helped me to release that little slang.


"Ask your conscience. Love can sacrifice for those around it. So did you, Di. Can't you see what Aziz's sincerity looks like, Mika's sincerity?"


I'm sitting. Then Damar, sit in my gurney. We're facing each other.


"I can't choose between Aziz and Fai, for me they're both my brothers. I don't want to side with one of them. But I only look at it from the man and husband's side."


"Sorry....!"


"You don't apologize to me, Di. Not to me."


"But to your husband and his wife Fai", he continued.


I stared blankly at my interlocked hands.


"For me, you and Mika have been considered my own sister. So please, don't betray our brotherhood with things that hurt each other."


"How can I get rid of this feeling? I've brushed it off so far. And you all know."


"That's how important it is to trust each other. You know what it's like to be hurt when Aziz makes a mistake with Lili. So did Aziz, he actually felt betrayed. Different, you can see the evidence of Aziz's betrayal. But not with Aziz. Because you keep it."


Astagfirullah.


"In...!", Damar held both of my shoulders.


"Fai looks strong, looks squeaky. But I know, he's fragile." Then he continued his advice to me.


"Free your heart from the shackles you created yourself. God is the heart-reverse!"


"Am I wrong if I want to give my blood to Fai mas, the person who sacrificed himself to save me?", I asked slowly.


"No, not wrong at all at."


We were both silent, dissolving in our thoughts.


"I apologize to your husband and wife Jiga Fai. Without you realizing it, you've hurt them with your attitude of wanting to repay Fai."


I stared at the grown man before me.


"Thank you for that."


"Why thank me, Di. Even I think your husband would do the same thing that Fai would do if the opportunity was right in front of his eyes."


Again Damar's speech was right in my opinion.


"Yes, you are right!", I said slowly.


"We're out, all waiting for you!", said the damar as he helped me down from the gurney.


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"With brother Dadan Ramadan?", greet a man in a black leather jacket.


"Follow sir!", said Dadan.


"I'm Salman. From Polsek Xxxx!", said the policeman stretched out his hand.


"Thank you sir!"Dadan extended his hand.


"Have you called the police Dan?", asked Aziz.


"It is!", replied Dadan.


"So what about sir?", asked Dadan.


Then Dadan moved away from Aziz and the others. After a while, Dadan asked permission to come to the police station to report in writing and also hear the progress of the case he reported earlier.


"Mas follow Dan!" said Aziz.


"Don't mas, I'll take Imah ya mas. I'll be back later. Hope everything is revealed soon."


Dadan patted his sister-in-law's shoulder gently.


"Are you careful?!" said Aziz.


"Yes, my car has it!"


Aziz nodded. Not far from Dadan stepped, the phone in the Diandra bag rang. Aziz quickly took it. There's an unnamed foreign number on Dian's phone.


"Just what did you do?!", pinta Dadan.


Aziz finally raised the call.


[Assynualay]


[Where's Rara?]


[You who?]


Aziz looked at Dadan. For Aziz, the one who called Rara was only the ones in Diandra's past.


Dadan asked Aziz to meloudspeaker his call. Aziz nodded in understanding.


[You who? What interests do you have with my wife?]


[Hahahaha it turns out you still have the guts to ask Ziz!]


The policeman who was originally about to leave, was detained Dadan for a while. With his hands he recorded the conversation.


[What do you mean?]


[Why didn't you just die back then?]


The deg! All eyes looked at each other.


[You mean what? And who are you?!]


Aziz spoke more firmly.


[How about a surprise from me Ziz? Your mother and sister died together? Hahaha, that's because you dared to imprison me!]


Aziz's eyes widened.


[Om Ronald?]


Pekik Aziz's. Damar is still recording the conversation.


[Hahahaha how great your guess.]


[So..everything that happened to me and my family because of om?]


[House. Sure thing!]


How could Ronald be in prison?


Aziz clenched his hands.


[I can do anything Ziz, my people are many! In jail? It doesn't matter to me, hahahah]


Aziz could not bear to vent his emotions. But Dadan tried to calm her down again.


[Now what do you want?]


[You ask what I want? Well, at first, I want Diandra dead].


Astagfirulah....May 'Mika and Hayu shut their mouths.


[What's wrong with Om! ]


[His parents made my sister commit suicide, she's my barrier to DWP control]


[Electured people like you are that shortsighted!]


[Hahaha why? Even I'm not just petty even sneaky. At first I wanted to kill Rara, but her lover had already sacrificed herself. The pearl story of Dirham happened again. It's too much fun if Rara just dies, how about we see her go back crazy like she used to. Isn't that more fun???]


[You've gone too far Om]


[Pssst. Be aware.you are only in your wife's device. If you hadn't interfered, your mother and sister would still be alive hahahahaha]


Tut's....Tut's....Tut's.


