The Cost of Trust

Peace

"Hi, Fai!", said Aziz.

"Yes,Ziz! Sorry to bother you !"

"No, Diaz's time to drink breast milk anyway. I'll sleep soon."

"Ooh.", friendly tumben nih people, Inner Fai.

"Dian said, you have something to do with the wedding of Imah and Dadan?"

"Eh.iya. Dadan asked me for help, he said what if the wedding was held in two or three weeks? Dadan's going to Bogor, meeting his extended family."

"Yes.I'm so glad! Where to do it? Inhere? In the building or where? it's up to you!"

"Dadan said, if Dadan and Imah want a simple wedding. Simply kabul ijab and the presence of close relatives. Maybe..rent the RW area multipurpose building here maybe?"

"If there is an agreement like that, I will join!", said Aziz resignedly.

"Yes, they both want it and want to live it!"

"But, did you really agree? Frankly, I never told you anything!"

"From Dadan's story it's so Ziz!"

"Okay, let me have a chat with Imah", Sahut Aziz. And at the same time, I came out of the room after putting Diaz to sleep.

"Dek...!", call Aziz. I was the one who wanted to get out, so turned to Aziz.

"Yes, why?"

"Diaz is sleeping?"

"Udah, why?"

"Can you please?"

"Please? What would you please?"

"Make us a drink! You want coffee or something else Fai?", Aziz offered Fai.

Why is this a person? Tumben, my murmurs were definitely not heard by them.

"Huh? What aja!", Fai was like his surprised by the change in attitude mas Aziz.

"Yes on deck, make orange ice. It's like this weather!"

"Yes!", I answered obediently.

I also made two glasses of fresh orange ice. My mind is still astonished by the changes in Aziz's attitude. Usually, he will be angry or at least careless when dealing with Fai. But not this time. He looks calm, friendly and very sweet.

When I'm ready, I'll put the drink on the table.

"Please mas.mas...Fai!"

"Thank you dear!", said Aziz.

"Mama Di!", said Fai doubtfully.

I want to leave them both.

"Where is the deck?", asked Aziz as he took my hand.

"You ahead, nemenin!"

"Here we go, we talk together!"

Huh huh? Which is really mas? I was only able to batin after Aziz mas has really occupied me next to him.

Hadeeeh! I have to sit between my future man and my past man. My Aziz why the hell?

"I.. why would you sit here?"

"Nemenin!"

"Bbbuatt what? You guys are both guys, don't need to be won, is that okay?"

Mas Aziz smiled sumringah. Different from Fai who looks strange looking at Aziz. I think, Fai as I thought with seeing Aziz's behavior.

"Oh yes Fai, do you really still have a taste for my wife?", Aziz to the point in front of Fai.

Come on, don't fight anymore. I think Aziz's mas is already slab. No, it's still the same!

"Say Fai!", said Aziz slowly.

"Yes, Ziz! I honestly haven't forgotten about Diandra!"

Mas Aziz took a deep breath, not forgetting I wrapped my hand around his arm. I was just anticipating the unexpected circumstances.

"Yes, I know! I'm not obsessed with having Dian, am I? I'm aware of my limits!"

"Alhamdulillah, if you know Fai!"

"But, why can you.. betray Dian?", Fai asked hesitantly.

"I have never betrayed my wife, my mistakes have been huge. But Dian knows. I didn't mean to hurt her!"

"really? and that woman named Lili?"

"He set me up, Fai, I have nothing to do with him!"

"Why is he still chasing you?"

"Yes.I don't know. Obviously, I just want my wife."

"Aren't you jealous of me anymore, Ziz?"

"Jealous? Of course I'm jealous. Which husband would his wife love another man?"

"Why has your attitude changed? Feelings, yesterday you're still sniffing at me?"

Mas Aziz grabbed my hand in his grasp.

"Yes, I am the best!", replied Aziz.

You finally admit your keberbeian mas!

"I don't have to doubt my wife. Moreover, about her feelings to you Fai. I should be grateful, Dian is my partner.

Dian was willing to forgive me, opening up a new chapter in our domestic life that was about to collapse! But, because of her love for me, I realized. Do I deserve to doubt her loyalty to me even though..there are you, her past?"

Mas Aziz, what medicine did you take wrong? Or maybe your head is sucked? How do you say rich people really do mas?

"Yes Ziz, you're lucky. I only kept your soul mate for three years!", Fai said with a smile.

"Yes.. thanks!", Aziz replied briefly.

These two friends like going back to the colonial era, will they be friends again? Is that true? When should I meet him often? Even though I don't have any feelings for Mas Fai, it's still awkward to be close to him. Three years of dating him, made me remember exactly what Mas Fa'i was like.

"You guys..back friends?", I ask you know.

Mas Aziz and Mas Fai looked at each other and threw smiles at each other.

"There is no prohibition to be friends, no deck?", asked Aziz to me.

I smiled wryly!

"Yes.yes...please!"

Are they really friends again? O Allah, Lord, describe my heart!

*****

At kiosk....

"God! Not fair, Fai can nemunin Aziz, my time is not?" said lili ketus.

"Well, how do I know!"

"Anyways, I want to wait for Aziz here until he gets out!"

"Give up!", said I relaxed.

Her eyes and hands are more interested in dancing on her phone keyboard than in responding to Lili.

[Yeah, Fai is talking to Aziz, A!]

[Oh.hopefully they are not plump-thump ya Mah!]

[God willing not A, there is no Di, his handler (Emotion laughs wildly)]

"[You are yes! Don't like to tease them.]

[Yes A. Btw is still a long time in Bogor?]

[No, it's coming home in the afternoon. Wh why? yes kangen?]

[yeah miss A!]

[Later AA night there!]

[Ready A!]

Their conversation stopped, while Lili was still busy waiting for Aziz.