The Cost of Trust

The Cost of Trust
The Part 256



The six people who had just landed in Bali walked hastily out of the airport. Fai is still trying to connect Diandra. This time, Mika tried to put herself to unselfishness. There is no jealousy tucked in this time other than his concern for the friend who is facing his own situation.


Arriving at the waiting area, Imah saw the news that made her hysterical.


"Yes Allah.!", Imah covered her hands on her lips.


"Miss? why neng???", Dadan was unusually panicked.


"That's A....!", I pointed to the television at the airport.


"Why?", asked Dadan again.


"That news?? The shop and the boutique mama that burned A! Me... they...all...huhuhu...!", imah back in the arms of her husband. Not yet subsided his crying because of the incident that befell his brother, now he must face the fact that his family in the city died.


"Innalilahi..!", another remark.


"Sabar neng...sabar?!", Dadan rubbed his wife's back. They became a spectacle inside that airport area.


"That's..ruko Mama Farah Mah?", asked Fai. I can only nod while crying.


Oh my God, what is this? Why are the tests so hard? How are you doing Di? The whisper of Fai in the heart.


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In the hospital....


"Assalamualaikum!", I greet someone who is in front of the IGD.


"Moskalamic. Mrs Aziz's wife?", asked the man. I'm nodding. Then he handed Aziz's cell phone to me.


"Thank you sir, for helping my husband."


"Together Mum."


For how long, two policemen approached us.


"Good afternoon madam!", greet one of the policemen.


"Good day sir."


"Sir, how's the chronology of the incident sir?", honestly. I can hardly stand up anymore. The death of his mother and mother Imas alone has made me hit in addition to the state of Aziz mas.


"I explained the chronology of the madam.!", said the person.


I listened carefully to the explanation of the man. I put my hand in front of my mouth. I almost staggered until I finally leaned against the wall.


"We'll investigate the madam soon?!" said the police.


"Astagfirullah.... Astagfirullah..!", I pressed my painful chest.


"Patience to you Madam!", said the father who delivered Aziz's mobile phone.


After that, they say goodbye. I sat down sluggishly leaning against the wall. My tears are shed. My body shakes with my stuffing.


Is this your hunch from yesterday? Do you feel like you're leaving me? Don't mas! I can't do it without you. I can't! I'm back to being fucked.


I remembered her message this morning, who was the first person I should call Jiak something happened to my husband.


I'll take my phone. The number of missed calls from Fai made me aware. What Fai should I call?


I saw Aziz's cell phone too. Aziz's last chat was between himself and Mas Fai.


Voice mail?


I turned on a voice message from Aziz mas to Fai mas. This time I couldn't hold my own phone.


Mas Fai's?


I called Mas Fai. On the first call, Mas Fai raised her.


[About Assalamualaikum? You where? Are you okay?]


Fai panicked as well as relieved that Dian contacted her.


[Guardalagsalam. Aziz mas hiks ..hiks.].


[Patience in. Where are you now?]


[RS prosper. Mas ...mama Farah mas ..]


[Yes. You're patient, we're going there now!]


Fai hung up the phone and took the others to the prosperous Hospital.


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I leaned against the wall, folded my legs. What is the situation of Aziz inside? You're okay, aren't you, baby?


I'm monologuing.


Who wants your life? What makes them want to hurt you?


I'm back to being fucked! Why is it all happening at the same time! Mama Farah? Mas Aziz! What the hell is going on?


I can only ask myself! The words tahmid and Istighfar repeatedly slid from my lips.


Oh my God, is this like a trial from you? I squeeze the end of my robe.


Does this have anything to do with the people who hate me? They hate me and then hurt the people around me that I love?


I'm shaking! Nah!


This can't happen again. People who love me should stay away from me. I don't want anything bad to happen to them because of me! I must be the cause of everything.


Tap..tap.


"Mbak.!", Imah ran towards me. She was crying hugging me tightly. Follow Mika and Hayu.


"Mama Mah..mbak Imas....!", I said softly. Come nod in my arms.


"Mas Aziz mah...mbak did not know the state of Aziz Mah...it has been more than an hour here Mah.....!", I said again.


"Calm Di, mas Aziz must be okay!", said Hayu soothingly. Mika just wiped away my tears, which even she herself cried.


On the other hand, Fai who saw the woman who was still enthroned in his heart felt sliced. Wanted once he hugged her tightly, giving her strength. But what power!He no longer deserves. He also promised not to hurt his wife again.


Mika looked at her husband who looked agitated. This time, Mika had completely defeated her ego.


Mika rose to her husband.


"Mas...do you want to talk to Dian?", asked Mika to Fai who was in front of her. Fai shook his head slowly.


"Yes dear. But not now. Dian must not be ready to say anything."


Mika rubbed her husband's arm. Fai understood, his wife was just trying to put herself in this situation.


My phone rings again. The Surabaya City police number that contacted me.


But no one raised him. Until finally Damar crouched down to take my phone.


[.....]


Damar glanced at me.


[Good sir. Transition to address xxxxxxxx]


[......]


[Thank you sir]


The call was cut off. Dammar crouched before me.