Call ended.


Dadan handed over the evidence to police.


Aziz was still shocked by what happened. Fortunately, he was still in his wheelchair. Hayu asks Diaz of Imah, so that Imah can calm her brother.


"Mas...!", Mom hugged her sister.


"Mama Mah, mbak Imas.!" said Aziz.


"It's fate like that, we have to be patient. Currently, Dian also needs support. Don't let Dian come back like that. That's what Ronald wanted. You split up, and Madam Dian is devastated. Please don't be like this mas", Imah grabbed her brother's shoulder.


"Neng, AA to the police station first!" said Dadan. Even the nod.


After the death of Dadan and the police, Aziz was still silent in front of Imah.


"Are you going to blame Dian mas?", asked Imah. Aziz.


"Dian innocent Mah. Right you said, I should have supported Dian not to get to what she used to be."


"What do I think, is it the same as what you think?" asked Mika to Aziz. The two stared at each other. Hayu and Imah do not understand what Mika means.


Aziz did not say Mika.


"What do you think Mika?", I asked who appeared suddenly behind her with Damar.


"Dian...!", call Mika softly.


"Sir..!", Aziz grabbed my hand. But I'm getting off slowly. I chose to sit in front of Mika.


"What do you think Mika? You think I'll release Aziz mas to return to Fai mas, as well as you? Want to give up Fai mas for me?", I asked full of emphasis.


"Dian..aku..!", Mika's sentence stopped.


"Sorry Mika, I admit in front of all of you. Sorry if I was presumptuous, I was selfish. But I can't lie to my own feelings, I can't completely forget about Fai, or vice versa. But we realized we had another love that was more entitled and more sacred than our 'selfish' love. Sorry!", I didn't pop both my hands.


But Mika grabbed my hand, then hugged me tightly.


"No Dian, no?! Feelings cannot be forced. And we know you've tried so far. Only sincerity that you cannot yet feel."


I was stuck in Mika's arms. The guilt in my chest grew. Mika's slow words actually felt piercing the heart of my heart.


Mika broke her embrace from me, wiping my tears.


"Don't cry Di, thank you for donating your blood to Mas Fai."


"It's my duty Mika. If you had the same blood, you would have done it." Mika held my hand.


Damar folded his hands on his chest watching this show.


Now I'm turning to Aziz.


"Pardon me, I have always accused you of betraying me. But the truth is, it was I who betrayed you! I didn't even notice her!", I cried on my husband's lap.


"Darling.for the mas, you never betrayed the mas. You know, you love me too. The second chance from you deck, that's proof that you really love a lot. And ...about feelings for Fai, right Mika said. You just have to fuck each other up."


I looked up at my husband's handsome face.


Is the love of a man this good you still need to ask Diandra? My inner.


"Thank you.!", I hugged my husband's body.


"Don't cry again Deck, we open a new leaf to make it better in the future."


I'm nodding. At the same time, the doctor came out of the room.


"How about doc?", asked Mika.


"Alhamdulillah, all is well. And Mr. Fai is past his critical period."


Thank God, we all give thanks. Mika did not rush to see her husband, because she understood the procedure of this hospital.


She'll visit her husband in the ward later.


Dadan called Aziz. He explained that if the people who sabotaged the mama boutique in Surabaya to cause the death of mama and mbak Imas, the person who harmed Aziz, and shot Fai was Ronald's man. And they've been caught, based on the license plate and the cctv and the recording of the conversation.


"So...om Ronald did all this?" I said I couldn't believe it.


"Yes deck!"


"Astagfirullah.if om Ronald does want DWP, why not ask directly from me. Why sacrifice the people I love!It's all my fault", I sat down lethargic with tears still dripping.


Hugged me tightly.


"Sir, don't blame yourself like this. Please control your emotions! I don't want to mbak Dian relapse again, that's what Ronald wants Mbak. Please.keep your emotions mbak. There's Diaz who needs you too!", Hayu takes Diaz to my lap.


"Diaz.excuse me mother son.!", I rubbed her head slowly and kissed her.


"Umi, take Dian to the cafeteria. He won't eat after the transfusion" Damar told his wife.


"Yes,pa!"


"I don't want to eat Mas Damar, I just want to make sure that if Mas Fai is out of this room, then I eat!"


"Dian, don't be like this. I know you're worried about Fai. If something happens to you, then it could be that the doctor who asked for blood donation from you was blamed!", Mika persuaded me.


"I'm sorry mika!"


"Come, we'll eat together!", take Mika.


"Yes, let me and Aziz be here."


"Oh yes, sister, please later if the sisters come out, please request a VVIP room for Fai mas!", said Mika.


"Udah, you calm down Mika. Fai's critical period is past, past. Let us add his prayer to the Khalik, so that Fai may come to his senses and be healed."


