The Cost of Trust

The Cost of Trust
Punishment



" Mr Di, call Imah?", ask imah after he sat on the sofa in the family room.


"Why are you conspiring with your mas Mah?"


"What conspire mbak?", looking at the restless mas.


"You want to cover up your mas's rot? Want to keep everything from me Mah?"


"Mbak Dian talked about opo anyway?"


"Video mas Aziz with Lili!"


His face changed.


"Mr...!"


"I'm disappointed with you. I thought of you as my own sister. But you're in favor of your mas who's clearly done wrong."


"It's not so mbak...Imah just do not want if mbak Di will .. like this if you see the video. But mbak, in the video mas Aziz was asleep and kissed by Lili. mas Aziz nothing."


"With or looking at that video, you see now what my emotions are like?"


Come near me. Grabbing both my hands.


"Mbak Dian was like an older sister Imah herself mbak. I don't want to be hurt anymore, crying again. Mbak sorrow also Mmaah sadness. Ma'am's happiness is also the happiness of Home. This is not entirely the fault of Aziz. Mas Aziz was just a victim of Lili's obsession and mother's grudge."


"If it is demanded who is most responsible for all this, the answer is Imah mbak. Who has brought motherhood into our lives. Who let Aziz do good to me. But I just trapped Aziz."


"Mr...I didn't mean anything when I deleted the video. What was in my mind at that time was not .. save Aziz mas, not mbak. I just don't want to be hurt anymore."


I'm trying to understand the explanation. But still, I felt heartache over the entanglement of the two of them.


"Imah knows, you love each other. Trying to be loyal to each other."


"Mbak.mas Aziz is very dear to you."


"Don't you know, Aziz cried and begged the same Imah when she found out about the video? He's scared shitless."


"Trust me, the expensive is not just the same quota chili now. But trust and loyalty."


Imah said as if wise, but sounded tickling in my ear.


Pppfffff.


"Kok even mbak Di ketawain Imah anyway? Bener though? Faith and trust are a package. Only selected people can afford it, well.buy it with love...."


This time I couldn't help but laugh. It was so good to take my heart.


Aziz looked more relaxed because he saw me laughing.


"This time I believe!"


Imah and Aziz looked at each other and threw smiles at each other.


"But don't be happy!"


Aziz and Imah looked at each other again.


"Since you've conspired, you must get my punishment!"


"What punishment?"


"Buyin mbak soto mi in kang Dadan!"


"Assiiiappp. With pleasure. Get on the road now!"


Without ba.bi...Flee without saying goodbye.


Now it's just me and Aziz at home.


"Sir.kamu ya.kamah believe in the same mas again."


"Hmmm..."


Aziz sat down in front of me, putting his head on my lap.


"Dec, I'm just in love with you."


Both of his hands held my feet in his arms.


"Mas also hopes that your love is only for you. Though I know that man still loves you very much. Looking for a gap in our relationship. But please do not ever leave the deck. Because I never had the slightest intention of betraying you."


"I can't promise anything. I'm just trying my best."


Mas Aziz looked up at me with his head. Then he got up, and sat down next to me.


"Mas want to hug you deck!"


"No. No hugs, kisses let alone rations until the time cannot be determined!"


"Astagfirullah deck...Has it all clear?!"


"But it's still here." I pointed at my own chest.


"Sir....!"


"No...!"


"Yes, maksa! In the room there is Diaz, Mas can take it to the other room!"


"Hey, what the hell is mas? no..no!"


"You can't refuse!"


Aziz took me by the way. Yes, my body is still slim is felt so light in his sling. Sure enough, Aziz took me to the next room. Put me down and lock the door.


"What do you want?"


"You want to eat you! If you scream, Diaz wakes up!"


*******


Imah walks towards kang Dadan. It looks crowded, it will be a long time ago. Uh, that..that's not Mr. ustadz, is it? Why is this clock here?


"Assynolt...."


"Walaikumsalam, you know Imah?", said Fai.


"Yes, Mr. Ustadz, his A Dadan is busy, huh?"


Imah looking for the figure of his lover who does not see the trunk of his nose.


"A Dadan again to the bank neng Imah."


"Owh, yes I want to pesen soto noodles first."


Fai nodded slowly.


Look Imah who is ordering three servings of soto noodles Bogor made in her lover.


Come out of the stall and at the same time Dadan was down from his motorbike.


"Lho, Mah you tea here? Why not wa wae or kos biomass?"


"Against wanting to come here, the kiosk also closed."


Now Imah, Dadan and Fai are sitting in threesome in the house.


"Oustadz is he here in the afternoon? Farhan's got the gasik tah?"


"Don't call me ustadz, just call me Fai, Mah!"


"Owh.ok...mas Fai!"


"I'm on holiday again, Mah. Where else if not to this place."


Dadan smiled at his smile.


"Well, how are the clock's tumbens closing up?", asked Dadan.


"Biasa mas, you're a problem!"


"What problem?", asked Dadan.


Fai looked at Imah questioningly.


"Yes.that's just A."


"What... Because of Lili?", asked Fai.


Dadan and Imah looked at each other.


"I was there."


"Mas Fai, at the stall?", asked Imah reassuringly.


"Yes, I heard their conversation. And I.. won't let Diandra hurt Mah!"


"Mas Fai...?"


"Yes mah, I still love your sister-in-law."


"Don't get me wrong, Fai, they're fine." The voice sounded vibrating.


"But not with Diandra's feelings!"


"But at the moment, everything is clear. They're fine!"


"Fai..have it.you will have to learn sincerely. Ikhlaskan Diandra Aziz. Dian must be happy with her life right now."


"But Aziz has betrayed Dian , Dadan!"


"We never know what Fai really is. Those who know!"


I was confused by the conversation between the two of them.


At the same time, Dadan's men handed him three packs of his ordered soto noodles.


"It's tea, soto her noodles!"


"Eh, yes. Thanks!", I'm handing over the money to Dadan's employees. Dadan gave the code not to accept it.


"Why not be accepted?"


"Can't be the same Kang Dadan, teh! Excuse me."


"Heh?", Umah cackled.


"Take it there! Uh, AA anterin, huh?"


"No need to go home by yourself. Aja aja mas Fai."


"And so, I want to go home too."


"alright. Come on, Mah!"


Dadan took Imah's hand to his motorbike.


On the way...


"Mas Fai still loves you so much Dian?"


"Yes. Fai's first girlfriend."


"Owh..likeness...."


Imah tightened her embrace to Dadan's stomach.