"I'm sorry, I'm presumptuous to touch your phone!", said Damar while returning my phone.


I'm nodding.


"I'm sorry if I decided myself without your consent. The bodies of Farah's mother, Imas, Rashid and Aqeela will be delivered to your home. Is that okay, Di?", asked Damar.


I'm looking. To open my eyes that must have made my tears melt. I finally nodded my head.


"Imah, you and Dadan went home to take care of their funeral?!", said Damar.


"Yes mas. Imah and I will go home!" said Dadan. Dadan is a member of the regional council. He's easier to coordinate with his councilmates.


"Sir, come home first huh?" said Imah rubbing my arm. I'm nodding.


"Darling? You should also go with Imah, yes, I am worried about Diaz too!", Damar told his wife.


Hayu also agreed.


"I came home!", said Hayu.


"Titip Diaz ya mbak!", I said slowly. Hayu nodded too. The three of them came out of the IGD area.


Mika who still hugs me. Damar and Fai were still standing at the IGD's doorstep.


The IGD lights went out.How long, the door was open. A nurse came out, after which the doctor came out to follow her.


I know, the doctor came out of the IGD room. But.I'm afraid.I'm afraid to hear all the worst possibilities. I can't stand. Mika was still tightly hugging me.


''How's Dok's patient doing?", asked Damar.


"Doctor?", asked the doctor.


"Doctor Revan?", asked Damar no less surprised.


"Critical patient doc! He's lost a lot of blood, and his deep wounds are pretty serious."


Damar rubbed his face rough. Fai stood behind the amber. He wanted to ask the doctor a lot of questions, but he himself was confused.


"Then... Now how is Aziz doc?", asked Fai in the end. Then Fai and the doctor looked at each other.


I'm no stranger to this guy's face?


''He is still critical. May God do wonders!" said Dr. Revan.


The patient mentioned the name Diandra when unconscious earlier, is the same Diandra? And...that man...that man was with Diandra first, wasn't he?


I heard their chat. Critically? Honestly I want to run towards the place where Aziz mas is lying. But I'm scared!


"In, you must be sure Mas Aziz can definitely get through his critical period!", Mika rubbed my shoulder.


"I can't see Aziz mas like this, Mika..I can't!", I said squeezing my gown again.


''This must be all because of me! Yes, I am! I've made the people I love wretch!"


"In..do not be like this!", said mika calming.


That voice??? Slowly, he approached Diandra.


"Diandra?" said doctor Revan. I looked up at the man in the white coat.


Who her? But her face?


"Revan?", ask. He nodded slowly.


"Wait on! Are you here to take my husband away with you? Nah! Aziz is alive!"


"Dian..this is me, your Revan?! I'm still alive Dian?!!!", said Revan sitting in front of me. I still hug both knees. I'm shaking.


"Go! My Aziz is alive! Don't take him away from me!", I snapped.


Revan wiped his tears that melted away just like that. The patient he helped was the husband of the woman he had been looking for.


Since the accident, Revan's parents took him out of the country. They manipulated Revan's death. Because after investigation, Revan's accident was intentional.


"Diandra.please don't be like this!", said Revan.


Revan got up from his squat. He stood before Damar and Fai.


"Is Dian still often like this?", asked Revan to Fai. Fai realizes Revan's doctor is the same Revan.


"Some time ago, and.this time it came back like this!", replied Fai lirih.


"You know each other?", asked Damar. Fai and Revan were silent.


"I thought you were gone by then. Because of you, I got to know Diandra!", said Fai.


"God is still giving me a second chance!" said Revan.


I looked up to Revan's words. Second chance? So...he's not dead yet? Then...where has he been all this time?


I'm trying to strengthen my legs. Mika helped me up and walked up to the three men.


"Can I see Aziz's mas?", I asked. I was determined and convinced myself to face this situation. Revan turned.


"Not for now. Later after moving into the room, you can just meet him. Is after....Aziz passed his critical period!", said Revan.


"But..mas Aziz will survive right?", I asked slowly.


"We just pray!" said Revan. I closed my eyes.


O Allah.Why is the weight of your trials so severe! I scream in my heart.


Fai approached me who was currently supported by Mika.


"You must be strong in. Is Diaz waiting for you?! Lower your ego!", said Fai. He wants to hug Dian, but he also has to keep the feelings of Mika, his wife.


"Yes. There's Diaz! Aziz must have survived! He promised me. I'll never leave me!", I'm monologuing.


The look of those who pity me makes me feel uneasy.


Mika took me to sit in a chair.


"Wake up ..I want to collect your promise! You asked me what gift I wanted on my birthday, right? I don't want any gifts. I want you to wake up, congratulations and be with me again. You heard me ask, right? You promised me you'd give me anything I wanted!".


Mika looked at her best friend's pity. It's hard to test your Diandra, inner Mika.


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There was something wrong in Eps before him. Damar time and Dadan again nyari eat, right again fasting? 🙈🙈😱😆😱 mamak ora konsen deh. You are also a complete ana. So ashamed of you 🙈🙈🙈🙈😆