Mika nodded. We all headed to the hospital canteen. And accidentally we met Abah umi and papa.


Then for a while, you said hello to him all. At the end, we all went to the cafeteria. And the three old men found the amber and Aziz.


Arriving at the canteen....


I could order enough food for me, because I. He sucked his blood so had to eat a lot.


"Di, may I ask?" asked Mika.


"Yes?"


"You know your blood type is the same as Fai's?"


"Yes, I used to have Mika's accident. And it just so happened that Fai donated his blood for me at that time."


Is this why they still can't let go of each other? Is there the same blood flowing in their bodies? Inner Mica.


"Thank you again!" said Mika.


"Stop saying thank you Di."


"Yes, but I don't know what happens if you...."


"Mas Fai only did what he could do Mika, if Aziz was in the same position, I'm sure he would do what Fai did."


Mika smiled at me. We all hugged each other. Until the tone on Mika's phone rings.


[Yes, brother?] said Mika. We can guess, it's from the damar. Mika's face sparkled.


[Okay, we're going there!] said Mika.


"Why Mika?", asked Hayu.


"Said brother Damar, mas Fai has been moved to the nursery and great again.mas Fai is already human."


"Alhamdulillah.!", we said compact. We also headed to the room of Fai.


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"Abi...!", call Mika softly.


"Uma, Abi is fine dear!", said Fai as he rubbed his wife's head.


"Dian who donated his blood to you Bi!" said Mika lirih. They were both in that room.


"Yes, I know. Because our blood type is the same, and rare."


Fai rubbed his wife's cheek.


"Abi kangen equals Uma.!" said Fai.


"Abi, uh. can-can be joking in this situation."


Fai smiled faintly.


"Sister said, Abi called Uma when she regained consciousness?"


"really? is that the case?", asked Fai.


"Abi..!", said the spoiled Mika.


"Of course, Uma, what about Uma and Dede if Abi is not strong, heum???"


"Thank you Bi.!" said Mika. Fai nodded too.


"You want this to meet Dian, okay?", she asked hesitantly. But mika did not rush to answer.


"Yes, if Uma doesn't ngijinin."


"Who says Uma doesn't ngijinin Bi?", asked Mika. Fai greeted mika's greeting with a smile.


"May Abi ask this.!", he pointed to his lips.


"Magine pain also ih.!", said spoiled mika.


"Little, nothing more!" said Fai. Mika obeyed him. Then he immediately came out of the room, then told Dian to come in.


"Mas Fai..!", I said softly.


"Dian..!", call her. Now I'm sitting next to Fai's gurney.


"Thank you!", he said.


"I should be grateful!"


Mas Fai smiled sweetly.


Oh, my God, if....


"From this moment on, we should really give each other away. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore."


"Yes Di. I'm sorry if I've been all this time....!"


"I am the same....!"


We both smiled.


After some time, Aziz and Mika entered.


Mas Aziz took Mika. And that made Fai glare.


"Please my wife!", said Fai lirih but sounded suppressing his voice.


I smiled, not even smiled. And Aziz released mika's hand.


"Jealous, right, Lo? Equally, I too if Lo so to my wife!", said Aziz who now grabbed my shoulder.


"Damn Lo giveprank me?", asked Fai.


"According to Lo?", ledek Aziz.


"Lo ain't kasian with me Ziz, love Lo ya. I saved the life of Lo's wife! I still hurt!"


"Oh.more counting, deck.take back your blood!", Aziz told me. Me and Mika laughed.


Mas Aziz grabbed my shoulder, and Mika leaned on her husband's shoulder.


"From now on, promise me. That you guys have been mengikhlaskan each other. I'm with Diandra, and you're Fai. No more feelings to cover up!" said Aziz.


"God willing, Ziz!" said Fai, then he kissed his wife's forehead.


And finally the VVIP room was transformed like an impromptu market.


His name is also in the novel huh, in which real world is there. right????


And in the end....


Being sincere is the key to their problems so far. Trusting the couple is the duty of the husband and wife. If it's wrong, scold it. If it can be repaired, fix it. There is no perfect person in this world.


Trust is expensive cyin..the cheap smile and makeup thumb sign 👍 make this mamak dimeh .


...EXPIRE...


Thank you to all of you who are ready to read the work of mamak who is still ambiguous, please understand if many typos and sentences or whatever is not good. Because the ability of mamak is not as good as other othors.


The story of Dian, Aziz, Fai and Mika is over. Mama will be consented to the next work, then,


I AM A WOMAN WITHOUT A WOMB.


And hopefully, loyal readers in Dian's story will be pleased to read also yes 🤷🤷🤗


Thank you also as much as possible to mak2 all who have supported the work of mamak from the beginning until the last eps, which can not mamak tag one2. Because your support is very valuable for other mother's writings.


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